Unsent Messages

What you did to me was the worst thing you could have ever done to me. I was going through a really hard time dealing with depression. At this time my dad had kicked me out and I had also just gotten broken up with 2 days before for some unknown reason. You were one of my best friends and the fact that you thought it was okay to rub up on me when I was “sleeping” is extremely disturbing. Ever since this happened I haven’t had a full night of sleep, I get nervous sleeping with basically anyone else in the room. I hate that when my mom had contacted your parents you had already told them this huge lie and they believed you over me even tho I had texts of you admitting what you did to me. I hate that you had no consequences for your actions and that you still get anything you want. I hate that life is working in your favor. This was almost a year ago and you are still saying that you “didn’t mean to” and you “weren’t in your head”. I still think about this all of the time because you know this has happened to be multiple times by several people. After you did what you did to me I wanted to die. I wanted to end my life. I almost failed my classes in school because what you did told me that I wasn’t good enough, that I was just an object, that I’m only here to pleasure men/boys. I got over that tho, and I’m in a great relationship and I’ve found my real friends. I’m glad you’re out of my life and i want it to stay that way. Fuck you.