Unsent messages to AUSTIN
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 24, 2020, 10:24 am UTC
I've never felt the way I did with you, with anyone else. You were my soulmate. You still haunt my dreams.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 23, 2020, 11:26 pm UTC
Do you really think calling me fat hurt me? I love my body and who I am and no one could ever change the way I think about myself, especially you. Grow up.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 22, 2020, 4:03 am UTC
You asked "What if it was a mistake?" and I think it was, but I don't feel like there's any way to go back now.
Even though I miss you so much after all these months.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 19, 2020, 6:40 pm UTC
u finally gave me closure after 6 months. we're young, we'll see each other again. i love u, u were my best friend.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 17, 2020, 6:25 am UTC
i will never forgive you for the things you have done. āim sorry, i dont wanna have any drama anymoreā doesnt excuse the fact that you cheated on me, was racist, homophobic, etc. ps stop being desperate for some cooch bro you have a small * anyways
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 16, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
Personally, honestly, truthfully, i still love you but you hate me and honestly it hurts so much to know my love goes to waist.....and the fact that youāre so close to my best friend and every time she text you i look on her account and i read through your messages and i smile because i know youāre happy....even tho tears crawl down my face just hearing your name breaks me. itās been three months since you left.....not just left took all my friends away from me, hurting me worse than it should have been...and what was worse is it didnāt even hurt you...you blocked me on everything and hurt me and broke me and you just didnāt care at all...got back with your ex for like the 5th time and donāt get me wrong i love sofi but i loved you and i still love you and i want to spend my life with you forever...
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 14, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
tbh I think Iāve moved on now. I tried to fix things but u moved on way quicker than I did so goodbye ig.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:30 am UTC
Iām so so so so so sorry. Iām always second guessing my brains ideas and shutting them down. Even when the ideas have reasoning and are decently logical. HAHAHAH.
Anyways right now iām wishing I could laugh as hard as I used to. Text me. Even if the person whoās reading this isnāt the one iām addressing.. Take my advice. Text them. If it just fizzled out and there wasnāt a massive falling out. Text them. If this even slightly convinced you that they couldāve written it... Text them. This is ur sign. Maybe they want to chat but they just donāt want to be the first one to say it? I MISS YOU BUT I DONāT THINK YOU MISS ME. LETS TALK. #blue #capital
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
do you still miss me? do you still think about me? i canāt shake this feeling that weāre not finished but maybe because you walked away & i stayed
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:55 pm UTC
I want to get over you so badly. It sucks. I can be completely fine but the second I think of you my chest hurts and I freeze. Sometimes I wonder if completely cutting you from my life will help me, but a big part of me is so afraid of that idea.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:48 am UTC
today sucked and I had so many questions that I wish I couldāve asked you. i wish I could tell you everything. why does the world work like this? miss you forever.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:35 am UTC
You knew what you were doing. You knew how scared I was. Because of you, I don't think I can trust anyone ever again.
From: ABC
To: Austin
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
theres no reason to lie to me. i get it. i get life. i understand stuff happens. so please just be straight up and honest with me. thats all im asking
