Unsent messages to AUSTIN
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:07 am UTC
hearing you say "good morning luvvy" and "hi baby" still give me butterflies...ur voice will forever be my favorite sound.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:44 am UTC
loving you scares me. I've never felt like this before and I'm scared you don't have the same feelings. I know you love me but what if its not as intense as my feelings... you have my heart so please just take care of it. ill never stop loving you.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:14 pm UTC
I can’t stop thinking about you & how much you hurt me. I’ll never be able to eat taco bell again.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:37 am UTC
hey...i’m sorry i didn’t tell you everything and didn’t give a thorough explanation. it is my fault and i’m glad we are okay now. just know i loved the time we spent together no matter how stressful it may have been
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:49 am UTC
AMOR NO TENGO VALOR DE DECIRTELO PERO CREO QUE DEBERIAMOS TERMINAR :C NO PUEDO DARTE LO QUE TE MERECES... SE QUE NO DEBERIAMOS TERMINAR ASI PERO CREO QUE ES LO MEJOR PARA TI ... TE SIGO QUERIENDO ... ATTE: AUN TUYA CRIS
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:01 am UTC
I still love you. we were each others right person but wrong time. I’ve tried to move on, but they aren’t you. maybe in the next life we’ll find each other ?
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:45 am UTC
i dont even want you anymore. i just want to know why you lied to me all the time and put that shit on your moms life. ion get it
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:41 am UTC
I remember you telling me that youve never loved someone until me, but continue to tell your ex youre madly in love with her and cant live without her, now that we broke up.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:40 am UTC
You told me that youd never let anyones opinion effect our relationship and we havent said a single word to each other in almost a year....
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:31 am UTC
I hate you. I know that for a fact. So why am I terrified that I am never going to stop thinking about you?
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:08 am UTC
i hope you’re doing well and i wish you knew how much i missed you. you taught me true friendship and love. i found myself because of you. thank you
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:16 am UTC
I hope you know how much you hurt me but also how much I love and care about you I wish you treated me differently
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:50 am UTC
i can never forgive myself for letting you slip out of my grip, ill keep praying for the day i get you back
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 9, 2021, 1:08 am UTC
You ruined the color purple. I don't think you will ever grasp the weight of the things you said and did to me
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:15 pm UTC
you weren’t my first love, but i’ve never felt a connection this intense in my life. the timing isn’t right but i know we will see each other again soon. i will never forget those few hours we spent with eachother, especially when you said you would never forget me.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:41 am UTC
I said we can’t be friends because you hurt me, but the truth is that I can’t be your friend because I’m afraid I’ll love you all over again.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:21 am UTC
I don’t know where we went wrong and why we started to cause eachother so much pain. Sometimes I question whether it was all lies but I remember how real it was looking in your eyes at the river at the very beginning. It was the happiest I’ve been in a long time and I just want it back.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:06 pm UTC
youre not gonna see this because were out of eachothers lives but this kinda used to be our thing. i dont love you anymore but im always going to have a soft spot for you no matter how you feel about me. youve done me so wrong and ive done you the same and we just werent good together. ill admit i knew you would always be there and i knew that you would always take me back so i admit i took advantage of it. i know im not a good person but im working on it. i needed to get everything off of my chest because ive been keeping it in for too long. you know how i am when it comes to exprressing myself. but im worried about you. we kept eachother in check and now i dont know if you know how to be smart without someone motivating you to do so. i dont know it just hurts. honestly i dont want you back i just dont want you to hate me anymore.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:07 am UTC
Thank you for the things you’ve given me, even after it ended. I wish I knew how to give something real back to you.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:30 pm UTC
it’s been 1 year, thirteen weeks, and 3 days. I can listen to the songs you used to sing and smile. I can sing along. I don’t think about you anymore. I don’t hate you, no, and I don’t want to hurt you. i’ve moved on. you were a great friend, but I wish it would’ve stayed that way. I wish you well :)
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:47 pm UTC
You broke me. I gave you everything I had. All you gave me in return was a broken heart, yet I still love you
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:02 am UTC
I wish our last conversation went differently, and I wish your stubborn ass would’ve just let me help you. You are loved. You cannot forget that.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
I find myself thinking about you sometimes & wish I could reach out. It wasn't supposed to mean anything but I ended up liking you so much. If only u knew how much I guess I just hope you are doing well & c'est la vie :)
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 4, 2021, 2:11 am UTC
If only there was time for just one more ft sleepover, one more "when are you coming home" one more, one more.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:31 am UTC
i want you gone forever please god leave me so i don’t have to leave you it hurts so much. you make me so sad and you make me want to hurt myself so much. please just go away, i love you :|
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:16 pm UTC
We broke up a year ago, I haven’t stopped loving you. Please come back to me after her, you are my soulmate :(
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:23 am UTC
I remember that night you got drunk and texted me. I thought you were going to confess. It's been a year since then and now I know you don't care for me as much. I wish you would've just said it back when you still felt it.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:08 am UTC
No offense but fuck you for using me to be happy and once you were you left me leaving me clueless wondering were i went wrong
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:48 am UTC
I never loved you or anything but we did like each other. I was so excited that finally, someone liked me back, but that took a turn. Idk it was in middle school but our "relationship" still makes me fluster to this day. I wished you were honest with me sooner about things so I wouldn't be as embarrassed now.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:39 am UTC
i wish it could’ve worked and you didn’t have to change and u could’ve been better for me but all the feelings are gone and u can’t come back now. u have driven me to hate you and if you heard me say that i know it would kill you inside bc u know it’s ur fault.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:56 am UTC
i’m sorry i was being annoying i don’t know what’s happening in my life and ik my life is going to effect and hurt you
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:22 am UTC
You'll probably never see this but I love you, I still do. I wish that I still lived where you live, I wish that you never met that girl that you are so in love with. I wish we could have had a shot at a real relationship.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:29 pm UTC
hey i just want you to know that i miss you so much. i’m still in love with you but ik ur not. everything reminds me of you, but anyways i hope your doing well. maybe in another lifetime dummy
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:22 am UTC
i miss you i miss us. idek if you even liked me you'd always hint stuff at me and I would too but nothing really happened and all of a sudden we drifted i miss talking to u so much but I'm scared to text you because I'm insecure and I feel like I'm being annoying
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:57 pm UTC
this isn't about love but we should play roblox soon! r match username ver kool u bet never change it ee i hope u read this someday noobbbb
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 31, 2020, 8:14 pm UTC
you’ve always been there for me, even when everyone else left. you may not be the best person but that’s fine. i’ve had the biggest crush on you since 7th grade! i just can’t tell you because i know you only see me as a friend or even as a sister. i still have a crush on you for some reason, and i know i should move on but i can’t. i just can’t seem to find a boy just as funny, trustworthy, and lovable as you. austin i love you.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 26, 2020, 6:14 am UTC
right person wrong time-
maybe in another life we were ment to be, but that's obviously not on this earth and not now. find me in another universe, third times the charm?
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 26, 2020, 4:10 am UTC
You broke my heart a million times but I’d still take you back. I think that’s what hurts the most. Knowing I’d die for you and you won’t even look my direction anymore.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 24, 2020, 9:27 am UTC
mother fucker hurry up you’re holding up the line for other people to have a chance, just decide whether or not you want me
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 24, 2020, 9:25 am UTC
god i’m so sensitive, life would be so much easier if you were not here, i could get a fucking boyfriend and not feel guilty about talking to other guys, but no your stupid fucking existence makes me sweaty and i can’t not get jealous or nervous when i think about you, i don’t want you to like leave but if you could like mysteriously go missing or something that would be really cool cause idk i could date a person, you’re a selfish mother fucker you know that? physically talking to you makes me very happy and for some reason you don’t understand that this simple gesture means so much to me, and you only think about your feelings when you don’t talk to me, it also hurts that you don’t want to talk to me and that it feels like a chore to talk to me, boy don’t pity talk to me fuck you
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 21, 2020, 12:50 pm UTC
i'm glad you found someone else, but you lost the best ngl. your loss tho id be embarrassed if i lost me but u do u hun.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 21, 2020, 8:14 am UTC
please don't play me or just get with me and then get back with her... i know i will never be her but i want something out of this
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 20, 2020, 4:36 am UTC
We saw a shooting star the first night we hung out. I saw a shooting star the other night and wished for you back in my life.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 20, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
I hate you. you literally wasted 4 years of my life only for me to watch you grow into a horrible person. with all my heart, i hate you. i'm truly glad we dont have contact with each other. youre a horrible person, i was only in love with the person i thought you were
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 19, 2020, 4:45 am UTC
The shooting star was such a sign. It was really magical. Thank you for being there to feel it with me. I don’t want it to end. Please be happy.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 18, 2020, 7:51 am UTC
I miss you every single day. I miss our friendship. Thank you for teaching me what real love looks and feels like.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 17, 2020, 7:37 am UTC
blue, your favorite color. on days where the sky doesn't show I want to be your blue. Austin I love you. I said it and I will never take it back. you mean the absolute world to me and I don't know what I would do without you. you have made me incredibly happy and I wouldn't trade you for anyone in the world. I love you. okay you're my first love and I want more than anything to tell you, but how? what if you don't feel the same way? what if this ruins what we have between us? all I know is I love you and that's a promise I will never break.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 16, 2020, 9:23 am UTC
I wanted you to be someone you weren’t so badly. Someone once told me, “If you over romanticize about them, then the reality of them wasn’t good enough.” I guess that applies to you. But I’m still in love with your brain. And your kind demeanor. And your smile.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:27 pm UTC
I’ve been trying to get over you. After all this time, it still hasn’t gone away but now it really has to. Stopping sucks because no one is you and i think that’s what i've been searching for this whole time. If only it was mutual this time around. I just need to rewire my brain to stop thinking about you. It’s harder than it seems. Haha!
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:37 am UTC
I love you. ive never said that and it scares me. I think u feel the same way but I'm not sure. this is how I have to tell u cause I don't have the guts to say it to your face...
