Unsent messages to COLIN
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: August 26, 2023, 9:16 pm UTC
i wish you felt the same way about me as i feel about you
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: August 25, 2023, 2:09 am UTC
what hurts most is that i really thought you felt the same
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: August 18, 2023, 9:47 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish I never met you. But I love you.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: August 14, 2023, 12:30 am UTC
You have broken my heart friend ! So badly
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: August 6, 2023, 1:01 pm UTC
you and me have a whole lot of history. unsolved history.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: August 6, 2023, 4:53 am UTC
why do i always imagine my future with you
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: August 2, 2023, 2:22 am UTC
I still love you bubby, I wish you could be my new years kiss.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 28, 2023, 3:07 am UTC
why was i so hard for you to consistently love?
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 27, 2023, 6:35 am UTC
I like you too, and I did figure out :)) <3
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 27, 2023, 1:52 am UTC
i miss you already, i hate that i love you
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 22, 2023, 1:55 am UTC
i can forgive but i can never forget what you did to me.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:41 pm UTC
I love you so much. you make my world light up.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:35 pm UTC
i wish we never dated, so that you’d be my friend again.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
It terrifies me but I don’t want you to leave
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: July 12, 2023, 7:33 pm UTC
i can't let go of you and it's killing me. i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:41 am UTC
I really wished you had kissed me on our first date. You don't know how hard I fell for you when I met you.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:33 am UTC
its been 7 months and it still hurts like it was yesterday. sometimes i wish i could know what i coulve done to have been enough for you but i will never get that answer, and im trying really hard to be okat with that. i just miss you so much. i told you everything even though you never cared what i had to say and never listened.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 18, 2021, 5:44 am UTC
I was believing in nothing at all. It was all nothing. I was truly nobody to you. It’s strange all of it.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:45 pm UTC
my first love. love that can’t be put into words. please don’t break my heart unless I deserve it. you’re my everything.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
Hi babe im sorry for everytime i get you mad i know its my fault it always is i understand but please stop ignoring me it makes it look like ur breaking your pinky promise.. and you know how i feel about that. You are the one for me colin please text me back i need you i miss you and i love u..
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:12 am UTC
It wasn’t worth it to tell you.I should have believed where you stood when you let me go the first time.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:01 am UTC
Im angry you used me when you were sad and i fell in love with you because you'll forever be too in love with her to even notice how heart broken i was.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:50 am UTC
I did everything in my power to continue loving you, even damaging my relationships with others, but you left for her, with no regard for me.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:21 am UTC
you deserve nothing anymore, you hurt me. all to go back to her? you know she doesn't want you. you're stupid and immature because you even lied to me about her. so yuh go you i guess. lollollollollollol
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:39 pm UTC
for the first few months after the breakup I tried so hard to be civil and nice but I’m not gonna lie anymore. Fuck you. You were so toxic and made me doubt myself all the time. It’s so embarrassing that you were ever my bf. I’m much happier now, thanks for nothing.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:11 pm UTC
we never said it but i love you. i’ve never felt this way about anybody but i don’t think it’s supposed to b this hard
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:45 am UTC
You’re not mentally or emotionally mature like I am and I should have known better
and I should have known better
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:27 pm UTC
I used to dream about you a lot. It has been years and I've only recently begun to put it past me. I've become a lot more confident in myself, I love someone new and he loves me just as much. I would've never reached this point if you hadn't let me go so harshly. I did suffer for a few years to get back on my feet and although you are still someone I wish the best for, I'm okay now without you. I hope you're doing well. I heard you're dating someone too and are moving in together/ have moved in together! Congrats! I hope you're happy and you achieve all the things you've wanted to achieve for years. I still love you for all the years of friendship you gave me but I love myself and my new love so much more. Thank you for the good times and all the bad. You were right. No one was going to be able to love me if I didn't love myself first. I carry that with me all the time and im glad what is left of your memory is no longer depressing and upsetting, rather it is something that has helped me grow a lot more.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:33 am UTC
I think about you every single day. I hate hours where we don’t talk. I don’t think you know that you’re the only one I’ve ever wanted. I’d give you everything if you’d just let me
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:51 pm UTC
What you did to me was the worst thing you could have ever done to me. I was going through a really hard time dealing with depression. At this time my dad had kicked me out and I had also just gotten broken up with 2 days before for some unknown reason. You were one of my best friends and the fact that you thought it was okay to rub up on me when I was “sleeping” is extremely disturbing. Ever since this happened I haven’t had a full night of sleep, I get nervous sleeping with basically anyone else in the room. I hate that when my mom had contacted your parents you had already told them this huge lie and they believed you over me even tho I had texts of you admitting what you did to me. I hate that you had no consequences for your actions and that you still get anything you want. I hate that life is working in your favor. This was almost a year ago and you are still saying that you “didn’t mean to” and you “weren’t in your head”. I still think about this all of the time because you know this has happened to be multiple times by several people. After you did what you did to me I wanted to die. I wanted to end my life. I almost failed my classes in school because what you did told me that I wasn’t good enough, that I was just an object, that I’m only here to pleasure men/boys. I got over that tho, and I’m in a great relationship and I’ve found my real friends. I’m glad you’re out of my life and i want it to stay that way. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:47 am UTC
sometimes i still hope we can really try instead of just pretending that neither of us thinks about what we could've been.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:32 am UTC
Look i’m sorry ok , like i wish i could just have you back but i can’t and now i miss you more than ever.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 5, 2021, 4:58 am UTC
I want to apologize. Three years ago I was such a cold bitch to you when you were nothing but kind to me. I tried to ignore you because I thought I was captivated with someone else. It wasn’t until I realized the someone else was a pipe dream that I could recognize my real feelings for you. For that I’m sorry. I treated you like a benchwarmer. Then when I realized I had feelings for you and you had feelings for me, I got scared. I got scared that it was gonna go further and I got scared that it would end. So I pushed you away and again disguised my feelings for you with feelings of dislike. I’m sorry. I know we’ve both moved on and in hindsight it probably wasn’t that big of a deal but I had to say I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:21 pm UTC
You’re so immature and you haven’t a single ounce of respect for women. When will you grow up and realize the real world won’t be as nice as the girls you drag through the mud. Truly hope the nastiness inside you gets ironed out, but I can already see your future and it looks like exactly what you deserve. For sure :)
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:54 am UTC
ya its me, thank u for everything. i am so happy you are thriving with someone new. you deserve the world, messy burrito boy :-)
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:09 pm UTC
Don’t feel bad. I’m sorry that somehow I loved for the first time and it was you. I didn’t realize it then I don’t think. I was blissfully unaware. It’s okay. Nothing lasts forever.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:25 pm UTC
How you’ve felt about me has never been my business. All apologies. Good luck. Thanks for the memories.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:17 pm UTC
i love you so much but i wish we never met. you’re too perfect to leave and i can’t hurt you but i feel trapped because i know we’re not eachothers people.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:28 am UTC
I cried the night I left you at your house. I wish you knew my heart only beats for you and no one else compares.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:47 am UTC
i just typed your last name into my phone and it autocorrected to lesbian. heard u we’re going on a date a few weeks ago. hope she treats you well.
