From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I'm so angry that you wouldn't give me the time before it all went to shit. Why couldn't you have realised and listened to me sooner.
I want to be with you but I can't be hurt like that again and you never changed even when you promised you would.
I want to be happy and enjoy my life but I just feel like i don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing now.
I'm sorry but I think what I did was for the best and I wish it didn't have to be that way
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I think you made me realize what love is but fate had different plans for us. I hope we cross paths some day but even if we dont take care my darling.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
hey, um I know you don't care but I am moving on. it's over now you could text me and I will no longer feel anything. But in the past I would feel all the sparks and butterflies but that's gone because when you lost your self I was there to help you and back you up onto your feet again even though we are miles and miles away from each other I still helped you up. Now that I am down on my face and on the verge of wanting to die your not here and depression is eating me away and you have not texted me once and asked how am I, but its how it works I guess you are thriving and I am just here dying inside and just numb. I listen to all your problems with your mom and dad, your sisters, your brothers, your stepdad and so much more, and not yet once have I ever repeated anything to anyone and I will always keep it to myself because you trust me, well used to trust me. I don't know how you are but to me, you look fine and happy. You are always posting quotes about hoes and screenshots of messages from your friends talking a girl and group chats talking about them and even messages of your conversation with those girls. The thing is I don't know what I saw in you because right now I see nothing but a manipulative, lying, and deceiving person. but when we were younger I saw a smart, caring, and kind boy. But that was 6 years ago when we kid converting to teens. Now we adolescences converting to adults so it's not the same I guess. You even smoke marijuana now and have no care about your future and just following the crowd.
But I guess that one special rapper was right
" Don't ever fall in love while you're young its fake."
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
hi dadi! all jokes aside, i'm scared of this...thing that's going on between us. we facetime every single night, we've watched each other fall asleep a million times, movie dates almost every night, dirty jokes here and there, we say "i love you's" every time we talk. boyyyy I met you what? 3 weeks ago? this is all moving so fast. i'm so fucking scared of how this turns out, but i also can't imagine us being apart. I don't know man, I guess I just wanna talk to u about this, but im too scared. anyways, stay safe, and i'm here if u need me. love you dadi :)
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I loved u even more than I knew bruh - almost 2 years later n I still love u, yikes lol. U the reason I have trust issues tho #ouch. Sorry for all the pain I caused, I genuinely appreciate all u did for me. Green cuz that was ur fave colour, idk bout now; btw it's my fave colour now too haha. Ur never gonna see this but best of luck to you n your new girl dude :)
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
we never really got our chance did we, years of messing around. i wish i could say i want you to be happy with her but i want you.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
Every love song just happens to be written about you, & you feel like home, warmth, and safety. You’re my rock. I lov u xxx
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
We talked for so little and yet I still adored the way we texted,your humour is unmatched and I still giggle
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I’ll never forget the night I met your family. I thought I saw a whole future for us in those moments.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
It kills me that you can respect my boundaries now but not when we were together, and that's the whole reason I can't be with you anymore
Meg
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I loved you so much that i can't imagine loving someone the same way i did you
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I really liked you. I miss you. I miss us. I love you but I can’t forgive you. I’m sorry
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
If I ever stop, I promise you, you'll be the last boy I'll ever love so deeply.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
why’d u lead me on though u have no intention to reciprocate my feelings??
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
Why would you tell me you love me even though you left me hanging and made me feel like a fool.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
you are a kind person you deserve every good thing in your life
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
You are an angel i wish you could see that yourself. You deserve the world
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
i am starting to have feelings for you. i wish you could do something abt it.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
You are my first love, even when you think you’re not. I wish you were still mine
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
green is the color of life.
it flows through all living things, connecting them all<3
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
You have my heart and I hope you never give it back. I’ll love forever, even past the grave. <3
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
i wish we could work things out and start over again. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
Maybe in another life it could’ve worked. I hope i’ll meet you again somewhere, sometime.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
i know we had to end things to work on ourselves but i miss you so much it physically hurts
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
i miss you. i never found out why you suddenly started hating me. i wish you would talk to me.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I love you so much baby, i hope you feel the same. I hope we can be more than this.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
just want to say that I finally moved on to u. wishing for happiness to u and ur girl.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
It was always you, I don’t think I will ever forget you; you made me feel whole again.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
i miss how you used to squish my cheeks, i miss you and no one could ever replace you.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
Im not sure what I should change in order 4 u 2 like me, ur black curls and hazel eyes drive me nuts
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
I will never regret having dated you, but I can't wait to be good friends again
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
imissyou, im asking my self when will it stop hurting. i want to see you, hug you and kiss you.
From: ABC
To: Lloyd
i’m sorry for liking you so much lloyd, and for ruining your year i’m sorry.