you taught me a big thing, desire. i probably hurt u but if i didn’t that’s good. if i did i’m sorry because i don’t think i treated u as well as i could have. i will regret that for however long. but thankyou for our friendship that shouldn’t have been pushed to something it was never meant to be

i know youll never see this but its fine. I like you but you like someone else.Just seeing you smile without me in your life and instead her makes me sad because i did like you.its been 3 years i still can get over you even if we werent dating ive never had this feeling for someone but for you its different. I stopped listening to an artist because it always made me think of you lol. I still cant get over the fact your okay after i left.I just hope ill forget about you because it afected me a lot i cant listen to any music without thinking about you every hour that passes i think about you. its 2021 now i just hope i can get over you. Thank you btw you changed my life for the good and for the worst. Ive got a new style and new taste in music. If you find this i still love you but i will never date you.because your to good for me and ill probably hurt you. Im not the same "Happy" person i was last 3 years ago ive changed so much after many people left i jus push people away cause im afraid to hurt anyone. you made my life a hell. I wish i just never met you

I truly liked you, it wasn’t fake, but you didn’t give me the love I needed, I felt unwanted, and that’s why we didn’t work out, but I’ll always miss you, there’s something in me that makes me want to hold onto you, but I need to let you go

i love you more than anything. you entirely consume me. and it sucks. cause you cheated. and you went back to her, because an 'urge'. i feel worthless and insecure but i know if i leave, i will just be nothing. you say you picture me as your wife. but actions speak louder than words. prove to me you love me. youre my stoplight bebe.

i’m sorry man. our friendship wasn’t worth crushing. i miss you though, you sure did make me smile. maybe in another life though, i’m trying not to give up but your with another girl. i wish i could be that girl but for right now i just wish that we could be friends

Every time you smile it’s as though i’m looking at the sun, you’re like a sun to my moon, we’re the same yet to different.

bro idek if i’m ever gonna be over you at this point. we never even talked as more than friends, but i fell for you so hard. we don’t go to the same hs now. and i never talk to you or see you. but i still can’t get you out of my mind

i miss you more than anything and i wish i didn’t because i know i haven’t crossed your mind for even a second since we ended it

you deserve more than anyone has ever given you, and you mean more to me than you think. i wish i hadn’t been the way i was back then. maybe things would be different now. but would it even matter? things are going so well for the both of us, but i wish we were closer. i wish i understood you better. you have no idea how much that call meant to me. the one where i thought i’d messed up so bad. where i thought i’d begun something irreversible. what you said to me has kept me from that ever since. you’ll never see this i think, you won’t know who i am. but thank you for every word you’ve ever spoken to me.

I still haven’t figured out what your Spanish message was, the one you said that first night we talked, and it’s really eating at my mind that I can’t, I should be over this, I should be over you, but it’s hard to, when you’re somebody I don’t really want to be over in the first place. If you had told me how u felt so long ago, I would’ve given up everything in a moment, just to be with you. There was something about you I couldn’t forget, that I couldn’t erase from my mind. It doesn’t matter if I want to move on, I have to. I would run away with you in a second back then, but we are not back then anymore, and we are strangers now. And honestly, were we ever not strangers? You never told me how u felt, and honestly, it was too late. It is too late. Maybe one day I’ll get to meet you again, and we can become more than strangers. Oh and you’re not a hoe, sorry for calling you one, sometimes I say things I don’t mean. Goodbye hoe. Kidding, u aren’t a hoe

I wish you tried to see the bright side. I only ever fought with you because I loved you so much. I'm sorry.

you mean so much to me glenjamin. thank you for everything :) (i hope you see this lemme know if you do)

you fucked me up so much. You could of told me before you took my virginity. You had me so fucking convinced. After everything we’ve been through u were the one I trusted most. My only reason I woke up some days. Fuck you im broken.

I’m sorry. I thought I really liked you. Turns out I’m a lesbian and needed a boy to crush on to not seem gay.

Why did we fall off? I could have fixed what you didn't like about me but you broke off before I could.

I fucked up and I would go to the ends of my existence to get you back. You will always be in my dreams

i still miss you. i still think of you. i still love you. i’m not in love with you, i just simply love you. i want to talk to you and see how you’re doing. i’m here even though you’re not.

In my dreams, I stayed and everything Is okay . I miss you

I know what we had was real, and I hope that one day we come back to each other to finish our story.

I wish you would text me, so we can talk again… I don’t wanna reach out first

i can’t keep caring, not like this

it hurts so bad because i wanted to expect something different.

i love you in a way i have never loved anything else.

I hope you are doing okay, you don’t have to be a stranger.

don’t tell me you love me unless you mean it.

you're the sun to me

If you miss me, say hello. You'll know.

i would choose you in a million lifetimes, over & over you.

I can't be yours if she is too.

i miss you, the distance doesn’t matter

I still haven’t forgotten you since that night. I’d do anything to see and talk to you again

we barely talk, i sometimes catch myself wondering if you’re real.

& if death do us part i promise to find you in every lifetime

I really do miss what we had

u said you'd never open up abt ur feelings, so idk how 2 tell u i luv u without getting rejected

I have loved you so much for so long and it makes me sick that you will never know

i think i could fall in love with you

you’re a part time lover and a full time friend

maybe in some universe you chose me. i hope there is a life where we worked out.

you’ll always mean the world ben, i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you needed, but i’m so proud of you

ill wait for you, as long as it takes

I love you, I wish things worked out. We have our whole lives ahead of us so who knows.

i waited forever for that apology & still didnt say all the things i was holding onto.

I miss you so much I’d do anything just to hear your voice:) <3

me n you
rain or shine

your smile is all i want to see and all i think about

i love you but sometimes i hate you i cant

i have so much of you in my heart

i just want to talk to you and make you smile again.

I have no words to say to you anymore…but i kind of wish i did. and i kind of wish you did too…