I want you so bad, when I think of everything I want/need in someone it’s you, I know I could love the fuck out of you if I let myself, but we are already so toxic I don’t want to, I miss you a lot, but I always deal with so many other issues within myself I don’t want to put that on you, I don’t want you to see what I really look,act, and feel like bc I know you and everyone else won’t like it...I do still think about you and I do still want to talk to you, but I’m not because I’m not putting us threw anymore shit and I don’t want to just keep running in circles, I can’t give you what you want, I wish I could I really do but somethings just come to a end without warning
