youre not gonna see this because were out of eachothers lives but this kinda used to be our thing. i dont love you anymore but im always going to have a soft spot for you no matter how you feel about me. youve done me so wrong and ive done you the same and we just werent good together. ill admit i knew you would always be there and i knew that you would always take me back so i admit i took advantage of it. i know im not a good person but im working on it. i needed to get everything off of my chest because ive been keeping it in for too long. you know how i am when it comes to exprressing myself. but im worried about you. we kept eachother in check and now i dont know if you know how to be smart without someone motivating you to do so. i dont know it just hurts. honestly i dont want you back i just dont want you to hate me anymore.