Unsent messages to ZEKE
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: September 18, 2024, 4:42 am UTC
Zeke zeke! Thank you for the letter
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: September 11, 2024, 4:32 am UTC
when did you stop being in love with me
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: August 29, 2024, 5:08 am UTC
you hurt me so badly. even tho the distance came between us, i won't ever forget you, sweet boy.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: August 19, 2024, 4:28 am UTC
i still call you my pumpkin spice pie. my friends miss you 2. come back to me?
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: August 17, 2024, 6:52 am UTC
you left me questioning my worth, but I hope you're doing well.
I miss you
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: August 16, 2024, 4:36 am UTC
I know you just wanna be friends but I’m still in love with you
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: August 5, 2024, 6:17 am UTC
I know we dont talk as much anymore but i think of you all the time.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: July 12, 2024, 2:42 am UTC
oh how a crush could hold so much power in my heart, just give it a chance, please?
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: June 22, 2024, 2:48 am UTC
Years later and I still think about you when it rains. Why did you abandon me like that?
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: May 14, 2024, 3:33 am UTC
i lost one of your notes. nearly a year later and somehow that devastates me. miss you.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: May 14, 2024, 3:32 am UTC
i lost one of your notes. nearly a year later and somehow that devastates me. miss you.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: May 4, 2024, 10:18 pm UTC
I feel empty without you, I miss you.
I wish you the best life with whoever you share it with.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: March 29, 2024, 11:26 pm UTC
You’re so sweet I wish that prom would have turned into something more
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: March 24, 2024, 3:56 pm UTC
ur the only boy ive ever loved.I cant even look at anyone else.i wont forgive myself. Ur my endgame
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: February 27, 2024, 8:41 pm UTC
I just want our hearts to be close I feel like you’re the only person who deeply cares
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: February 17, 2024, 12:24 am UTC
please contact me. i need you in my life zeke. i need my pretty boy.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: February 2, 2024, 2:01 am UTC
You will always be it for me. I need us to be healthy to heal the wounds of the past. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 29, 2024, 8:55 pm UTC
Can’t stop thinking about that night. I don’t know if it’s the same for you
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 23, 2024, 9:10 pm UTC
I haven’t met you yet but I feel like we have a connection somehow
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 17, 2024, 8:38 pm UTC
I love you. I miss you beautiful boy. I'm sorry for how it ended. You are in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: November 2, 2023, 3:12 am UTC
zeke ur so amazing. ur the love of my life. please give me your attention, and make me ur wife ;)
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: October 26, 2023, 5:10 am UTC
why was i not good enough to keep loving?
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: October 25, 2023, 10:49 pm UTC
i’ll love you on your good days, and even more on the bad ones.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: October 22, 2023, 4:12 pm UTC
I wish we could've worked it out. Not because I think we were perfect.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: October 22, 2023, 2:20 am UTC
I think I still love you… I wish we could hang out and catch up and joke around like we used to
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: October 9, 2023, 8:41 pm UTC
Ask me more questions. I want to open up, but you don’t ask. Pls put more effort, I love you.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: September 13, 2023, 4:17 am UTC
im starting to catch feelings. but i know that i cant ruin this friendship.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: September 7, 2023, 5:15 pm UTC
I still love you. I promised always and forever and I meant it. I still remember your warmth
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: September 1, 2023, 2:20 pm UTC
I hope life treats you better, good luck
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: August 23, 2023, 2:04 am UTC
i never dreamt of you before until you left me
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: July 29, 2023, 11:09 pm UTC
Im so sorry, I wish we could’ve worked out
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:24 pm UTC
U are one of the few people i have been in love with
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:28 am UTC
I miss you zeke. I’ve been dreaming about us getting back together recently a lot but I know it’ll never happen. I wish it was a reality but it’s always just going to be a dream. I feel like the only way I can fully move on is through getting closure from you. But that’ll probably never happen either. I just want you to answer one question zeke. Why wasn’t I enough for you? Huh, you were the first boy I loved and for some reason I still love even after you cheated on me. But to you I was just another conquest you could get with, then tell your friends about. Fuck, I hate that I still fucking love you. I thought I was over you but my subconscious just keeps bringing me back to you. I sometimes hope u dream of me too. But I know you’ve probably forgot about me. You look so happy with your new girlfriend, I hope she’s the one for you. I’m trying to let go of you Zeke and I’m going to keep trying because like you, I deserve happiness too. I guess this is goodbye. You were my right person, wrong time. I hope we end up together in another life time Clifford.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:35 pm UTC
What happened to our relationship? I miss you, I miss us. We planned so many things and now it’s all gone, you seem so uninterested in me now, it really is hurting me. All of our calls all the times we have said “I love you” to each other. I miss the old you. I don’t know what happened to us. I know we still talk and all, but it’s not the same. Please just, come back and be like that again. I’m slowly losing my best friend and it’s very painful even though you probably think I don’t care. Come back, Bubbies.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:28 pm UTC
What happened to our relationship? I miss it, a lot. All the calls, all the “i love you’s” , the cute nicknames. Can we please be like that again? I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:24 am UTC
They think I’m too busy. If I’m not out of the house for extracurriculars, I’m out for friends, and if I’m not out for friends then I’m on the phone with them. She says I’m not talking to my family anymore
Zeke are you sure I’m a good person? I don’t feel like one. I don’t know what to do, a good person wouldn’t do this
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:22 am UTC
I’m sorry to say, I’ve become your Siamese twin, you’ll have to pry me off of you with a very expensive surgical procedure. Aka, you’re stuck with meeeee, for as long as you want me ❤️. Zeke zeeeeekkkkkee, with the amount that I say your name I feel like I’m a cult member trying to summon you. If I say your name three times fast and spin around maybe you’d be there and then I could hold you and kiss you and all the stuff.
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:16 am UTC
When I was on your bed and you were messing with me and not touching me even though I wanted you to, I kept on wondering what you’d do if I just started touching myself on your bed because you refused to. Would you still keep your distance? You jerk, you’re a tease ?
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:15 am UTC
I don’t want to share you. I’m nowhere near secure enough in our relationship to do that right now. You like someone else and you want cuddles and affection from someone else because I’m not giving you enough. If I need to share you to keep you I will, and ultimately, you’re your own person and can make your own choices. If you think that someone else can make you happier then you’re always going to have the option of breaking up with me. I honestly really hate this. I think that one of the main reasons you were okay with me exploring my sexuality with a trusted friend (aka Clark) was because you’re trying to warm me up to the idea of an open relationship. Can you be honest with me about what you want please? If you want to break up with my please tell me. Do you want an open relationship? Are you bored of me? If I put more effort into talking with you would you find it annoying? I hate the idea of losing you and I want to fix this and I want to make you happy. I don’t want you to need anyone but me
From: ABC
To: Zeke
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:11 am UTC
You have a crush on someone else, you haven’t been happy recently and I know you say it’s not because of me but I still feel responsible. If I’m a better girlfriend, maybe you’d be happier. You want to cuddle with other people, you want to be shared. The permission for the Clark thing under the circumstances is suspicious. Can you understand why I feel like I’m losing you?
