I never wanted to live in a world that you weren't in. you left so easily. its been weeks and I still love you more then myself. i'm sorry for not being enough for you.

I thought you liked me back because you made the first moves. but then you ghosted me for another girl and i was so hurt

I never needed your validation. I love myself enough to know that you’re a pos for your behavior and you have a lot of growing to do.

i’m sorry for everything. just know that i’ll always love you and i’ll always be there if you need me

Look i’m sorry ok , like i wish i could just have you back but i can’t and now i miss you more than ever.

sometimes i still hope we can really try instead of just pretending that neither of us thinks about what we could've been.

hey, i don't think i've ever been this happy before but I'm blaming it on u. you're perfect, you're funny and I could go on and on. i can't help but think of you constantly. you live so far away and thats the one thing I hate about you. you're my favourite person have a great day

ur amazing. i know our situation is odd but ur special in a way that I've never seen before. ur personality fits perfectly with mine and I can't see myself ever liking someone else, and I know ur about to read this, ur a loser :)

I waited for you.

And now someone else is going to come into my life and stay. They'll mean what they say.

Even though I only loved the idea of you, it was real enough to hurt when I realized its impossibility

What you did to me was the worst thing you could have ever done to me. I was going through a really hard time dealing with depression. At this time my dad had kicked me out and I had also just gotten broken up with 2 days before for some unknown reason. You were one of my best friends and the fact that you thought it was okay to rub up on me when I was “sleeping” is extremely disturbing. Ever since this happened I haven’t had a full night of sleep, I get nervous sleeping with basically anyone else in the room. I hate that when my mom had contacted your parents you had already told them this huge lie and they believed you over me even tho I had texts of you admitting what you did to me. I hate that you had no consequences for your actions and that you still get anything you want. I hate that life is working in your favor. This was almost a year ago and you are still saying that you “didn’t mean to” and you “weren’t in your head”. I still think about this all of the time because you know this has happened to be multiple times by several people. After you did what you did to me I wanted to die. I wanted to end my life. I almost failed my classes in school because what you did told me that I wasn’t good enough, that I was just an object, that I’m only here to pleasure men/boys. I got over that tho, and I’m in a great relationship and I’ve found my real friends. I’m glad you’re out of my life and i want it to stay that way. Fuck you.

I trusted you too but it was your choice to ruin our connection don’t forget that. You think that I’ve betrayed you when you’ve lied to me? If you weren’t afraid to let your walls down you could have told me anything. My emotions got the best of me- which only shows how much I’ve cared. Yet you are only distant and closed off.

You can feel however you want to feel. You caused all of this, and you’ve lost something close to your heart too.

Reiterating, Why would I miss experiencing the pain of your absence or you lying when I can know that this is what you wanted for us.

I don’t care if I’m too much for anyone. It feels nice to be honest and not have to hide everything all the fucking time.

first of all-fuck you. its not until i look back on it and see how manipulative, toxic, and gross you were. i wish you werent my first. if i could take it all back i would. but please, my one last wish to you is please dont hurt me. i know you think im the one who ended it but please just dont hurt me or my family.

You didn’t have to send me that photo. My love was always real. What did you gain from hurting me like this?

I fell in love with you when I was 15, but you broke my heart. Now I'm 18 and you're back in my life and I think I still love you and I hate myself for it. Why can't you tell me how you feel?

i’m sorry that i haven’t been the best girlfriend to you, but i’ve realized you aren’t the one for me and i can’t put either of us through this much longer. i guess for now i hope it gets better and i’ll try my best to be happy but idk if i don’t want a relationship or if i don’t want you. ik both sound bad. i do. but i need time, i’m sorry

i miss your laugh,i miss singing in the car with you,how you messed with the rips in my jeans. i just miss you

I think about you every single day. I hate hours where we don’t talk. I don’t think you know that you’re the only one I’ve ever wanted. I’d give you everything if you’d just let me

we joke about getting married and also hangout now and then. i miss you and don’t want the day u and i never talk again to ever come. i’ll always remember you no matter what happens.

I used to dream about you a lot. It has been years and I've only recently begun to put it past me. I've become a lot more confident in myself, I love someone new and he loves me just as much. I would've never reached this point if you hadn't let me go so harshly. I did suffer for a few years to get back on my feet and although you are still someone I wish the best for, I'm okay now without you. I hope you're doing well. I heard you're dating someone too and are moving in together/ have moved in together! Congrats! I hope you're happy and you achieve all the things you've wanted to achieve for years. I still love you for all the years of friendship you gave me but I love myself and my new love so much more. Thank you for the good times and all the bad. You were right. No one was going to be able to love me if I didn't love myself first. I carry that with me all the time and im glad what is left of your memory is no longer depressing and upsetting, rather it is something that has helped me grow a lot more.

hi lol, i know you aren't actually gonna see this but i love u more than anything. ik we've been on and off a couple times this year and thats okay. just please don't leave me again. i can't lose you a third time. you mean the absolute world to me. i love u

even though i ended it with you, dosnt mean im over you. it was right person wrong timing. want to talk to you again but you moved on.

I hope you never forget how selfish it truly is to treat someone as if everything was one sided. It’s always been about what you could get out of it.

You were never looking out for me and I hope you don’t treat anyone else that way because I never deserved it.

Everyone I’ve ever gotten close to has lied to me. I can accept that you are another one. I resisted for a moment as you are well aware. Thank you for teaching me that all is fleeting and that love isn’t real. I’m not strong enough to let anyone in anymore.

it hurts doing life without you. i want you in my life. even if it’s just as a friend. i think the world of you. and i love you. forever and always.

I literally feel so bad for you right now lmao. But fr I hope you can heal ur shit. To stop being such a coward. Have a nice life.





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Fr this has been the funniest shit I’ve ever experienced in my entire life. I’m cry laughing. What the fuck is wrong with you lmaoooooo

You’re not mentally or emotionally mature like I am and I should have known better


and I should have known better

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i didnt realize you were my first love until I lost u. days go by and still think about you. I wish I got closure and actually knew why you just gave up and left. I still have one picture of us left and I look at times. i just wish most guys were like you. i wish you would unblock me on everything but I know it wont happen. but I wish for the day all the time. i send you texts even tho I know you won't answer.

we ended on bad terms, but i cant help wondering how you're doing. i miss you, and i hate myself for it.

I was believing in nothing at all. It was all nothing. I was truly nobody to you. It’s strange all of it.

I think about you everyday, i’ll never stop thinking about you. But your in love with her now and that’s my sign to let go. Infinity

hey colin, its nearing christmas and i can't express how excited I am to be going into the new year with my favourite person ever

i think it’s finally time i fully let you go. i’ve held onto you and the hope you’d come back for too long. i met someone new and he makes me feel things i haven’t in a long time. so i guess this is goodbye.

that night when i whispered i love you. i didn't. i just wanted to hear what it would sound like out loud.

its been 7 months and it still hurts like it was yesterday. sometimes i wish i could know what i coulve done to have been enough for you but i will never get that answer, and im trying really hard to be okat with that. i just miss you so much. i told you everything even though you never cared what i had to say and never listened.

I really wished you had kissed me on our first date. You don't know how hard I fell for you when I met you.

colin. you’re so important to me. i want to know you, i want to get matching tattoos with you, i wanna watch the stars and name the plants in our home, i want to travel the world with you, i want to adopt a dog with you, i want to get matching pajamas and fall asleep together. only with you.

You impacted my life greatly, but I found someone new. Our chapter ended. You will forever be my first love, but not my last.

i don’t think i miss you anymore but i miss who i was when i was with you. i miss the innocents. i miss feeling

Thank you for pushing me away and refusing to take responsibility because you are so gross. I know it’s your way of protecting me. Don’t kill urself.

I don’t think I’ll ever forgive you for what you’ve done to me. The pain and loss you brought. But I can’t unlove you even if I tried to.

You’re so immature and you haven’t a single ounce of respect for women. When will you grow up and realize the real world won’t be as nice as the girls you drag through the mud. Truly hope the nastiness inside you gets ironed out, but I can already see your future and it looks like exactly what you deserve. For sure :)

i let you tear down the walls i spent so much time building. it was so different. how did it all change so quickly? 222

fuck you but at the same time thank you now i know what love feels like but you cannot give me what i need.