why am i still here thinking about you? i swear i'm over you i feel like i am i'm not even sad anymore but something is still holding me back and i know it has to do with you. its weird because i know you know this but idk i feel like you didnt really say how you felt when i told you everything and thats okay but yeah idk. i saw a post that i almost thought couldve been about me from you but i doubt it lol. if ur reading this i'm guessing you saw my spam post?? new years is soon, i’ll force myself to ignore this feeling after the new year starts. bye, and i think i almost maybe loved you. idk.