we had something so good and when you wrote me all this long paragraphs I thought what you said was true. only to find out that you were sexualizing me. you even said to my face that you were in it for the sexual part. the first boy I fell in love with. gone. completely and it hurts so bad. I would do anything to make you truly love me , and to have all our facetious come back. I sit in my bed at night and stare at my ceiling now because theres no one else id rather talk to.