I want to apologize. Three years ago I was such a cold bitch to you when you were nothing but kind to me. I tried to ignore you because I thought I was captivated with someone else. It wasn’t until I realized the someone else was a pipe dream that I could recognize my real feelings for you. For that I’m sorry. I treated you like a benchwarmer. Then when I realized I had feelings for you and you had feelings for me, I got scared. I got scared that it was gonna go further and I got scared that it would end. So I pushed you away and again disguised my feelings for you with feelings of dislike. I’m sorry. I know we’ve both moved on and in hindsight it probably wasn’t that big of a deal but I had to say I’m sorry.