it has been three years. it took some time but the thought of you doesn't make me sad anymore. i wish we could talk though, we had an amazing friendship.

I truly thinK thAT we are meant to be. I love the way you smile and the way youR EyEs glow when you smile and laugh. I love talking to You. I love everything About you, you’re the prettiest boy I’ve ever met. Im so Lucky to have you. Please dOn’t leave me. I’ve never feLt such a way about anyone. Yes, I might look back at this and laugh like crazy because were still young. But please don’t leave me, you’re so special to me.

hi aidan. the last time i wrote something to you i addressed you just as the boy that i had a crush on for a few years. since then, youve gained my heart, we shared so many moments and i let you know things about me no one else ever will. but, you broke my heart. i know it was for your own good and that you arent ready to be in a relationship, but i really think we are meant to be, it only happened at the wrong time. maybe itll never happen again, but i wish to god it does. you mean everything to me and i just want to run my fingers though ur hair and scratch ur back while laying with u. i cant believe what has happened. its summer next week and i was so excited to share it with you, why did you have to wreck that? im sorry. i miss you so much already. please realise this. please dont leave me forever.

You can’t tell me you fell out of love and then start talking about our future together it’s fucked. You broke me and now you are trying to keep me wrapped around your finger whenever you can tell I’m moving on.

I hate to be that bitch but I'm jealous of your girlfriend. you're literally everything I want and she swooped you off your feet. it hurts more knowing I had a chance bc you're bi. but I respect her and I'm here for you, even when I feel like giving up on us.

I wish you could look at me the way you look at her i miss you so much i think about you every second

you literally are the boy nextdoor... i want to get to know you again and meet you after all these years, but i dont know how to reach you...

you’re a stranger now, though i’ve found peace in it. i hope you find peace in it too. i no longer know you, though i still have love for you. I hope you have love for yourself too.

You hate me and that’s ok. I wish the best for you but I don’t think it’s the end of us, I just have a feeling it’s not. I was your princess, remember

every once in a while you come back and every time you leave it hurts 10 times more, please stop hurting me.

I wish we still talked all day everyday and shared laughs like we did. But u left as quickly as you came into my life

i poke fun at you a lot and crack a lot of jokes but i actually think you’re really funny and cool! doesnt stop you from being a beta male though at a whopping 5’8 haha i’m glad we’re friends honestly! thanks for putting up with my shenanigans, i love you ♡ t

I have your hoodie. I never washed it. You caused me so much pain but I still wear it and use it for comfort.

I don't know if I loved you but now I hate you. fuck you. You keep choosing the same girl who wants nothing to do with you and you're always walking over me. You ruined cigarettes after sex for me and now I cant listen to them. Fuck you

I still feel those butterflies from the last time you touched me. You don't know how badly I want them back.

I love you so much and im sorry for fucking it all up like I always do I hope you find someone better and I know you will cause I'm not anything and I know that I hope you the best and I hope you always stay happy my love. I love you to the moon and back silly goose

Hey Aidan, how are you? I love you so much but you don't love me back or the way I want you to. I wish you looked at me the way you look at her. I'll talk to you in another lifetime. But I'm always here for you if you need me.

ik youre the right choice, ur amazing, the best guy i could ask for. i just. youll always have a special place in my heart. and ik im too late this time

I am SO much smarter than you ever made me feel like I was my dude!! I hope you learn true empathy instead of empathy put on for show. I wish you happiness.

i love you for teaching me about young love. i’m finally ok with moving on and i am so grateful for that. have a nice life. love always

I hate how differently our lives turned out. I wish I could've been there for you, if you would've let me.

i hope we work it out 1 day. u are my everything and it’s sad that i’m no longer urs.
i will love u 4eva x

i never completely stopped loving you. and to be honest i was pissed at first. at the whole situation. the distance especially. but you weren't a bad person. you were great, seriously. and yeah, i do kind of miss you. anyways idk if you'll even see this, but if you do, yes. it is who you think it is. i hope you're alright ;)

I haven't stopped thinking about you since the day we met. I miss you even though you were never really mine. I want to tell you so badly but you have a different life now & seem happier without talking to me everyday

No matter how many times you say you dont have feelings for me, we both know friends dont look at friends that way

i put a gold star on your sweatshirt. you tapped that star to your desk, to remember... do you remember?

Hi it’s alexa. i really do like you and never got over you. thank you for the best times of my life. stay strong

i really did like you, but the timing just wasnt right im sorry.. maybe in a parallel universe we end up together lol

i always wonder where and how far we could have gone, it sucks we never got to fully know each other. u missed out of someone who would have given you the world, but i cant force you to see that

i still care about you no matter how much you hate me. i hate how much i still miss you. i wish things could've been different.

it feels like im slowly going to lose u, right now everything seems perfect but ur talking to all these girls and what if u find someone else? Im scared

I miss the old times. Remember when we played bloxburg together? Sophie was the child, I was the drunk father and you were my husband.

No one will ever compare to you. I fell in love with you when I was 10 and I will never fall out of it.

i don’t know what i was thinking when i said yes. i should have rejected you, they gave me all the warning signs and told me the awful things you’d done, but i chose to ignore it and believe you. you made me think i was in love, but it really wasn’t. you have issues. i’m actually glad you broke up with me, because i don’t know how long it would have taken me to do it myself. fuck you.

Every time I see you, it feels like someone stabbed me in the chest. It kills me knowing that you would never reciprocate these feelings. You're with someone else, and I am happy for you, but not a day goes but where I don't think of you. I know I am insane for thinking this. I've liked you for way too long. I think I'm in love.

Whenever I see you, it feels like somebody stabbed me in the chest. It kills me knowing that you would never reciprocate these feelings. You're with someone else, and I am happy for you, but not a day goes by where I don't think of you. It is so unfair that I can't have you. I liked you for too long. I think I'm in love.

Some days I wonder if you even think about me the same way I think about you. It sucks and i miss you.

ik you're moved on and wouldn't think twice about me now. but i'd drop everything & everyone if u facetimed

All I wanted was to be posted and loved..and you showed the confidential pics instead of normal ones..did you really love me or my body?

thank you. you taught me how to love and brought me close with the people that I know will forever be in my life.

a year ago we started dating and i can’t stop remembering how much i loved being with you. we’ve gotten so disconnected but i hope you know that i miss you with all my heart.

if you wanted to talk to me i know you would. i feel so bad for how i ended it, but i was just waiting for you to talk to me every day. im sorry i was so rude dude but i needed to be in control with how i felt. you dont love me. i miss you so much. you were my first love. its been about a month and i still cant really comprehend this. just the thought of you makes me cry. i hate how this is the only way i can talk to you. i just want to lay with you again aidan. remember all the good times we had please.

i loved you, i really did. we were too young to ever know what we had was something special but still to this day i miss you.

why did u say it? why did you say u loved me when you didn’t. why did i say it back. and i know u didn’t mean it like that. and neither did i. but i just don’t understand why u said it and now you barely talk to me anymore. what happened to the way it was at the beginning.

it’s not that i don’t like u. i know that i’ll hurt u in the end and the pain of leaving you now is less than the pain i’d cause later. i care too much about u.

i went on a date today. i got into my car afterwards and immediately burst into tears, feeling so guilty for kissing someone who isn't you. i wish i had asked you to stay.

i still love you.
i always will even after seeing you with her and breaking my heart.
i hope we have a future together.

I think I screwed us up, and I'm sorry I didn't know how to show that I loved you, even though I did.

I thought we were like an elastic band, or the sun and moon. Unfortunately we aren't. Perhaps in another life. I hope she's worth it.

I never knew I could hate someone but be so in love with someone at the same time. I hate you. I hate that I kissed you again. I hate that I have feelings for you. I want a fucking apology but I know I'm never going to get one and that KILLS me. Yet I still want you to come back?? Why? What is so special about you? I know you will always have feelings for Paige and I don't even think you ever had as strong of feelings you had for her as you had for me. But how is she better than me? I have given you all the love in the world while she just used you. Something you both have in common I guess lmao. Welp I guess idk what even will come for us in the future. bye aidan