we have 2 classes together 3 and 4th period. i havent met u in person since we're stuck in virtual learning. i love the way u talk, u have this accent and i would listen to u all day if i could. idk if u even know me in those classes but i catch myself always looking for u. i like u but i want to get to know u more. - idk if this helps but u like the color baby blue

cuando te conocí, de verdad me enamore de ti que decidí huir por miedo a fallarte, dos años después me di cuenta que cada vez que te veo mi mundo cambia, deje que alguien te hiciera daño y te cambiara, ojala vuelva el niño del que me enamore, el que me prometió el cielo y las estrellas, me arrepiento de ser tan cobarde pero eras todo lo que un día soñé y tuve tanto miedo, es verdad que cuando uno se enamora siente mariposas cada vez que esa persona lo mira, cuando sane tu corazón ojala yo siga esperándote.

i miss the way your smile would light up the room when you start telling a story or something you're passionate about. The way your eyes were so warm and inviting, i felt like i could tell you anything and i would never be judged. but you hurt me, over and over, you never really appreciated my love like i did yours.

i’m sorry for everything that happened. i wish i could go back and do things differently. i regret trying to push a relationship that wasn’t supposed to happen, maybe staying friends was the best option... or maybe it was just meant to happen. i love you more than words can explain and i miss uu more and more everyday bubs

It’s crazy how I never saw any wrong in you all I saw in you was perfection. With all my heart I wanted you but the feelings were not mutual i guess i mean you never opened up to me about it i watched you move on time and time again but i just can’t let you go.

i really truly love you. i don't want to fight, i just want to be with you. but things feel bad right now. you don't put in as much effort, you don't seem to care when what you do upsets me. i just miss the effort you put in at first. but i still love you and i am still gonna try because i want to be with you and everything can't always be perfect. everytime you hurt me, i feel myself start to shut down. and i don't want that.

i hate that we are and still in the same friend group because i get reminded of what happened every time our friend group hangs out; it took me 2 years to get over you, but i think you only dated me out of pity because of how much i liked you. even though i think you did this, you still treated me well and it made me fall for you even more. you are like bittersweet chocolate. please sometimes i wished we never dated or i ever liked you because of all the pain i went through after the break up, but at the same time, this experience taught me confidence and love myself even more so i thank you for that.

You never knew I had a crush on you. That's ok. I know you are not the greatest person but I would do anything for you to hug me and tell me it's okay. I hope we can still become friends again because in a way i want you still. i love you.

Ik we didnt talk in while but I really miss you and i hope you miss me to hope you doing good and im always here for you

im ready when you are
let’s try it
it will be everything we have ever wanted and more
i always wondered what peach flavoured ice cream taste like!

Why can't you tell me the truth. sometimes I don't know if I believe half of what you say is true. You tell me that no one loves you but yet I see you telling me how much your friends love you. How much your girlfriend loves you, yet you can't trust me. That hurts and sucks that you play me, I trusted you for so many years and I have been there when you needed a friend, I could've have left but I didn't because I still care and love you..but to this day..you are not able to trust your loyal friend..

i honestly don’t know how i feel about u rn. but i miss our talks and i’m sorry for being an ass without realizing it:/

Could we meet in the yellow rose field, just once more, so I can remember again what you felt like? That is, if it's possible... I'll cherish you forever however, with my beaten heart.

I had to use your middle name because your first name is too unique; I miss you and everything that we had. You taught me love and what it meant to be loved and I'm forever grateful. Let's find our way back to each other one day, okay?

thank you for treating me like a princess. you give me butterflies everytime you smile when you kiss me

we arent broken up but i feel it will happen soon. i feel like u dont love me anymore and ur only waiting until u leave for college. i wish u would just tell me how u rlly feel. I had this same feeling not long ago when we took a break for awhile. so i know my intuition isnt wrong.

I miss your voice messages and the weird videos of you showing me your outfit of the day. Can we go back to that?

I'm SO in love with you but I know you don't feel the same or even care that much. I know a lot more than you think about what you've done to hurt me behind my back. I care about you SO much. You're all I ever think about. You're always on my mind 24/7. I will always be here for you no matter what happens. I love you. :/

why couldn’t you just love me the way i’ve always loved you. i wanted you to want me back. but now the idea of you fades as well as my smile.

all the other times we tried were just never the same. but thank you for trying and thinking that i was worth it. please take care of yourself, my baby. c

It‘s hard being friends with you when I want more than that. You say that you feel like you lost your only friend when we started dating. I understand why you broke up with me, but it still hurts. I want to be cuddled and loved by you. And I want to mirror that. I miss it. You made me feel so good. I just wish I could have that back.

Hi I wish that I would’ve told you I’ve had the biggest crush on you in school but i was so scared too lol. I still crush on you a lot till this day. From the day you touched me and smiled at me and asked me why I was mad and asked me for money lol. I jus wanna say I still have much love for you hope your doing well.

How dare you take advantage of my kindness. You knew how broken I was, so why would you hurt me even more?

Everyone talks about how you don't really know how much you love someone until you loose them. Well, I lost you. Its been nearly a year and I still think of your name very day. You made me feel special even if it was only for a few months, but for that I think you. You taught me what love was, and I'm a better person for that.
Love, the one you couldn't love.

i love you, but i don’t think i’m in love with you. it’s strange but it hurts to think of you with someone else, i get jealous but i’m not even attracted to you,,, i don’t know. i do love you though

A part of me still misses you, but you taught me that when someone stops loving you let them go. This is your favorite color, I still remember.

you have no idea the damage you did to me. you left me emotional scars so deep i still find it hard to trust people. i really hope you never take advantage of another girl.

i’m sorry we grew apart, but i’ll always remember you as my first love, even if we were never together :)

You hurt me in ways that still effect me today but I also understand I messed up a few things too, why do you think i unblocked you..I hope you finally came out.

My love for you is so beautiful and pure. You make me a good person. But I can’t make you love me back, so you’ll always be my bestfriend, as much as it hurts.

i’m sorry for how i ended it upsets me that we aren’t friends now i hope that one day you would learn to forgive me but please remember you were just as bad as me

Its weird to think last summer i was infatuated with you. When now even typing your name feels wrong. Weird to think i use to spend so much time thinking about you, how we were gonna spend our future, excited for all the future plans you promised me. You talked about me like you wanted me to be yours forever. I knew you wanted me, and maybe its my ego, but there is no way you would do all of that, for what? i literally racked my brain thinking, trying to see if there was any point where it felt like you werent as infatuated with me. Anyways i hate you, or not hate you, but, i dont necessarily wish the best for you. You were my first, and at that time it wasnt that bad, but boy are you lucky i never talked to anyone before, cause i wouldve zooted tf out of there if i knew all that wasnt normal. Anyways, thanks for the memories, no thanks for the shitty end, that hurt dickhead, and over text? said you wanted to be friends? wasnt in the right head space? you shouldve gave me the closure i needed. Anyways, hate you, very glad im in love with someone who truly shows mw what love really should feel like. bye forever :)

Hey, I should have told you I was in love with you but you probably already knew it. I'm glad that I've moved on now because I was in so much pain for too long and I was putting myself through it. But at the same time, you didn't do anything to stop the pain you were putting me through. You knew I'd do anything for you and you took advantage of that. But I still wish we could talk like we used to.

you make me feel safe and happy, like i can actually be myself around you. i appreciate everything you've done for me. you've been there for me even when i thought i had no one. you're the most amazing person i've ever met.

purple is your favorite color. i know the little things about you, like how you don’t have armpit hair, how your family is, how you act in general. i know i screwed up but i can’t fix it now. i messes up so much. i love you joseph Philip Stark.

If we needed to have it out, could you not just talk to me instead of behaving like an idiot on minecraft vc and passing it off as "jokes" ?

How the fuck are you so okay with me being gone?, I know you are in love with me and will come back, even if you have a girlfriend now. Why am I always the second choice. I think I love and miss you, but I hate your fucking guts.

i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u. i hate u.

I’ve gotten emotionally attached to you and I know you find it so annoying whenever I tell you problems but for some reason you still listen and I hate that it’s so confusing

Third times a charm. The. First love is a root the second is a lesson and the third is the best and the last. It’s been a short time together but I love you with all my heart you are the best thing to ever happen to me. Please never leave me

hey joseph. if your ever thinking of coming back into my life, sending an imy text, facetiming me, don’t. just don’t. toooooo fucking bad if u want me, if you wanted me so FUCKING bad maybe u shouldn’t have treated me like a replaceable option i deserve the fucking WORLD and u can’t give that to me because you simply, don’t care enough. i’m so fucking tired of going back to you and letting you treat me like GARBAGE when i know deserve to be treated so much better. i really thought you were my person, but yk what joseph? you’ll never be, because i need better.

falling in love with you showed me that i’ve never actually been in love before. thanks for finding me when i needed you the most.

this time, last year, we were happier than ever. i can't live through october without thinking of you. the walks in the forest, the comfort your hugs brought, your warm hands, your home-like scent, your soft hair, how you'd ignore your friends when they made fun of us, the moments behind the bookshelves, all the sacrifices i made for you and all the risks i took. i'll never forget.

i forgave you after our first fight, every single one of them. you didn't deserve my forgiveness all those times but i loved you.

the competitors for the strongest emotions i've ever felt would either be the happiness or the sadness you made me feel.

sometimes you ask me why i miss fall of last year so often. i manage to find a different lie everytime because the truth is i miss us.

I have feelings for you and I hope you feel the same way for me. It aches so much for you to not know how i feel.

You seem to really like me, but I can’t fall for you. You’re the nicest a guy’s ever treated me. On our first date I was so surprised that you didn’t expect anything.

I wish that you knew who this was. I love when you talk to me about basketball and how your face lights up when I text you back. I genuinely like you so so so much but I will never be able to tell you. You have made me so so happy in the past few months we've been talking and I couldn't imagine life without you. I love when you make fun of me haha ur so adorable. A lot of my friends dont think you are cute but that's on them. You have truly taught me confidence and how to truly love myself and I will forever thank you for that. anyways if ur seeing this please text me.

this is your favorite color. i wish you the best in ur life whether im part of it or not. i love u more