I know I said I ”feel things” about you but the truth is I’m in love with you and I’m afraid you don’t feel the same

If we were closer to each other, would it have been different? Or did you just tell me that so I had closure?

Thank you for showing me I can be loved and am deserving of it. That someone like you can love someone like me. Thank you.

when does it stop? i catch myself looking for you in every city i visit. i tell myself “i've moved on” but it’s clear that’s not the case. is it the same for you?

thank you for showing me the pain people go through but mask with their 'happiness' and teaching me to trust people. Thank you for teaching me how to live alone.

i dont know why i felt the way about you that i did, but it took me longer to get over you than i ever thought it would

it makes me so sad that when i tell you i loved you, you doubt that i am telling the truth. i would have never picked anyone over you

i wish i would’ve known you were going to hurt me but at the same time i’m glad you did because as much as it hurts you’re still the only person i’ve met thats made me feel something again

Even a small sorry would’ve been enough to make me stay. i finally dyed my hair pink now that you’re gone, and i like it more knowing that you wouldn’t.

The way i felt about you was crazy. I have never felt that way since and I don’t think i ever will. You don’t know how special you were to me and how in love with you i was and maybe that’s for the best. I will never forget about you.

why was i not good enough for you? i gave my everything to you. i supported you in your worst times and in your best times and you still left. then you came back, played with me and left me again. and you did it over and over again. you know that im vulnerable and you know how i feel about you and you use it to your advantage. i hate you so much. please just leave me alone.

why was i not good enough for you? i gave my everything to you. i supported you in your worst times and in your best times and you still left. then you came back, played with me and left me again. and you did it over and over again. you know that im vulnerable and you know how i feel about you and you use it to your advantage. i hate you so much. please just leave me alone.

i have the biggest crush on you. you clearly don’t see me in the same way, however i like talking to you and just being in your presence so much that it doesn’t even matter at that point. you’re funny, nice, and most of all, compassionate. not to be cliche, but you genuinely light up my day just by existing. you probably see me as annoying or ugly, but i hope that one day you’ll see this because i sure don’t have the balls to text you this myself.

We’re meant to be. I feel it inside of me that we are. Whether that be soon or in a couple of years or even decades later. We’ll come back to each other. Hopefully in this lifetime but if not the next. You are my person.

I will always love you, but I had to act out of control so you would leave me, because I knew I wasn’t what you needed. I still hope you come back but it was me who pushed you away so why would you....

i wish u were the one to tell me, i thought we’d remain friends. guess i thought wrong. i hate how lonely i continue to feel.

I love you so much lmao you make me feel so special. You get away with cheating because of your charms and you just want a quick fuck with cute girls. You hurt me so much without realising it but I still love you because you’re always there for me and you make me feel special. I know you talk to other girls but I like to pretend you don’t, it hurts thinking about it oh and I know you have a gf, you told her to keep the relationship a secret. So when are you gonna tell her about us? I feel so bad for that sweet girl but I can’t leave you, I need you to set me free.

it feels like nothing it all means nothing since I've tasted you it's horrible but when he craves my skin all I picture is you get me out of this hellish limbo I call home

What happened to our relationship? I miss it, a lot. All the calls, all the “i love you’s” , the cute nicknames. Can we please be like that again? I miss you.

What happened to our relationship? I miss you, I miss us. We planned so many things and now it’s all gone, you seem so uninterested in me now, it really is hurting me. All of our calls all the times we have said “I love you” to each other. I miss the old you. I don’t know what happened to us. I know we still talk and all, but it’s not the same. Please just, come back and be like that again. I’m slowly losing my best friend and it’s very painful even though you probably think I don’t care. Come back, Bubbies.

You have a crush on someone else, you haven’t been happy recently and I know you say it’s not because of me but I still feel responsible. If I’m a better girlfriend, maybe you’d be happier. You want to cuddle with other people, you want to be shared. The permission for the Clark thing under the circumstances is suspicious. Can you understand why I feel like I’m losing you?

I don’t want to share you. I’m nowhere near secure enough in our relationship to do that right now. You like someone else and you want cuddles and affection from someone else because I’m not giving you enough. If I need to share you to keep you I will, and ultimately, you’re your own person and can make your own choices. If you think that someone else can make you happier then you’re always going to have the option of breaking up with me. I honestly really hate this. I think that one of the main reasons you were okay with me exploring my sexuality with a trusted friend (aka Clark) was because you’re trying to warm me up to the idea of an open relationship. Can you be honest with me about what you want please? If you want to break up with my please tell me. Do you want an open relationship? Are you bored of me? If I put more effort into talking with you would you find it annoying? I hate the idea of losing you and I want to fix this and I want to make you happy. I don’t want you to need anyone but me

When I was on your bed and you were messing with me and not touching me even though I wanted you to, I kept on wondering what you’d do if I just started touching myself on your bed because you refused to. Would you still keep your distance? You jerk, you’re a tease ?

I’m sorry to say, I’ve become your Siamese twin, you’ll have to pry me off of you with a very expensive surgical procedure. Aka, you’re stuck with meeeee, for as long as you want me ❤️. Zeke zeeeeekkkkkee, with the amount that I say your name I feel like I’m a cult member trying to summon you. If I say your name three times fast and spin around maybe you’d be there and then I could hold you and kiss you and all the stuff.

They think I’m too busy. If I’m not out of the house for extracurriculars, I’m out for friends, and if I’m not out for friends then I’m on the phone with them. She says I’m not talking to my family anymore

Zeke are you sure I’m a good person? I don’t feel like one. I don’t know what to do, a good person wouldn’t do this

I miss you zeke. I’ve been dreaming about us getting back together recently a lot but I know it’ll never happen. I wish it was a reality but it’s always just going to be a dream. I feel like the only way I can fully move on is through getting closure from you. But that’ll probably never happen either. I just want you to answer one question zeke. Why wasn’t I enough for you? Huh, you were the first boy I loved and for some reason I still love even after you cheated on me. But to you I was just another conquest you could get with, then tell your friends about. Fuck, I hate that I still fucking love you. I thought I was over you but my subconscious just keeps bringing me back to you. I sometimes hope u dream of me too. But I know you’ve probably forgot about me. You look so happy with your new girlfriend, I hope she’s the one for you. I’m trying to let go of you Zeke and I’m going to keep trying because like you, I deserve happiness too. I guess this is goodbye. You were my right person, wrong time. I hope we end up together in another life time Clifford.

I remember the bonfire where you held her and I wished so badly it were me. Now it is and I couldn't be happier I always knew we were meant to be

i loved you for so so long you have no idea and now i moved on but when i think of you i still can’t stop and it’s so hard bc you are ugh perfect

I wish we could be close again like how we used to be. I wish I could read your mind all over again and have those nights. I love you so much. It hurts. You’re someone who I never wanted to lose cause You’re my best friend. And I thought I was ready to move on. I am. But you dragged me back. Why? I don’t know if I can prepare myself again. Don’t go into the army. Don’t leave. I can’t live with the thought of getting a call. Or living in the suspense of waiting. Cause despite what you say, I will think of you even when I’m wrinkly and old. I still have so much to thank you for. And many more to apologize. If you ever by chance see this, it is for you. I want you to be happy.

I still love you..and my little penguino...it’s wrong to call you mine, but I don’t think I’ll ever get over you...in my head I’m always yours even if I’m with someone new..because with one text I’d always go back to you.

I still love you. I promised always and forever and I meant it. I still remember your warmth

i lost one of your notes. nearly a year later and somehow that devastates me. miss you.

i lost one of your notes. nearly a year later and somehow that devastates me. miss you.

I just want our hearts to be close I feel like you’re the only person who deeply cares

im starting to catch feelings. but i know that i cant ruin this friendship.

U are one of the few people i have been in love with

Years later and I still think about you when it rains. Why did you abandon me like that?

do you even love me

Please dont break my heart.

I love you. I miss you beautiful boy. I'm sorry for how it ended. You are in my dreams.

Zeke zeke! Thank you for the letter

I know you just wanna be friends but I’m still in love with you

I wish you knew how I really felt about you

I miss you monkey, I’ll always love you. <3

I messed it all up.I don't know how I could come back I'm sorry.I miss you everyday

ur the only boy ive ever loved.I cant even look at anyone else.i wont forgive myself. Ur my endgame

I miss working with you. I miss you asking me to listen to your spotify music. Keep going.

i need you

u were an amazing friend and im sorry if it seemed like i didnt care, i was just shy. i hope ur well

I miss you sometimes. You hurt me sm and I wish you would have apologized