prolly the last time I'll write,
jus wanted to say that I love you and thankyou for everything kid, and if u read this, don't ever bring this up in a convo?

listen here kid,
I may seem like a pimp but I is a simp, and I don't really know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. also reminder that I love you, even as just a friend, I don't say that enoughhh cause I don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable uk, now byeeee :)))

damn kid you are unbelievable.
do I even know you? I really don't understandddddd, I try to be as normal as possible. why are you so scared to open up to me and talk, I know you're a bright kid who's always happy but I really feel like even when you're low you don't, didn't tell me, it's like you're scared of being vulnerable or open, is it? I thought you trusted me damn. I love you because you're a ray of light but I also will love you when you're in the dark. remember. I'll choose your monsoon over anybody else's summer. I'd do anything to keep you in my life kid, even as a friend, but the minute I start feeling like I don't even know you is the minute I'll actually start losing us and that is gonna destroy me lol. I love you so fucking much but it's like this was a joke to you, and it kinda hurts. but issss okay I'll be foineee like always isn't it.
you don't ever have to be cooler than u think you are when you're with me, you could literally not talk anything and you're still the coolest, I like you for every part of you not just the good ones and I think you don't really get that, but funny how this doesnt even matter, as long as you're happy ig

and I never told u this but the day you ended things I wrote something lol, I was just writing about how I was scared to love you because everytime I love somebody they either change or start changing and I didnt want that happening with u, but somehow I still managed to fall for you and this happenssss, damn my overthinking really is on point sometimes, but I just wish I wasn't right 90% of the time lmao cause it's sad as fuckkkk I really dont like this. I don even know why I'm writing this but keeping all this shit to myself is destroying me on the inside and I know for a fact you dont even check these anymore lol, iss okay.

fun fact kid,
the last 11 11 I saw in 2020, me wished that you'd stay in moi loife all throughout 2021 toooo, I reeeeely wan u to, okii bye now

tonight after you fell asleep, I was thinking about you (like always) and I legit cried (dw not a lot) thinking how grateful I am to have you in my loife, I've never been tis happy in so long dam, I just like the way how you tell me you got me.

just a smol reminder that you never annoy me or bother me, like a wise kid once said "iss never too much with you". ?

you hev no idea how much I hate you for telling your friend about this page, I didnt even tell my besssstttt friend lol, the audacity. cool.

today I realised I is falling for you, I'm bad at expressing myself but I rly rly like you, like aaaa lot ??

and also it felt good telling you all that last night and I hopeee you do the same, as in talk to me about everything

I love you varyyy much. I love that I know you wouldn't hurt me on purpose, ever, how easily I can trust you cause I don feel judged when I'm with you. you really are a ray of light, you keep me going, you don even have to do anything, just your existence is a blessingggg kid, i just love you for everything you say and do :D
I can write a whole book on how much I lob you, but out of words are we??

Not a day goes by when I don’t miss you

I tell myself you broke up with me because you were scared, not because you confused your feelings.

the way u look at me kills me bc I know u don't like me. and I'm not over u.