Si tu viens chez moi c'est dragon direct y'a pas de breaking bas ou je ne sais quoi. One day we will be back together and we will watch dragon at our house, maybe in Iceland with baby amine. I hope those scenarios that we made become true. I hope you'll find a way back to me regardless all the mistakes you've made. I hope we're meant to be, I hope you're my soulmate, twin flame, my person. When love is real it waits. I will not wait for you to come back to me, but Allah has the best plan ever. I just hope and I want to be your person, I want to to want te be and I want you to be mine. I love you. one day...
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Hi, do you remember Valentine's Day ? Do you remember that we exchanged our birthday gifts that day ? We both had no idea. On Valentine's Day. Do you remember our soulbestfriendship ? Do you remember our laughs on phone calls ? Do you remember how happy we were ? Do you remember the first I love you's ? Do you remember the night on my birthday ? Do you remember the day I hugged you so tight ? Do you remember the day I almost kissed you ? Because I remember, like it was yesterday. Do you even miss me sometimes, what we had ? Don't you think the coincidences were signs from the universe? Our favorite color, our music taste, the fact the we were boy and girl version of ourselves. But still yet different. Don't you regret leaving me ? Do you think your mom would have liked me ? I would have loved her. Do you even dream about me ? Do remember our battles, English battles or our evil wars. Do you remember our plans for the future ? That cave, the dog family I would have said yes btw, our kids, our trips. Maybe it was all for character development or we will meet again or you will come back. do you even care? did you even loved me? Sometimes I wonder what went wrong, how is this possible for someone to stop loving your soulmate. Were you lost ? wasn't it enough ? When I said I will always be with you I meant it. I don't know if we're soulmates but I once believed it with all my heart. Now I just don't know. there is a part of me that is saying hold on he's the one just let time do what It has to do. While my brain tells me let go, he's not coming back let go. All I know is that I love you and i miss you and I don't at the same time. I keep but I through. I hold on but I let go. I believe but I give up. I pray Allah to give a clear sign, to heal me, to stop me doubting, to bring me peace. I pray Allah to give me the best, I deserve to be happy I know it. I am. I'll be happier. I am grateful for all I have, I'm so grateful. I don't need you, but I don't a life without you. But I do in a way. I am just lost. That's the feeling I'm feeling. I want signs, clear signs to know what I have to do.
you will never read this text, maybe strangers will. so that's it.