Unsent messages to SAMMY
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: September 13, 2023, 4:20 am UTC
i miss you, but thinking of what we were makes me happy not sad.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: August 30, 2023, 9:59 am UTC
you ruined so many songs dude, so many. :(
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: August 29, 2023, 5:23 am UTC
i love you and im so glad youre my best friend
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: August 25, 2023, 1:05 am UTC
why don’t i feel like i can tell you how i feel?
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: August 24, 2023, 11:17 pm UTC
Wouldn’t it be funny if I reached out to you this time lol
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: August 23, 2023, 4:59 am UTC
sorry i jsut disappeared thats my bad
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: July 31, 2023, 6:44 pm UTC
i don’t think i meant anything to you
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:42 pm UTC
i should’ve hugged you one last time before i left
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:52 pm UTC
i still remember how your hair smelled
i miss you all the time
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:13 am UTC
sometimes I think of a snarky comment I'd whisper to you in class but you don't even sit near me anymore
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:11 am UTC
I re-watched that movie we saw in the theater a thousand times until I could sit through it and not think of you
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:17 pm UTC
i doodled over your drawings on my black vans a while back. i let go months ago and i wish i never put myself through that, but in the end, thank you.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:56 am UTC
I'm sorry that I didn't go what you had to go through, but it doesn't mean that I didn't go through some other worse things than you.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:28 am UTC
you taught me what love felt like and I'll never be the same now that you're gone. please come back to me.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:14 pm UTC
god sammy, i think im in love with you. so desperately in love. every thought i have in the day somehow leads back to you, and im not even upset about that. im clueless and head over heels. i know the chances of you seeing this are so so slim but, im a wimp. will i ever say this in a straightforward way? probably not. so here we are. this colour reminds me of you bubs
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:58 am UTC
It’s been 8 months since we last talked and I still miss you. I hate to admit it because you’ve moved on and I am just a forgotten memory to you. But I find myself imagining your fingertips on my skin and your eyes staring into mine and your laugh in my ear. I should’ve told you I loved you. Held you in my arms and said that all I ever wanted was you.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:06 am UTC
ayo. just wanted to let you know how grateful i am 4 u every day i look forward to our little conversations so much and you are one of the few constants in my life, esp during quarantine. thank you so much for being my friend squeezy heart /p
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:15 pm UTC
You really hurt me. I used to love thinking about you, now it only brings pain. I've never felt more manipulated.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:50 pm UTC
everything was so good until you had to make everything about you. i get tired too, i get sad too, but you never cared, it was always about you.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:12 am UTC
god i fucjing miss u. its been so long and i still think abt u. its hard without u. i feel so alone without u sometimes and i just wish u would come back. ily
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 30, 2020, 7:07 pm UTC
This is the colour of your eyes. I love you more than words can say. We could have it all. I’ll wait for you, always ?
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 28, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
I think about you more than i'm ever willing to admit lol, and sometimes I wonder if it's because you're thinking about me too
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 21, 2020, 11:01 pm UTC
bro cmon u knew that i loved u whyd u have to leave me in the morning, idek why but i still love u...
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 20, 2020, 5:08 am UTC
I love you man I love you so much I don’t wanna even tell anyone this because I don’t want them to judge me if you’re feeling down remember that there is someone is the world who loves you and would be there for you :)
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 16, 2020, 10:05 am UTC
hey queen- i love you the most ever. hope u know that bc we dont really say stuff like that ever. i just want to always be friends bc u make me happy and i always get scared thinking about college because i dont want to leave friends. i also know you like to bottle up feelings a lot so same goes for you, dont have to be alone w all of it. luv u sweety cakes.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 10, 2020, 8:08 pm UTC
we were just kids, you didn't see me the same way. you forgot I was your first friend and you forgot how I saw you. I wish I could've went back and told myself to give up. but then again, what's the fun in that?
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 8, 2020, 12:42 am UTC
I genuinely thought the love was mutual. until I saw the difference in the way you looked at her. I've never loved any boy the way I loved you. I honestly believe you'll hold a place in my heart for a long time. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:44 pm UTC
we had something so good and when you wrote me all this long paragraphs I thought what you said was true. only to find out that you were sexualizing me. you even said to my face that you were in it for the sexual part. the first boy I fell in love with. gone. completely and it hurts so bad. I would do anything to make you truly love me , and to have all our facetious come back. I sit in my bed at night and stare at my ceiling now because theres no one else id rather talk to.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
I find it funny how i would sail across the world for you yet you wouldn't think twice about doing it for me.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:08 am UTC
I think about you all the time. and i hate myself for it every single day. but what can i do to make me not love you?
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 23, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
I miss seeing the blue walls in your room when we would facetime. i will always think of you when i see blue.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:45 pm UTC
My stomach turns every time i think of you. Sometimes its butterflies, sometimes its the vile rage that provokes my every text. Im glad we are still friends after you went MIA after new years but nothing about this feels right. I feel like you're just bored of me now that we established that we will only ever be friends and it was weird for us to date in the first place (which it was wtf was that) Maybe our friendship has been rocky for a reason? Maybe it's just the universe telling me to let go, that we don't need each other like we both used to, but letting go would be so fucking stupid after all the times we tried to hold on. I want this to work. I wanna stay true to all of our promises, i wanna finally meet you in person and strangle you with a hug, but if that gonna happen I need to fix whatever the hell is wrong with me first. I love you platonically, dying is still illegal :)
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
I wish the best for you always. I hope you get everything you deserve. I love you. I know I love you.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
i wish i were still close im sorry i messed it up by letting my feelings get in the way but i thought it was mutual. guess not
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:33 am UTC
I miss you, and I love you even though I didn't know you. i'm sorry you had to leave.i hope to see you soon.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 15, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
sammy, i miss you so much you will never know. thanks for keeping me alive and always having my back. i hope you’re happier now. i truly do. but i miss you a lot. i wish it lasted longer cus you were the best friend ever. purple pup yk
love me
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 9, 2020, 9:35 pm UTC
you truly taught me what it felt like to be cared and loved for in your own way. I wish we had could have met irl. I love you forever though.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 1, 2020, 8:16 pm UTC
I love you more than life itself. I never knew I could love someone as much as I love you. My baby boy?
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 1, 2020, 11:09 am UTC
I never should have left you. You made a mistake and it was my mistake not to forgive you sooner. it’s been over a year and i think about you every day. Please come home. I haven’t been the same since and i miss you so much. i love you always.
From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: October 29, 2020, 7:39 pm UTC
hi, i know you probably hate me but you gave me the world and i took advantage of that, i'm finding it hard even though i ended things, i really wish i could hear u laugh again and to see those honey brown eyes of yours. I LOVE YOU SAMMY POO. forever and ever xxx
