i always told myself that you’d eventually realise how much I loved you , that you’d realise how much I lost myself whilst helping you find yourself , but I’m stupid for even thinking this , Maybe it’s my fault , for being so naive , so forgiving and so gullible . I thought you were the greatest boy , the most worthy and the most loving but how can you be all that when you’ve turned me into the person I am today , a cold and unlovable being , total opposites from the person you first met . I hope you realise how much you ruined me , and that I’ll never forgive you .
