From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:28 am
i’ve already made my feelings for you very transparent. you’re pretty much the first guy i’ve truely connected to and for that i’m grateful. i’ve been racking my brain for the longest time figuring out in what way that connection works... and lets be real maybe all we were ever mean’t to be was just friends and that’s okay. i live too much in the idea of you i create in my head. that person i cling to i try so hard to envision a future with but i just can’t see past “temporary”. you’re still so young and yet to experience a myriad of things. 2 years age difference didn’t feel like much until i hit 18, graduated and all of a sudden adulthood dawns upon me. i’m entering a new chapter in my life and you’re still experiencing the rollercoaster of being a teen and having a good time. i care about you and enough to let you live your life and for me to let go. i’m sorry i held on so long to the “what if’s” and false hope i created for myself. maybe in another life if it just fit right i could’ve loved you. regardless you’re a great guy and i’ll always be rooting for you and your happiness. all the best