Unsent messages to COLIN
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:25 pm UTC
i wish you knew how much i liked you. i’ve liked you since forever. i cant get over you and i just wish you liked me back. you would be everything to
me.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:53 am UTC
Some days I couldn't tell if u wanted to talk but other days it seemed like you wanted to. Just know you are the most PERFECT person I have ever met and I love you sooooo muchhhhh ?
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 30, 2020, 5:43 am UTC
I accept that you are emotionally unavailable. I should have realized it sooner. It makes a lot of sense. Good luck to you in life.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 29, 2020, 11:42 pm UTC
Even though we were never together, you taught me what it was like to be loved. I wish you the best every day.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 29, 2020, 10:02 pm UTC
If this is what you consider payback for what I did? Just know that you only ever pushed me away and you’ll never have me again
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 26, 2020, 2:40 pm UTC
We hurt each other and somehow try to figure a way to make this work, when in reality I'm the only one trying and feeling.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 26, 2020, 12:03 am UTC
fuck you but at the same time thank you now i know what love feels like but you cannot give me what i need.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 24, 2020, 6:18 am UTC
You impacted my life greatly, but I found someone new. Our chapter ended. You will forever be my first love, but not my last.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:24 pm UTC
that night when i whispered i love you. i didn't. i just wanted to hear what it would sound like out loud.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:21 am UTC
hey colin, its nearing christmas and i can't express how excited I am to be going into the new year with my favourite person ever
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:57 am UTC
I think about you everyday, i’ll never stop thinking about you. But your in love with her now and that’s my sign to let go. Infinity
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 22, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
it hurts doing life without you. i want you in my life. even if it’s just as a friend. i think the world of you. and i love you. forever and always.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 22, 2020, 5:28 pm UTC
Everyone I’ve ever gotten close to has lied to me. I can accept that you are another one. I resisted for a moment as you are well aware. Thank you for teaching me that all is fleeting and that love isn’t real. I’m not strong enough to let anyone in anymore.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:52 pm UTC
You were never looking out for me and I hope you don’t treat anyone else that way because I never deserved it.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:50 pm UTC
I hope you never forget how selfish it truly is to treat someone as if everything was one sided. It’s always been about what you could get out of it.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 21, 2020, 10:54 am UTC
i’m sorry that i haven’t been the best girlfriend to you, but i’ve realized you aren’t the one for me and i can’t put either of us through this much longer. i guess for now i hope it gets better and i’ll try my best to be happy but idk if i don’t want a relationship or if i don’t want you. ik both sound bad. i do. but i need time, i’m sorry
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 21, 2020, 8:23 am UTC
I fell in love with you when I was 15, but you broke my heart. Now I'm 18 and you're back in my life and I think I still love you and I hate myself for it. Why can't you tell me how you feel?
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 20, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
first of all-fuck you. its not until i look back on it and see how manipulative, toxic, and gross you were. i wish you werent my first. if i could take it all back i would. but please, my one last wish to you is please dont hurt me. i know you think im the one who ended it but please just dont hurt me or my family.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 20, 2020, 8:49 am UTC
I don’t care if I’m too much for anyone. It feels nice to be honest and not have to hide everything all the fucking time.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 20, 2020, 2:10 am UTC
Reiterating, Why would I miss experiencing the pain of your absence or you lying when I can know that this is what you wanted for us.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 20, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
You can feel however you want to feel. You caused all of this, and you’ve lost something close to your heart too.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 20, 2020, 1:24 am UTC
I trusted you too but it was your choice to ruin our connection don’t forget that. You think that I’ve betrayed you when you’ve lied to me? If you weren’t afraid to let your walls down you could have told me anything. My emotions got the best of me- which only shows how much I’ve cared. Yet you are only distant and closed off.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:50 am UTC
U don’t really love me and I’ve accepted that. But truly I’ve loved u for reasons unknown and that’s why I gave u that advice.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
I was telling u to change for yourself. If u are closed off u will only ever have surface level relationships if that’s what you’re into. Cause when u meet that girl u actually love that isn’t just another option to u, u won’t want to fuck it up like u have with me and who knows who else.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 16, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
I was lying to myself when I said I missed u.
What’s to miss?
I’m just one of your many desperate (failed) attempts for love.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:37 pm UTC
I’m also sorry if you felt like things had been blown out of proportion, but I hope you can develop social awareness. And understand the consequences of the choices you made/make.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:24 pm UTC
I will always love the person I thought you were. But that’s it, the real you isn’t worth remembering.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:26 pm UTC
nobody treated you like I did. N you still act like nothing happened between us n now you pretend you don't fucking care that im trying to kill myself. N I C E. Better luck next time
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 14, 2020, 6:28 am UTC
I think I will always be trying to figure out my feelings for you and I wish I knew if you ever felt the same
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:37 am UTC
Thank you for pushing me away and refusing to take responsibility because you are so gross. I know it’s your way of protecting me. Don’t kill urself.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
colin. you’re so important to me. i want to know you, i want to get matching tattoos with you, i wanna watch the stars and name the plants in our home, i want to travel the world with you, i want to adopt a dog with you, i want to get matching pajamas and fall asleep together. only with you.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:24 pm UTC
i think it’s finally time i fully let you go. i’ve held onto you and the hope you’d come back for too long. i met someone new and he makes me feel things i haven’t in a long time. so i guess this is goodbye.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:40 am UTC
hey, ehm ich weiss das du nd glich fühlsch wie ich für dich aber das isch oke:) aber es isch nd oke gsi das eifach gange biscg du bisch eif ustrette ohni mir es sege oder dich verabschide das hät echt acheisse weh tah
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:16 am UTC
Fr this has been the funniest shit I’ve ever experienced in my entire life. I’m cry laughing. What the fuck is wrong with you lmaoooooo
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:43 am UTC
I literally feel so bad for you right now lmao. But fr I hope you can heal ur shit. To stop being such a coward. Have a nice life.
You’re literally a bot
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 10, 2020, 7:38 am UTC
You didn’t have to send me that photo. My love was always real. What did you gain from hurting me like this?
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:45 am UTC
Even though I only loved the idea of you, it was real enough to hurt when I realized its impossibility
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:31 am UTC
I waited for you.
And now someone else is going to come into my life and stay. They'll mean what they say.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:22 am UTC
ur amazing. i know our situation is odd but ur special in a way that I've never seen before. ur personality fits perfectly with mine and I can't see myself ever liking someone else, and I know ur about to read this, ur a loser :)
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:08 am UTC
hey, i don't think i've ever been this happy before but I'm blaming it on u. you're perfect, you're funny and I could go on and on. i can't help but think of you constantly. you live so far away and thats the one thing I hate about you. you're my favourite person have a great day
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:07 am UTC
hi love. your my soulmate. i cant wait to meet you someday. your perfect and i know that youve been sad but just wait until im with you
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
i don't know how you were so mean to me after we ended, but i can't bring myself to hate you even after all you did to hurt me
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: December 3, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
what makes you think you can say all that about me, but continue acting like we're on good terms? you fucked me up and i'm tired of it.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: November 26, 2020, 7:23 pm UTC
I never needed your validation. I love myself enough to know that you’re a pos for your behavior and you have a lot of growing to do.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: November 25, 2020, 6:23 am UTC
it really hurts, you make me hurt. i have been hanging on to thought of being with you for like two years now. we can never get the timing right and it physically and mentally hurts me. i want to tell you how i feel but ik you have many girls your talking to rn and you don't feel the same about me anymore. ik at one point i was the one you thought about a future with but i rejected you then. now i feel that way about you again but i cant tell you. i gave you girl advice last week. im so tierd of life but you make me hold on. im struggling in life rn and i just want to cry in your arms and have you hold me. but i can't tell you because i don't want to ruin our friendship. i want to be with you in our bad times and good times. our 1 week "test" relationship when we barley knew each other was terrible, i want you too se me the way you used to when we had known eachother for months and you saw me for me. i missed my window. and now i cry at the fact i could've had you. you were the first person i ever loved because i don't ever fall easily. i want you as more then a friend.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:15 pm UTC
i let you tear down the walls i spent so much time building. it was so different. how did it all change so quickly? 222
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
Our conversation today made me think that we might have a future together. But I think you're straight rip
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:07 pm UTC
i have so much love for you and i always will. i wish you’d feel the same. i’ve accepted the fact that you don’t feel the same about me. i still wish you treated me better back when i was there for you and showed you my love and support. i love you colin. i’m sorry for being a burden.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:23 am UTC
i love you. yes yes i do. i have for a while. you don’t like me or love me or even think abt me. i miss you sm. i love you.
From: ABC
To: colin
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:03 am UTC
i miss you so much it hurts. right person, wrong time? i think so. i would take all of the pain and chaos and stress of being with you if i could just go back in time and have you again. i never got to say it so here: i love you, i love you, i love you so much. maybe one day you'll want me back too.
