Unsent Messages

god i’m so sensitive, life would be so much easier if you were not here, i could get a fucking boyfriend and not feel guilty about talking to other guys, but no your stupid fucking existence makes me sweaty and i can’t not get jealous or nervous when i think about you, i don’t want you to like leave but if you could like mysteriously go missing or something that would be really cool cause idk i could date a person, you’re a selfish mother fucker you know that? physically talking to you makes me very happy and for some reason you don’t understand that this simple gesture means so much to me, and you only think about your feelings when you don’t talk to me, it also hurts that you don’t want to talk to me and that it feels like a chore to talk to me, boy don’t pity talk to me fuck you