From: ABC
To: derek
i didn’t break up with you just to date another boy like that one person said i did. i think i might not even like men if you know what i mean. that’s why i broke up with you. i’m sorry for hurting you. i didn’t mean to.
From: ABC
To: derek
you ruined me for the rest of my life. but i don't hate you. i don't even wish anything bad to happen to you. i just hope you realize i fell in love with you. and that was my mistake. but yours was lying and saying you did too.
From: ABC
To: derek
You was the thing that make me smile when I woke up, now I see you and I'm so worried about my feelings beacause now, I don't feel anything for you.
From: ABC
To: derek
i love you so much, and have for two years. you’ll never see me as i see you, but i hope that girl you like makes you happy:)
From: ABC
To: derek
we started off as fooling around, you were attached to me. wanting to become more than friends. i was hesitant, you wanted things i wasn’t ready for— things that remind me of my childhood trauma. yet you took it as rejection and started fucking my ex best friend. maybe it was my fault— maybe i should’ve tried more, lend you a hand, kissed you one more time and promised everything to be okay. but no it’s gone, all of it... did you even like me— did you care about me, or was another girl you wanted to fuck?? that night before things ended you called me the most beautiful person in the world... then the next day you started dating her. what happened to us?
From: ABC
To: derek
I never would’ve hurt you like you did me, I loved you too much and I ended up broken. I still miss U everyday.
From: ABC
To: derek
I know our relationship wasn’t perfect but i’ll always love you and i hope we worked out better in another lifetime.
From: ABC
To: derek
i wanted you to be the one so bad but you never were. i missed you and it hurt but i had to ghost you before you could do it to me first. anyway thank you for letting me feel.. whatever that was, however long it was. i needed that.
From: ABC
To: derek
You where the first person who was hard to get out of my head but I guess it was for the best you don't feel the same way anymore and I guess its better this way.
From: ABC
To: derek
you will never truly know how much I care about you, and everyday as we get stronger I get more and more scared to lose you because I'm nothing without you, every touch and smile, just to talk to you, you made me who I am, and I can't do this without you
From: ABC
To: derek
I’ve thought about showing up on your doorstep countless times. But I’m terrified someone else will answer the door.
From: ABC
To: derek
I miss you dearly and wish I could have spent more time with you. I miss your good mornings and your good nights. I should have cherished your hugs. I'm sorry for not loving you more. You definitely deserve more than I could have given you. Anyway, I love you and GoodBye.
From: ABC
To: derek
i love you i love you. here is the church and here is the steeple we sure are cute for two ugly people.
From: ABC
To: derek
U took a piece of me when u left, and u will always have it. No matter how hard I try, I will always have a soft spot for u even if u just used me
From: ABC
To: derek
I miss you so much. I wish I never fell for your stupid games. Sometimes I wish we never met, but then i wouldn’t have learned this lesson. I love you.
From: ABC
To: derek
Why didn't you stand up for me? Not even once? Why did you take your sister's side when she tried to hurt me? Fuck you
From: ABC
To: derek
i told you i wasn’t gonna play you and i did lol lol lol and i’m sorry for that especially cause i did it cause i liked the guy i told you about
From: ABC
To: derek
One more late night drive, one more trip to FL, one more "I love you" . . . Oh what I'd do for just one more
From: ABC
To: derek
i hate the fact that you were the first person i felt truly comfortable with. i can't believe i let myself fall for you just to get played in return - and even more, i hate the fact that i'd be willing to try again. fuck you
From: ABC
To: derek
I miss us. I miss our little family together. I still love you. And I think I always will. I'm not ready to move on like you. But I have to.
From: ABC
To: derek
I loved you so so much but I never know how to show you so I was a bad gf for like 7 months. You were my first bf, and I’m over it now because it’s been since June that we’ve been apart and I’ve matured but I just want to apologize. You deserve better and I hope you find that one day.
From: ABC
To: derek
u walked off like nothing but left me feeling unworthy of anything because of what u did to make me feel this way.
From: ABC
To: derek
You were such an important part of my life, I still think about how I never really knew you after years of knowing you.
From: ABC
To: derek
im choosing to open up my heart again, for you. for two years i've been scared to finally give in and be soft for someone, but when you came around it didn't feel hard at all. you make me forget what i want to forget. it literally feels like im in a movie. we're just starting and it only gets better from here. please don't make me feel like i can't trust again. i like you mocoso
From: ABC
To: derek
i lied yk. i still like you but i'm too scared to say it. maybe there just isn't supposed to be an us.
From: ABC
To: derek
Hey I really like you. Even if you were way out of my league and good at chess. Hope this finds you for some reason. Idk why I like you. I just do. Bio class was awful.
From: ABC
To: derek
you left with no explanation just flat out left me still wondering months later what the hell I did wrong
From: ABC
To: derek
I wish I could tell you how I still felt, but I don’t think that would change anything. You’re so much happier now, and at this point, I think I’m more upset that I haven’t found someone who makes me as happy as she makes you. I miss your friendship.
From: ABC
To: derek
I miss you so much. I hope you know, you were the only reason I was alive... now your gone. I needed you.
From: ABC
To: derek
Thanks for those late night texts, and the winky face emojis, those made my heart explode. You are one of the biggest reasons that I am happier now.
From: ABC
To: derek
Sometimes in life, I guess you just need to come to terms with the six-foot ginger shaped hole in your heart.
From: ABC
To: derek
i miss you. i truly do. It was a very hard day when you decided to leave me. it was for the best though, i guess.. you will always have a place in my heart no matter what and i truly hope you do good in life and hope you treat your next love right. thanks for giving me the time of my life and so many memories. i'll always love you.
From: ABC
To: derek
my smile is dim and my heart has been dull ever since you left. You were the light in my life, and it went out when you left.
From: ABC
To: derek
i hope you talk to me again. i don’t wanna lose you in the long run
From: ABC
To: derek
I will never stop missing you, I will never stop loving you, no matter what.
From: ABC
To: derek
i hate that i feel deeply connected to you and i cant be at peace not knowing if you feel the same.
From: ABC
To: derek
i’ll never not love you, you were my first love, forever my love will live on for you.
From: ABC
To: derek
You were the best thing that happened to me, I just left cause I didn’t want to ruin you
From: ABC
To: derek
Your mom never liked me no matter what I did. I bet she loves your new gf. That hurts too
From: ABC
To: derek
It’s been awhile I still think about you and every time I see you I just hope your doing well
From: ABC
To: derek
i hope you saw how i would do anything for you.
thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: derek
I wish you stayed, I would’ve given you everything you’ve ever wanted in life.
From: ABC
To: derek
is it serious with her like it was with us? i want to let us go, but i’m still hoping you come back.
From: ABC
To: derek
Even though we were never together. I hope you find someone who will love you as much as I did
From: ABC
To: derek
No matter how much time passes I still crave your presence; it hurts.
From: ABC
To: derek
I wish that one day I could have told you how much I liked you since our first math class :)
From: ABC
To: derek
I’m moving away soon, I keep hoping you’ll reach out and stop me.
I know you wont.
Ill always love u
From: ABC
To: derek
Do you ever think about me? Do little things ever remind you of me?