Unsent messages to TIMMY

i’m sorry baby i’ll fix this i promise

The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you. I carry you around, in the background.

i hope you see this - miss you, but don't text. just consistently be better , for yourself this time

right person wrong timing?

I've liked you since I met you, making stupid decisions to win challenges. I wish you felt the same.

You mean the world to me. I will be here waiting, forever and ever. I love you.

I saw you at the movies it’s almost been a year and I’m still madly inlove with you how dumb

i miss you too so…

I saw you the other night. You're all I can think about since then... I miss what we had together

Was it just a game or did you actually care? I’ll always wonder.

i guess i just wanted to tell my bestfriend that im finally over you. you’re my bestfriend though.

i wish you were still mine.

come back please. i dont even know if i want you back. i dont even know if we’d work. but come back.

I don’t know why you left. I don’t think I ever will. I still love you.

I wish we could be together. I wish I could kiss you and be yours. Our stars will never align though

I still think about you. You set my standards high, you’re a rly good guy and I wish you the best

I am falling in love with you. I hope you are too.

Idk why I can't forget you. 15 yrs and I still think about you every day. I'll always love you

imy

I'm sorry I didn't say it back. Why didn't you warn me? I think I fell in love too

she died yesterday and i had a dream about it the day before just like i predicted u from my dream

i hope you two don’t last forever.

i like you can we please hangout ❤️

Even though it has been years since we have talked, I still love you. You are the love of my life.

I think about you all the time. i used to miss you. Not anymore. I miss who I thought you were.

It felt right riding shotgun in your truck. how did you get to be so wonderful? x

I wish you were still on earth, I wish you wouldn’t have left us. I miss you and I love you.

right person wrong time?? i hope.

I hate that I can’t hate you. No matter how hard I try. You will always hold a place in my heart.

I wish I never messed up. I’m glad you are happier, though.

i can’t get over you

why didn't u tell me how u didn't feel the same?

i love you so much it terrifies me to imagine a world where we arent together

I will always wish you felt the same

I wish that u know how much I like u, how I wish hahaha

i don’t feel anything for u anymore and i’m okay w that, hope all is well

my heart no longer longs for you

Ur so slay

It was always your fault that our relationship ended not mine, you always hated the fact that I spent time with my family rather than spending every second with you, you knew that my family meant everything to me and you tried to take that away from me.

i love you so much. i love you im always here with you. you never text me though wich makes me upset but its okay. i still love you always and forever.

You broke me so many times but I still love you like the very first day. Why can’t you love me back the same?

Why is it hard to choose myself when all I want to do is choose you. I miss you but we can’t be together.

i love you more than anything, i really hope you mean it when you promise we’re forever, you’re my everything.

I'm falling for you and deeply. I've been hurt really badly before and i feel more with you than i ever did with him. I'm scared you'll find someone better because i know you can and I'm gonna try be the best me i can to be what i know you deserve :)

never thought we’d end up where we did. if there’s one thing i continuously think about, is how right person wrong time we were together. the connection was there but you weren’t ready. i hope we rekindle again soon because you genuinely brought me happiness i never knew i could have. those long nights of talking are some of the greatest memories and i would do anything to have that again with you. i don’t want to be strangers. i don’t want to lose you. so i pray that we’re meant to be. i pray we find each other again, because in my heart - i knew you were the one.

Cant stop thinking about u lately and i hate myself for it. i never really got closure. ur a dickhead

I know u remember our first kiss. It was the day I fell in love with you. We don’t see each other as often because we’re getting older but you will always have a special place in my heart.

i wish you'd come back. what happened to 'together forever' i really don't understand how it was so so so easy for you to walk away like i meant absolutely nothing to you whatsoever. it broke my heart, but yk i'd take you back in a heartbeat. just please come back, you were the only reason i was still here.

i loved you, with all my heart. i would've done anything for you, but you knew that. you knew what you were doing hurt me, you knew i didn't want to do all of those things you pressured me into, you know i'd forgive you everytime you came back. you knew i was too inlove with you to let go. and after everything you've done i still don't hate you. and that's the thing that really bothers me. i blamed myself for all of the arguments even though you were the one starting them. i hated myself for not being good enough when you're the one that didn't see my worth. i hated myself for running away when you were the one chasing me. i miss it, you, your hair, your smile, your laugh, your jokes, us. i miss the times before you cheated, before you lied to me, before there were any other girls. i listened to all of the things you told me even though they were lies. i took your promises even though you broke them. the worst part about it all is i do not hate you for any of it. i defend all of your actions, back up all of your lies, i hold on to all of your promises. and for some reason i still have hope, hope that all the promises you made about our ''together forever'' you'll actually follow through with. i love you, come back. please. you pinky promised man, you can't tell me all of us meant nothing to you.
- ''your everything''

I was so attention starved when I met you. I expected more from you than you were capable of giving. you treated me like shit but its my fault for expecting you not too. I'm sorry I didn't let you go easier. I hate how you call me crazy to everyone you know though. do I really deserve that.