i love you i love you i love you i literally love u so much but u don't feel the same way anymore. i wanna be with u again so badly but i'm afraid thats never gonna happen. you dont know how badly i miss you. even tho we were together for nearly 3 months, i have fallen in love with u the hardest. in fact u were the first guy i ever really loved. u were my first kiss too. it broke me and hurt me so much when i found out that u had caught feelings for her. without u i have to deal with this problems by myself, i dont have these "goodnightt i love u dummy" texts to help me sleep or anything to stay up for, i don't have hug with. and god i miss your hugs so much. without u its been so hard for me. but ur still here for me as a friend which i am so grateful for. thank u for staying with me and not leaving me. thank u for keeping our friendship. u caused such a huge amount of pain in my life that i am still dealing with but i love u so intensely that i would take u back anyday. i mean it. any fucking day i will take u back. i'll do anything for u. u've messed me up so many times but if it means i got to be with u, then i'll be okay with it. i love u.
- #8522

You said you've never met anyone like me, then why do you always leave? I don't know what you want from me and I wish you would just say. You said you don't want this to be nothing, so what is it then? Because it seems like all its turned out to be is nothing, over and over again it diminishes into nothing. Please. Be honest. You said its this or moving on. It doesn't seem like we have done either. So please, just tell me, whatever it is. I'll be okay. I just need to know.

you made me so happy. you brighten my day. i just wish you didn’t ask for pics & forced them out of me

I hated my name but never had a nickname until you gave me 1. Except it only sounded right coming from you.

¿Qué hubiera pasado si te hubiera hablado esa tarde? ¿Si tan solo te hubiera dicho, te habrías quedado conmigo?

Este es tu color favorito...Eres él único que me hace sonreír, tengo miedo de perderte y que me odies

You broke me. in so many ways, yet after 2 years i still know that if you came back, i’d take you back in an instant.

if i had another chance i would do things differently, i’m so sorry, thank you for that moment of time

i fought so hard for you and when i moved on to better things you got mad. i’m sorry but it was never my fault. i wish u the best

I hope that 2021 is good to you. I hope you have so much success and find happiness bc you deserve it. I think about you sometimes, and I just wanted to say I’m sorry for all the shit we went thru and thank u for the good times too

I wish I could hate you for leaving me, but I probably wouldn’t even hate you if you stuck a knife in my back.

i’m sorry i lied to you. it was a truthful lie. telling you made you stay. i was alone and empty and i still am. i’m sorry i can never tell you the truth.

I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately and I’m not sure why. But I’m doing so good rn that I’m not gonna mess this up for me. If u texted me I would honestly try to make it work between us. But I’m doing just fine on my own and I want you to know that.

i love you but I'm so tired. I don't wanna give up on us but I'm emotionally exhausted. u came into my life and made me so happy but u gave up when I needed u most. I'm never gonna hate u but u made me hate and question everything abt myself. and guess what ? ill do it again. id go back and relive everything knowing this is how it was gonna end jus to feel that happy. ur breaking me and I'm losing myself. it feels like everyday is jus repeating itself since the day u said u lost ur love for me. u replaced me that fast. how did u replace me that fast. I was ur baby. ur world. ur everything. n now she's in the picture. "ill always love u and care abt u." ha. ig I was always right. I knew I was gonna mess everything up n u were gonna give up on us. I can't even blame u. I trusted u with my body and now I can't even take it back. I thought u were the one. ik were only 15 but idk. I jus feel connected to u ig. maybe I jus had rly bad attachment issues. why would u pick her ? I know that she was there for u but so was i. I was the one sending u paragraphs. I was the one crying bc I fucked up ur mental health. I was the one worried abt u. I was the one who cared the most. I'm tired of begging. I jus feel so worthless. I tried everything I could possibly do to get u back n nothing worked. maybe if I would've given u space u woulda came back but I honestly doubt it. I needed to show effort. to show that I rly do love you. I jus wish u texted me saying "lets start over, I don't wanna actually lose this" but thats never gonna happen is it ? our 1 yr anniversary is coming up. well it was supposed to b our 1 yr anniversary. we would've been so happy. its crazy how u can be so in love with someone n the next day they can jus lose feelings all bc of some dumb mistake. but its ok. this is how it was supposed to end rii ?

Extraño hacer llamada por 4 horas seguidas, que jugaramos, que me quisieras enseñar a tocar guitarra, realmente extraño todo de ti.

I made mistakes and so did you, but I want to forget about the past and make new memories with you. Do you too?

I love you but you hurt me so much I did everything right and you still did me dirty but im giving you a second chance right now and I hope you don't mess up because I really want us to work and I feel like it could its just a little hard to trust you 24/7 after what you did but I hope our relationship gets better because you really make me happy and I see a life with you but what you did is still in the back of my head but I can't let go of you you are my best friend the only person comfortable with and I love what we have im just scared of getting cheated on again I hope you really meant that apology

You are my best friend and I don't know what id do without you you make me happy when I dont want to be happy I even introduced you to my mom and you guys text each other often what makes me really happy please never leave

I want you so bad, when I think of everything I want/need in someone it’s you, I know I could love the fuck out of you if I let myself, but we are already so toxic I don’t want to, I miss you a lot, but I always deal with so many other issues within myself I don’t want to put that on you, I don’t want you to see what I really look,act, and feel like bc I know you and everyone else won’t like it...I do still think about you and I do still want to talk to you, but I’m not because I’m not putting us threw anymore shit and I don’t want to just keep running in circles, I can’t give you what you want, I wish I could I really do but somethings just come to a end without warning

I wish you would have let me go instead of holding me tight in your arms, where only you could have me. I needed to be set free to truly grow. I know you loved me, but love is letting go sometimes.

Hey, look. I’m not here to write some sappy love letter. I’m not here to tell you I want you back. I love you forever and always but hey. Wake the fuck up. I’m done being treated like shit. You tell me you regret loving me and ever telling me you thought I was pretty or beautiful. You tell me we can be friends then ghost me and then ridicule me and call me clingy when I reach out after months of silence. You broke me and left me with nothing. Although you got me through tough times, you created a hardship 100x worse because you wouldn’t I fight for me like you fought for her. Yeah I get it I’m not good enough for you. But fuck you for making me feel like I was good enough for you and then leaving and breaking me. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t think. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Yes I love you but rn my hurt overpowers my love and I’m done. I’m done.

i don’t get where i went wrong. i cant even enjoy my favourite things anymore, all i think of is you.

I’m gnna look back at this and wonder why I chased you for so long and I still am. It’s your smile, your laughs, the way you make me feel that had me the first time we talked. I wonder if we’re ever gnna be together since we both aren’t ready for anything yet. I’m so in love with you and you don’t know it. I fell hard and I never came back up. If I wanted to let you go I would have. I’ve never chased after someone for this long.

sometimes i just feel so ANGRYYY like why did things have to turn out like this. why did u have to change

i wish i could tell u about the dream i had about u. i felt like u were really there, & when i woke up & u weren't i was all :(

i thought we were gonna get married and here we are never speaking a word to each other. i guess times really do change. people change

My greatest hope is that someday things will work out. We’ve always been friends but I’ve liked you more than that for as long as I could remember.

Thanks for making me feel safe around u and for teaching me how I should always be treated. I’ll always love and miss you

the fact that I know you don't think about me anymore makes me mad and sad at the same time, but I know we stayed friends for a reason. even though I still love you with all of my heart, I don't think you'll ever love me like I love you. hopefully one day you can love me like i love you.

I gave you a second chance but you cant do the same for me. I loved you like peanut butter toast. come back

I miss you and for some reason, I cannot shake the fact that we were meant to be something more... text me.

pro tip: don't confess your love for somebody and immediately follow it up with trying to control who i talk to

i love you more than all the stars, the ones you can see and the ones you can’t. i love you for infinity

We broke up on new year's and i remember when you called me to ask if i got my new years kiss. I laughed yes and you were quiet. You got a kiss too and told me you wish it had been me. Frankly i wished that too. I miss you terribly. Be safe in the army. I'm always thinking of you

i really liked you. we were meant to be i know it. but you chose her over me. i had to sit there and wonder why i wasn't good enough. maybe it was just wrong timing, but i miss you and if i ever see you again i will fall in love all over again.

I saw you broken and helped you pick up the pieces. You saw me whole and tore me apart. 8 years later and I am strong and free from your grasp at last, but every once and a while I still feel a tug on my soul wondering how you are.

I know it's not your real name. I hate how you were right that forever friends don't exist. I wanted to prove you wrong, but I couldn't. If I knew we wouldn't be forever friends, I would have told you I liked you.

I'm sorry about how I treated you. I was toxic, selfish, and codependent. I had to end things to better myself. You deserve better after all those years.

Whenever you were sad you used to try to hurt my feelings. But i saw through your masked attempts and listened to you. I don't know who made you feel difficult to love but it's not true. Because with every attempt you made to be hurtful, you were testing my limit to love you. You wanted to prove to be an asshole so you could justify it to yourself when i would walk away, or so you thought. I remember the first time i stayed and you cried. You finally realized there wasnt a thing you could do that would get me to walk away from you. You never wanted to prove yourself right, you wanted someone to prove you wrong. You wanted someone to choose you. You wanted someone who made you feel easy to love. Now that we're apart i hope that stays with you. If you need another lesson, I'll be around

I cant tell whether you love me platonically or romantically anymore. But just know that I love you so much more than just a friend.

Hi, I really miss you I know you never wanna talk to me again but I want you to know that. I am shy but I do speak only when I truly need to say some shit that hopefully will reach the ears it's supposed to be.

No me merecías. Era demasiada buena para ti. Vete con ella. Decías q me amabas pero solo era mentira. Jamás vas a encontrar a alguien como yo.

You turn 19 today, but I still haven’t told you how I’ve felt since 13. I don’t want to risk losing you.

i loved and still love u so much. i'm learning to move on everyday – move on from old strings of resentment and hurt, even though we never dated. although i'm still healing, i want to let u know that i'll never forget quebec. thank you for making my heart happy and warm; u were my favorite first love. u made everyone that had come before u a mere infatuation. i hope u the best in ur current relationship. make her the happiest girl alive.

hi buddy, I know we don't talk anymore but I miss you a fucking lot. I know I was an asshole for all the thing I did but I never wanted to hurt you. my feelings for you are really all over the place like I don't want to be with you now becouse I know I can be very irresponsible but if I saw you with another girl my heart would break into a thousand little pieces . I know I'm very toxic and I annoy you a lot but I think it's because I actually love you and if you can wait for me we will make it work
I miss you dumbass - ^-^

I hate that I’m the only one crying. I want to try again in the future but if you hookup with your ex during break, when you said you weren’t able to feel that way about anyone, I wouldn’t be able to trust you and would be too hurt.

was she worth leaving me without a goodbye? was i not good enough? what did she do/ have that i didnt? it hurt so fucking much i hope you know that

first off I would like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through so much in middle school. I was a terrible girlfriend and if I could go back I would try my absolute best to spend every moment with you. cheesy right lol. but it's true. I guess I wasn't a good girlfriend because I never knew what a real relationship was like. I mean who am i kidding i was in middle school lol, but we were kinda in a serious relationship back to the matter at hand. I've never seen what a real relationship was like only the ones in the movies and we all know those aren't true. I mean I grew up all my life seeing my dad fall out of love with my mom. they never really talked and if they did it turned to argue. heck, I never even heard them say I love you to each other. this is still no excuse but we were kids. over the months I couldn't get over you I always wanted to talk to you every single second of every single day. when you took hours to respond I took minutes when you took minutes I took seconds. I grew more fond of you and realized I was in love with you... but now I'm not in all the years I grew out of love for you. in all the years we spent together I no longer feel the same way I felt months ago... and it's time to move on it's time for you to find someone better, someone, who loves you as much as I do, someone who won't put you through what I out you through and lastly, someone you can spend a lifetime with. I really hope you find someone and that someone finds you. much love

I am nobody and you are everyone. I’m no one to you, but I see bits of you in every single person I meet. It hurts.

I felt absolute freedom whenever we drove around without a destination. You meant it when you said we'd do that again... Right?