i still think about you a lot..and i still love you. i just wanna know what i did wrong and why you said you loved me back

the world is changed because you are made of ivory and gold. the curves of your lips rewrite history.

I hope one day you realize what you lost. Every day we grow more distant. Thank you for wasting my time and leading me on.

i didnt wanna unadd you, but every time you posted about someone else my heart broken over again. i’m only stuck on you because i never got the closure i needed

I think about you everyday, but I don't love you anymore. Fuck you for making me overthink and cry myself to sleep every night. I didn't deserve that. After you broke up with me, I can finally listen to my music again, and I can be happy again. I thank you for the memories, but I know how I should be treated now. By the way, I'm partly into women now, so i'm going to find myself a princess.

xoxo, have a fantastic fucking life dude.

i hate how I can't ever seem to get over u. u act like you want something with me one day but the next ignore me. i hate u. but i also don't. maybe one day.

sometimes i wish i never met you. i wish i didn’t love you. i wish you never held me in your arms and i wish i never knew the sides of you that no one else did. i wish a notification didn’t just pop up on my phone with your name on it. i wish we weren’t just friends now. i wish you could realize everything that has happened with us, isn’t just random. i wish i was yours or i wish we were never anything at all

I wish we could’ve talked things out before you left, but obviously you don’t care enough about me to do anything other than leave.

you literally suck lol i can’t even look back on the good times fondly because none of it seems genuine

i just want to get to know you more and more. i rlly don't know what you think of me, but I want to let you know that ill always be here for you

You made me want to stay, and live and breath on this planet and I can't thank you enough for it. I miss you, and I will always be right here waiting for you.

You make me see life in color again. You've shown me what real love actually is. I feel safe with you. I'll be there soon smoosh. I promise.

i could never see myself just passing you on the street, stopping to say hi and catching up, i don’t want us to be strangers, like nothing ever happened

i hate you i hate you i hate you. i loved you and you broke me. i just figured out 4 months later you cheated and the feelings are finally gone. something snapped in me. your an absolute piece of shit, you look down on me and think im weak because im mentally ill when you are too. you hate me for no reason. i hate you. fuck you spencer. never speak to me again.

You blessed me with the worst fucking trust issues to transfer over to every boy I've talked to since you

I know you’ll never see this but I wish you cared about me as much as I cared about you. Best friends are supposed to last forever. Can’t we just talk?

i’m so sorry baby
i miss you more every day
i had to do this to distract myself from the fact you don’t want me and never will.
i’m sorry about her :/

I miss talking to you more , I feel like we’re slowly distancing ourselves from each other and i don’t like it :(

3/4 years of high school I have loved you. I shouldn’t though. With you in college and me going to college there should be no reason I have stayed madly in love with you. I can’t keep doing this. I’ve tried everything. I’ve written on here once before. I’ve unfollowed you on all social media. Now what? Now what do I have to do? I just want it to stop. I want to stop thinking about you. Checking up on you, dreaming of you. Maybe I need to put myself out there again. Maybe I need to tell you how I feel. I don’t know. I use to wish at 11:11 for you to be my soulmate. Now at 11:11 I wish for you to be forgotten from my mind. I do still love you, and I always will. But this is goodbye, and I’m not saying goodbye for you. Because we all know that you have moved on. But I am saying goodbye for me. This is it, I’m done and I need to focus on me now. I wish you the best, and I love you to the moon and back. ANS

I love you so much, I can't let you go... like something's holding me back.
But you chose her and every other girl, why?

you loved my wedding plans for my future, and now I can't show them to anybody without thinking of us.

i’m in love with you. it’s been like two years and i still haven’t told you. now we don’t even speak to each other. i miss you.

Sometimes I miss you. Sometimes I wish I’d never met you. Whenever I think of you, I think about how you made me cry in front of people for the first time.

I miss u. I really do. I wish we hadn’t gone down two very separate paths, cause you never know what we could’ve been.

I don't know why you're the first person I thought to write to. I guess it goes to show how much of my mind that you truly occupy. Above all else, I want reciprocation. I want things to be how they were. What changed? I know I took it for granted and the second I started to care, you stopped. Now I can't exhale until your name pops up on my phone again, I take so long to text back because every time I do, I'm scared I'll never get another response.

i’m over you but just why? everytime i think back to it i wonder what i did wrong. was i not good enough? i starved myself for you, i stopped binding for my body to be more appealing to you, i pretended to hate my interests that made ME happy for you, i tried talking to you all the time, i loved you and this is how i get paid in return? you almost killed me but i found people that truly cared about me and saved me. but i’m doing better now, i eat whatever i want, i’m passionate about the things i like, i don’t act like i want a bigger chest size anymore and i talk to people that aren’t just you because i know i don’t need one person to give all my attention to. i hope you are doing better too but i hope i haunt ur mind every single day.

I love you so much I just want to get back together I miss you, ur literally all I think about, I hope in the future maybe we could be together but a day and a half after we broke up why did u already start speaking to other girls, is that how little you loved me, I just want to be back together with u I miss you and I miss when we were happy together

I miss you. You act like I’m never there. Why can’t I ever do anything right. You felt like home. I don’t know what I did without you.

One day I hope I can call you mine. I told the stars about you and you’re always on my mind still. No matter what I do my head still has a special place that makes me always think of you. You felt like home. You’re not the same as you used to be. You used to be the person who would actually look forward to calling me, text me whenever you were happy so you could spread it to me, text me asking if I was doing ok almost every second so I wouldn’t feel so lonely. You were there. Why can’t we go back to that now we’re just two ghosts that act like we didn’t ft every second and spent the whole quarantine with each other. You were the only other person I ever trusted talking abt my mom and I’ve never regretted it more. I miss the old us

i’m crying over you again. i don’t want you back or anything i just,, the words you say still affect me. i just need comfort.

sometimes, when we are hurt we can’t tell if we hurt others. sometimes the pain is too big to realize anything else. you hurt me and maybe i hurt you too. if i did, i’m sorry. i know you’ve been through a lot, and i’m sorry if i ever mad it worse, which i most likely did. i hope you find happiness. even if i can no longer see you grow, i just know you’ll be amazing one day. i’m so sorry and i wish things didn’t end the way they did. i wish we had a bit longer to be friends and maybe work things out. i’ll forever wish you the best. good luck :) m

if you read this text me . yes me u know who i am . we both fucked up but after everything we’ve been through we can’t just be strangers. i stopped wanting and needing you but i won’t stop loving you even if it’s not in a romantic way .

I always wanted to be your friend. I was never trying to block you out of my life. There’s more to the story than you know, which is why I tried to talk to you about it. I was never trying to make you feel bad. Some things you can’t forgive and forget. However, I cared about you so much I was willing to forgive you and move forward in our friendship. Best friends are supposed to last forever. Can we at least talk?

I always wanted to be your friend. I was never trying to block you out of my life, I just wanted communication. There’s more to the story than you know, which is why I tried to talk to you about it. I was never trying to make you feel bad. Some things you can’t forgive and forget. However, I cared about you so much I was willing to forgive you and move forward in our friendship. Best friends are supposed to last forever. Can we at least talk?

hey it’s Z, you are the only boy i love. and even after everything it’s still only u i want to be with. please come back to me. i have broken up with my past 2 boyfriends because of how much i love and miss you. i pray to god you will come back and we can start fresh. i really want your family to like me again. i’m sorry for how things ended it was all my fault. i’m so in love with you. please come back

Hey Spence,
There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think about you. Your laugh and your sense of humor... You know, I had the biggest crush on you, but you left school really abruptly, without notice. This summer I went to your funeral, and your hair was curly the way that you always liked it. It was nice seeing you one last time.

i dont think you realize how much I actually love you and how willing id be to drop anything for you, you consume my thoughts

i still listen to music that reminds me of us but i'm finally letting you go. you caused me too much pain.

Hey, idiot. That girl loves you more than you know. Just talk to her. This is just a big misunderstanding. Text her and tell her the truth so you can move forward.

As much as I try, I still cant get over you. There is something about you that I just cant seem to let go and its killing me.

im not sure if we were soulmates, but it sure did feel like it. i want you to know that everything that went down is simply water under the bridge and a piece of my heart will always belong to you.

You're perfect to me. I want you all for myself. Be with me or I'll make your life a living hell. I deserve you.

Spencer I really like you and you a really sweet and nice guy but i sorta don't like you this makes me feel so stupid. You just make me feel so good about myself but I don't see us being anything. i really like you but sadly my heart is on someone else and i hate it so much. I hate him and the idea of him but i'm also love him, spencer i just want to say sorry and i hope u realize i am bullshit and u find someone else.

i believe you’re my soulmate. even though you probably don’t feel the same about me, i love you.. i always will... we haven’t even dated before but i just know we are soulmates... we have to be. i love you but you will never notice that

i believe we are soulmates, even though we haven’t dated. i love you, and i know i love you cause i’ve never felt this way about any “crush” before.. i know you probably don’t feel the same but i still think that we are soulmates. i love you. i always will but you will never know.

i miss you so much. this month has been terrible without you. i’m broken and i miss my best friend. come back to me.

I really like you. You give me butterflies just by simple existing. The day we hung out we'll forever be one of my favorite memories of us. :)

My Soul is lost without you.every part of me searches for you constantly. I see you in my dreams, i always see your name, I hear every song and think of you. My soul is lost without you and it’s all my fault.


maybe m

Why did you reach out if you just going to leave me again? Real best friends choose to work it out, regardless of the ups and downs in your relationship. No one is perfect. You will have disagreements with everyone you meet, big and small. But you’re supposed to work it out if you truly care about each other. Communication is key, and I never wanted to argue. I was just trying to understand.

i’ve moved on and found peace in my heart to forgive you. i am so much happier now and am getting what i’ve always deserved. as much as they hurt, thank you for the lessons you taught me. they’ve shaped me into who i am today; and i couldn’t be more satisfied with who i’ve become.