Loving you made me realize that people who really care about you will ask about your situation, I see you didn't even try to fake it.

Hey Eric, long time no see huh? you’re.. wonderful. I’m so proud of you. you’ve accomplished so much. I still remember when we played minecraft in your room or when you hugged me during our school sleepover. I realized too late how much I loved you and I moved away. I haven’t seen you since that day I moved, but oh how I miss you. you’re a star now, you’re famous. we both had the same dream of becoming an actor and... you’ve done it. I’m jealous of you, and I think I still love you.

hi again, I write you here because I know you'll never see this. today I thought about you a lot,like I don't know why. I also miss you appearing in my dreams, when I told you to stop I didn't really meant it like the dream was like what I wish we had in real life, a healthy relationship. - ^-^

i miss you. i know you don’t miss me. running into each other yesterday was what i needed though. because you held the door for me and then realized it was me and both our eyes lit up for half a second. and then we remembered that we’re not each other’s people anymore. and for a split second everything was normal again. we laughed for a second and i remembered how tall you are compared to me. even after we got home and started texting it felt normal again. it felt like i hadn’t lost you. god i wish i didn’t loose you.

you've never liked me. and i've always liked you. even if i liked someone else i would always say yes if u asked me out. you never will. and its ok. i'm ok. but everytime you smile at me or laugh at one of my jokes or compliment something of mine or are just positive to me... it makes my day and i j wanted tell u how much u impact to me.

it wasn't fair for you to come back when i had finally moved on, now you're with someone else and i'm stuck

hey, i just wanted to come out and say it that i have a fat ass problem i am being serious. i know its weird because i havent talked to you in months but i hate you so so so much yet i loved you so much. i actually liked you and u made me so happy for a long ass time till you ignored me that one day i cried when i got home because i wanted to know what's wrong. but i realized that i actually liked you like liked you. and i thought you hated me till you almost gave me you sweater i got my hopes up. then you really ignored me and only talked to me when u felt like it. and i blamed myself because i loved you. when it was you the whole time when you only talked about her and ignored me and when i left early you did not do anything after march i thought it was i thought i did something wrong but it was literally you. if you wanted to text me you would after crying over u more than 3 times i realized you are an ass luv

I never lied when I said that I will always love you. Now it hurts because you don't love me anymore.

I'm sorry for the things I did. I was young and dumb. You were nothing but good to me. I wish you nothing but the best.

I'm no longer anxious around you because you showed me that I could trust you. I am still not used to feeling valued, but I promise that I'll get used to it soon. Thank you for making me feel like I matter. It hasn't even been two weeks but you've already helped me so much.

I am so glad that you shattered my rose colored glasses, because now I realize that you really were not special. I used to think that I was the one batting above my league, but god I was wrong. How did I ever find your patronizing, white savior complex attractive?

Wish we didn’t have to be together under the situations we were. There’s something so different about you and I hate you for making me see that and then leaving.

I wish you knew how I felt. It absolutely shattered me to know you didnt feel the same way. I love you.

I like you, but I'm too shy to talk to you.

i still keep the things u made for me

Im sorry I didn't stay. I still think about the plans we had.

p.s. How's your sunburn?

I have no way to contact you and it’s clear you don’t want me around. I wish I felt the same.

I wish we were still friends. You were truly my best friend. I'm sorry I caused us to split apart

i need you now more than ever

You should’ve let me know you wanted forever and always after all

i love you my sweet boy, you make me genuinely happy. hope this love never dies

i hope you know that i’m terrified of losing you.

i hope you know that i never lied about how much i loved you.

no matter what you do to me i will always forgive you. its only you eric. i love you so much.

You say you will wait for me. Your actions tell me you moved on

meet me at work with flowers like that time and let's go back to normal

why was i too much for you?

It’s too early to say, but I’m madly in love with you

i’m sure i wasn’t even your first like you said. you were all js lies

the snow reminds me of us - dancing in the kitchen & doing crosswords on the living room floor.

If only you knew.

i hope your love for me never goes away. you’re the only person i can see myself marrying

I love the way you look in flannels.

i hope it’s not too late but im still waiting, do you wanna try one more time? ❤️❤️❤️

I hope it's fate that's always pulling me back to you..

i hope you’re happy with her, i told you it wouldn't be hard to find someone else

was I supposed to move on? I still love you.

i love you but you always have eyes for girls i cant compare to.

if you were to call at two in the morning, i would still pick up

i miss how we used to be

“ I miss my cocoa butter kisses “ haha remember that

i keep replaying that night in my head; the way you held me close. i’ll never forget that.

i pledge my love and life to you.

i’ve thought of you everyday. if you’re still waiting for me, pls txt me. forever and always ❤️❤️❤️

I am waiting for you to leave because it is inevitable

I wish I had told you how I felt.

when the day comes when you leave me i hope we can still be friends

i miss you more and more every day. i hope you miss me equally as much

I don’t know if my heart will be as full without seeing you everyday

And I'd like for you to change your mind, but we both know you won't.