From: ABC
To: sammy
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:45 pm
My stomach turns every time i think of you. Sometimes its butterflies, sometimes its the vile rage that provokes my every text. Im glad we are still friends after you went MIA after new years but nothing about this feels right. I feel like you're just bored of me now that we established that we will only ever be friends and it was weird for us to date in the first place (which it was wtf was that) Maybe our friendship has been rocky for a reason? Maybe it's just the universe telling me to let go, that we don't need each other like we both used to, but letting go would be so fucking stupid after all the times we tried to hold on. I want this to work. I wanna stay true to all of our promises, i wanna finally meet you in person and strangle you with a hug, but if that gonna happen I need to fix whatever the hell is wrong with me first. I love you platonically, dying is still illegal :)