Unsent Messages

I miss you zeke. I’ve been dreaming about us getting back together recently a lot but I know it’ll never happen. I wish it was a reality but it’s always just going to be a dream. I feel like the only way I can fully move on is through getting closure from you. But that’ll probably never happen either. I just want you to answer one question zeke. Why wasn’t I enough for you? Huh, you were the first boy I loved and for some reason I still love even after you cheated on me. But to you I was just another conquest you could get with, then tell your friends about. Fuck, I hate that I still fucking love you. I thought I was over you but my subconscious just keeps bringing me back to you. I sometimes hope u dream of me too. But I know you’ve probably forgot about me. You look so happy with your new girlfriend, I hope she’s the one for you. I’m trying to let go of you Zeke and I’m going to keep trying because like you, I deserve happiness too. I guess this is goodbye. You were my right person, wrong time. I hope we end up together in another life time Clifford.