i had loved you for so long, but now i realize that our relationship didn’t work out because our love was just platonic and i am terribly sorry for breaking your heart, but i didn’t know if i could trust anything that comes out of your mouth.

I know you’re waiting for everything to be perfect before starting something with me. But there’s no such thing as perfect. I just wish you’d see that all there’s left to do is take the chance, because the perfect time will be whenever you become brave enough to take that risk

i feel so empty without you now i’ve never felt this way about anyone and i miss talking to you everyday you made me feel special but i’ll always love you.

lol i wish i wasn't your second option, you played me and just ended up with her. it hurts more knowing she was the one i would ask for advise on what i should say to you. "i only like him as a friend"

Im finally letting you go. since we met its been more time with us apart then together. I wish you the best and happiness in your future. I truly believe that we were right person rong time (and place) I need to stop looking in the past and this time I truly believe that I'm over u this time

the more time I spend with you the more all the feelings start to come flooding back I acted like I hated u to hide everything but in realtime I miss u, I miss you so much and I would do anything for u I've only spent a few min with u since everything has been cool between us, those few min I spent with u brought all the memories and feelings back and that's what I was so scared of I don't wanna get hurt again and im sorry I hurt you but you hurt me to and I don't think my heart can take much more of hurting before I can't fix it anymore I known u will never read this but I love u and im sorry if im different im just protecting you and me both from something we may never fix, I love u Anthony and I hope one day we will walk to the end together but right now is not the time. :(

i'm so lonely without u. it's been a year since u broke my heart. i don't know why it still hurts. i love u. sorry we didn't get married

I really thought u were it but how could it treat me the way u did. I wish u weren’t the person to teach me these lessons.

Hey, I miss our long FaceTimes and how you held my hand in yours, how you always tapped my head when you saw me. But I was just a bet, a joke. I really did like you.

it’s coming up on a year since we’ve broken up. i miss you. i look back on our memories and i wish nothing more then for it to go back to the way it used to be. i miss the old you. and i’m having a hard time accepting the fact that it will never be the same again.

Held on for too long and now I’m just over it. I wish we worked out but I did all I could to try and be with you. Stay well. Do better.

My biggest regret is that I still love you, I know you still love me but you love everything else more.

sitting in your presence makes me the happiest girl in the world but i don’t think you’ll ever realize it.

i really really liked you. but it was my fault. you were the person that i was ment to be friends with and maybe date, but im not sure. we would have still been together if i wasn't so insecure. i love you.

Im sorry for leaving you out of nowhere, you were an amazing person and I was nothing but happy with you. Maybe in the future we'll find each other again, or maybe we won't. But I want you to know you'll always have a place in my heart. Since elementary you always have. But we parted ways and I hope you're doing good. You're an amazing guy and I hope you move on and find a girl who is way better than I ever could be. I wish you the best Anthony.

Was it that bad that I liked you? We could've had a great friendship but me liking u was a dealbreaker huh? ur a piece of shit

Was it that bad that I liked you? We could've had a great friendship but me liking u was a dealbreaker huh? ur a piece of shit

hey baby, just know I love you and I’m thankful you are in my life. I’m glad I met you. You have made me a better person and made life worth living. I love all the memories we have made and I’m so excited to go into 2021 with you. You are my sun, my moon, and my stars. I love you
- your sunflower

You told me forever & always but now you’re gone with somebody else while I'm still hurting over you I love you and never will stop

I miss u but you’ve moved on to someone else. I truly care about you anthony. Thank you for all the memories/text messages. I want to stop thinking about you i rlly do but i just cant. You were my soulmate. I just know it, guess you didn’t. Part of me is glad that you’re finally happy again. You deserve everything good in life.

I know its awkward that i like you and i know u just wanna be friends and i can live like that but i need you to know :)

i cant believe it i just watched a romantic film and decided it was the right time to tell you.... I LOVE YOU!

Even after you broke my heart, everyone I dated after you , I didn’t love them the same way as I loved you and I don’t know if we’re meant to be or not but I know God will guide us in the right place

I could hold your heart better than she can
It would always be safe
It would always be loved
Oh Anthony

I’m sorry for how I was. It all feels like a dream now. I realize how kind you were to me. I hope you can forgive me one day.

when people ask me what my biggest fear is i’ve always said elevators. this morning i realized i don’t remember what your laugh sounds like and that was 10 times more terrifying than any elevator i’ve ever been on

Please text me back it wasn’t supposed to end like that. The love i have for you will never go away. You were a big part of my life and now you’re gone

you really tore my heart into a million pieces. i dont see myself getting better anytime soon. you're a dick to me but youll always have a special place in my heart. i believe in us.

I hate you but I love the fact that you're still in love with me. I know its wrong but even though I let you go, I don't want you to let me go. It's all one sided and I know its not healthy and you should move on but I don't want you to. I've moved on but the thought of you still loving me brings me peace. Idk what it is but I'm not sorry about it.

last week you called me. why? after all you’ve done to me. i know you never truly cared about me so it wasn’t to apologize. did you miss me or did you want to make it all that harder for me to stop caring about you. i’ve been trying to get over you for so long. i know it was easy for you but it’s hard for me. maybe it was so easy for you because to you it was all a game and to me it was all real. when you left me with no explanation i just had to sit there wondering. and now you have done it again. leaving me sitting here stupid wondering if you calling meant something. i debated for a few hours if i should text and ask. i decided to text you because the thought of us wouldn’t leave my mind. i know i shouldn’t have. i should’ve said nothing, you didn’t. but when you texted back you didn’t tell me why. i think you know how much i care and you use that to manipulate me so i never stop having the thought of you in the back of my head. so congratulations if that was your plan. to make me still care about you while you just live your life without me. it worked. i just wish you were a better person. because you aren’t the person i ever thought you were.

every little thing triggers me. with it being a spot we walked by, with an item you specifically touched, certain food you liked, it all causes me to break down and miss you. i want to text you but you’re moving on and i’ll respect that. maybe one day i can be your moonlight again. maybe.

You were the first boy I ever fell in love with. Thank you for showing me what love feels like. I hope she makes you happy.

I really hope you’re doing better after all the shit I put you through. I’m sorry and I’ll always love you.

i don’t know why i still think about you. i don’t want to but i don’t want to forget either. and i know i probably don’t occupy space in your mind anymore. that’s okay. maybe we would have been in another dimension.

when you left you said “i hope i at least made you happy” what you didn’t know is that you were my happiness

I love you so much and I hate to admit it I’d let you break me again and again if it meant there’s even a chance you’ll love me back.

i know i wasnt the best at communicating, but i was trying for you. you changed everything for me, i miss you.

hey anthony. i just want to type this text because you just mean so much to me. i think that we've become really close this year. you make me laugh and smile like no other. you're really something different but, while getting closer i think something happened. i think i caught feelings for you. i know it must sound crazy but, it's true. you make me a better person and i just love you who you are. not by looks or anything. you're amazing. thank you for everything

honestly i love you so much but i can’t date you again i’m so sorry :( you will alwyas be in my brake my love but this time isn’t the right time for me but i will alwyas love you and think about you.

the letter i wrote you stays on my desk. my love for you meant everything. i really miss you, but i'm not sure. i can't really date you without it being an embarresment. i really hate myself but i love you.

you can be stupid, and real mean, i hate you so much, but you are my best friend and i love you a lot, i wouldn’t trade you for the world, you idiot

i think i am ready to let go of you now. we barely talked, but you still managed to make me feel like i wasnt good enough, made me feel like i had to prove myself to you, and had me spend countless nights crying over you and countless days thinking about u constantly. to then find out i was just another one of your hoes. i want to say you're so fucking stupid for thinking i wouldn't find out, but right now i look like the stupid one for putting up with you for so fucking long. and somehow i still love you. im done wasting my time wondering why ur replies were always so dry. im done trying to be perfect for u. because in the end, its really ur loss. im literally the best you had and ever will have and because of you, i need to work on myself for myself. have fun constantly looking for validation and attention from other girls like u always do. im moving on to better things while you cry over chicks not liking you back. i dont blame them. ur friends and my friends talk so much shit about you and u have no idea. stop lying to me acting like u care for me when u dont. i want to wish you the best, but youve fucked me over so many times. i loved you more than life and i dont know why. and maybe its my fault for falling for u so hard, but u didnt have to lie to me and lead me on. good luck. -?

I had a crush on you for about a year. You tore me apart with your words and actions. I got my hear broken by you. And the thing I hate the most, is that i still love you.

I had a crush on you for about a year. You tore me apart with your words and actions. I got my hear broken by you. And the thing I hate the most, is that i still love you.

I hate that I still think of you. You had such an impact on me but I wonder if you think the same about me.

I think about you alot, about if you're doing okay, about if you're finally happy, you've grown up right in front of me and it's such a weird experience. I'm glad we ended things, but its too bad everything ended there too.

sometimes i hate how bitter i am at the memory of you. i wish you would know that we knew nothing back then and my bitterness is a result of that. you deserve nothing less than sweetness.

never mind what i said. i’ve finally realized that very thing!your a terrible person who couldn’t see how much i cared for you, i was so blinded by liking you i lost myself and turned into someone i didn’t want to be. you ruined me and my mental health idk it was just something about you, i don’t know if i truthfully loved you. maybe i did idk it was just something abt you. abt us i genuinely hope from the bottom of my heart that you realize everything and can change for the better. i did. because underneath that sick manipulative pyco lost little boy is a person with a good heart. idk if ill ever see you again but our chapter is finished and i’m worth so much more. good luck with your life and thanks for helping me learn and become the person i am. idk how one person can have such an impact. we were meant to meet not to be

you make me all giggly and i can’t help but smile whenever i’m with you. i never knew one person could make me this happy. you really are my yellow.

i deserved better, and we both know it. i wish i had the courage to scream at you last night, but of course your voice on the other end of the phone just made me wish i could go back to that summer.