Unsent Messages

first off I would like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through so much in middle school. I was a terrible girlfriend and if I could go back I would try my absolute best to spend every moment with you. cheesy right lol. but it's true. I guess I wasn't a good girlfriend because I never knew what a real relationship was like. I mean who am i kidding i was in middle school lol, but we were kinda in a serious relationship back to the matter at hand. I've never seen what a real relationship was like only the ones in the movies and we all know those aren't true. I mean I grew up all my life seeing my dad fall out of love with my mom. they never really talked and if they did it turned to argue. heck, I never even heard them say I love you to each other. this is still no excuse but we were kids. over the months I couldn't get over you I always wanted to talk to you every single second of every single day. when you took hours to respond I took minutes when you took minutes I took seconds. I grew more fond of you and realized I was in love with you... but now I'm not in all the years I grew out of love for you. in all the years we spent together I no longer feel the same way I felt months ago... and it's time to move on it's time for you to find someone better, someone, who loves you as much as I do, someone who won't put you through what I out you through and lastly, someone you can spend a lifetime with. I really hope you find someone and that someone finds you. much love