i love you. yes yes i do. i have for a while. you don’t like me or love me or even think abt me. i miss you sm. i love you.

Some days I couldn't tell if u wanted to talk but other days it seemed like you wanted to. Just know you are the most PERFECT person I have ever met and I love you sooooo muchhhhh ?

what makes you think you can say all that about me, but continue acting like we're on good terms? you fucked me up and i'm tired of it.

I think I will always be trying to figure out my feelings for you and I wish I knew if you ever felt the same

i have so much love for you and i always will. i wish you’d feel the same. i’ve accepted the fact that you don’t feel the same about me. i still wish you treated me better back when i was there for you and showed you my love and support. i love you colin. i’m sorry for being a burden.

i wish you knew how much i liked you. i’ve liked you since forever. i cant get over you and i just wish you liked me back. you would be everything to
me.

we never said it but i love you. i’ve never felt this way about anybody but i don’t think it’s supposed to b this hard

nobody treated you like I did. N you still act like nothing happened between us n now you pretend you don't fucking care that im trying to kill myself. N I C E. Better luck next time

for the first few months after the breakup I tried so hard to be civil and nice but I’m not gonna lie anymore. Fuck you. You were so toxic and made me doubt myself all the time. It’s so embarrassing that you were ever my bf. I’m much happier now, thanks for nothing.

I will always love the person I thought you were. But that’s it, the real you isn’t worth remembering.

I’m also sorry if you felt like things had been blown out of proportion, but I hope you can develop social awareness. And understand the consequences of the choices you made/make.

you deserve nothing anymore, you hurt me. all to go back to her? you know she doesn't want you. you're stupid and immature because you even lied to me about her. so yuh go you i guess. lollollollollollol

I did everything in my power to continue loving you, even damaging my relationships with others, but you left for her, with no regard for me.

hi, ive loved you for as long as i can remember. i love you with every bit of me. i want to spend the rest of my life with you but i think you stopped trying. come back to me please.

please tell me what makes you think its okay to tell me about your new girl? yes, we're friends, but i'm still in love with you, and everytime i hear about how well things are going with her, my stomach drops. why do you think this is ok?

i miss you. come back please. you’re all i think about. i know we were toxic together and that we couldn't even be friends without fighting but i don't wanna give up and let you go. idk if we are on a break right now because you didn't tell me. you just stopped talking to me. im sorry i ruined everything like you said. maybe i should go visit my mom.. will that make you happy? its like i don’t even know what to do without you. im bored without you. i hardly even talk to my friends. they don't like you and neither does my family but i don't care. i don’t like my family. my sister acts like getting a restriction on my phone to where i can only talk to family will make me “happy” like i hate this family so its gonna make me want to die even more lmao. i hate life. thank you for everything you’ve done. and if you don't want to come back then you don't have too. i just miss you and i wish i was a better person. i’ve became a bitch. towards you. you mean so much to me but maybe its best if you're away from me. youll become happy and it wont hurt you if i die. i wish i could drop all my other friends so it doesn't hurt them either but what if i fail? ill be friendless. i don’t wanna be lonely.

i just typed your last name into my phone and it autocorrected to lesbian. heard u we’re going on a date a few weeks ago. hope she treats you well.

I cried the night I left you at your house. I wish you knew my heart only beats for you and no one else compares.

hey i’m always gonna be here. i’ve always liked you. i don’t think i’m going to like someone as much as i like you. i won’t forget ur smile :)

Our conversation today made me think that we might have a future together. But I think you're straight rip

I know you'll never read this but that one night we snuck out together, you were really cute. I hope that wasn't the last time.

Im angry you used me when you were sad and i fell in love with you because you'll forever be too in love with her to even notice how heart broken i was.

It wasn’t worth it to tell you.I should have believed where you stood when you let me go the first time.

i love you so much but i wish we never met. you’re too perfect to leave and i can’t hurt you but i feel trapped because i know we’re not eachothers people.

How you’ve felt about me has never been my business. All apologies. Good luck. Thanks for the memories.

I was lying to myself when I said I missed u.

What’s to miss?
I’m just one of your many desperate (failed) attempts for love.

Don’t feel bad. I’m sorry that somehow I loved for the first time and it was you. I didn’t realize it then I don’t think. I was blissfully unaware. It’s okay. Nothing lasts forever.

Fuck you. You broke me. You used. You cheated on me with my best friend. You were so ungrateful. I hope one day you understand the pain you put me through.

ya its me, thank u for everything. i am so happy you are thriving with someone new. you deserve the world, messy burrito boy :-)

I hate how we have mutual friends. It seems like your name is always brought up. I miss you. Not the current you- the old you. The one who had my back. The one who had morals. The one who treated others kindly and respectfully. The one who listened to his friends. Especially when he lost something so good.

i wish that i had said “i love you” more often. because little did i know that one day we would be saying our last goodbyes.

I was telling u to change for yourself. If u are closed off u will only ever have surface level relationships if that’s what you’re into. Cause when u meet that girl u actually love that isn’t just another option to u, u won’t want to fuck it up like u have with me and who knows who else.

U don’t really love me and I’ve accepted that. But truly I’ve loved u for reasons unknown and that’s why I gave u that advice.

Hi babe im sorry for everytime i get you mad i know its my fault it always is i understand but please stop ignoring me it makes it look like ur breaking your pinky promise.. and you know how i feel about that. You are the one for me colin please text me back i need you i miss you and i love u..

i helped you when you were broken... but you never returned that when i was breaking right in front of your eyes

She's really pretty, I've never seen you so happy and as much as I want the best for you and her both, I hope you fall so in love with her and she leaves you. Then maybe you'll finally understand the feeling of emptiness you left me with, you'll know why no matter how many years I still can't get over you, maybe then you'll come back to me.

my first love. love that can’t be put into words. please don’t break my heart unless I deserve it. you’re my everything.

Most of the time when i think about you, i get so mad.. but others it makes my heart sink a little deeper, and thats why i hate you, because somewhere a bit of me cares for you.

Most of the time when i think about you, i get so pissed.. but on those few rare occasions, you make my heart sink a little deeper. Thats why i hate you, because that means somewhere deep down, a bit of me cares for you.

i wish i walked down the street and knocked on ur door 3 years ago today. instead of seeing the cops do it. i miss you.

i remember when you would get ur braces stuck to the of ur mouth in 5th grade.. lowkey should’ve laughed instead of helped you lololol!

i don't know how you were so mean to me after we ended, but i can't bring myself to hate you even after all you did to hurt me

i miss you so much it hurts. right person, wrong time? i think so. i would take all of the pain and chaos and stress of being with you if i could just go back in time and have you again. i never got to say it so here: i love you, i love you, i love you so much. maybe one day you'll want me back too.

it really hurts, you make me hurt. i have been hanging on to thought of being with you for like two years now. we can never get the timing right and it physically and mentally hurts me. i want to tell you how i feel but ik you have many girls your talking to rn and you don't feel the same about me anymore. ik at one point i was the one you thought about a future with but i rejected you then. now i feel that way about you again but i cant tell you. i gave you girl advice last week. im so tierd of life but you make me hold on. im struggling in life rn and i just want to cry in your arms and have you hold me. but i can't tell you because i don't want to ruin our friendship. i want to be with you in our bad times and good times. our 1 week "test" relationship when we barley knew each other was terrible, i want you too se me the way you used to when we had known eachother for months and you saw me for me. i missed my window. and now i cry at the fact i could've had you. you were the first person i ever loved because i don't ever fall easily. i want you as more then a friend.

I hate you with my whole heart but i thank you for teaching me to be careful with my heart and to choose wisely. Still working on it but you taught me to not give myself away to assholes like you. There will always be a part of you i remember which i don’t want to. Fuck you boo. Hope your happy and well

I want to apologize. Three years ago I was such a cold bitch to you when you were nothing but kind to me. I tried to ignore you because I thought I was captivated with someone else. It wasn’t until I realized the someone else was a pipe dream that I could recognize my real feelings for you. For that I’m sorry. I treated you like a benchwarmer. Then when I realized I had feelings for you and you had feelings for me, I got scared. I got scared that it was gonna go further and I got scared that it would end. So I pushed you away and again disguised my feelings for you with feelings of dislike. I’m sorry. I know we’ve both moved on and in hindsight it probably wasn’t that big of a deal but I had to say I’m sorry.

If this is what you consider payback for what I did? Just know that you only ever pushed me away and you’ll never have me again

Even though we were never together, you taught me what it was like to be loved. I wish you the best every day.

I accept that you are emotionally unavailable. I should have realized it sooner. It makes a lot of sense. Good luck to you in life.

hi love. your my soulmate. i cant wait to meet you someday. your perfect and i know that youve been sad but just wait until im with you