Unsent messages to MARCUS

I love you but I’m not in love with you anymore, you hurt me beyond words and I will never forget the way you made me feel. You said you loved me yet you made me feel like I didn’t want exist.

i wish you were a giver not a taker.
because you took and you took,
until there was nothing left of me.

Why was i never good enough for you? all my friends were routing for us. You made me feel safe and I miss u.

look i know it didnt last long but it still meant alot to me. thank you for everything, i wish you the best. imy

I'm sorry for cheating on you. I've never been foreword and I led you on. In reality I knew what I wanted, and it couldn't be you. You are loved, Marcus always.

u were technically my first real boyfriend and because of u I fear relationships. u hurt me so much and ur literally so manipulative. I don't get how u were able to cheat and still get away with it. I was so gullible and I really hope u learn from ur mistakes, because u should never ever ever have to threaten someone to stay with you. anyways I really wished u never turned everyone against me after we broke up bc u sent me down a downward spiral but whatever.

I miss you so much. ik we've kind of reconnected, but it feels like we are fading. I wish we were little fourth graders again.

When ever I walk past you my stomach fills up with butterflies and I feel like I’m going to explode with happiness when you say my name.

yo it’s karina. i’m still in love with you btw ?. i can’t seem to find anyone else attractive and it’s making me lose my mind.

Hey..
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Jeg ved godt du ghoster mig, men whyy?
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thought u were the most indie dude ever. u were super cute and sweet and i would always catch u glancing at me in the halls. wish u the best as u step into real life

I waited so long for you and I wish you would of taken advantage of that opportunity when you had the chance...

u made me feel so safe in your arms. but i should have known u only wanted to hu. after we did, u dont care anymore. why am i letting that get to me. it seemed like u genuinley cared. u held me in ur arms, made me smile, kissed me, looked after me, kept me safe, and all for what. then the next day u ignore me. wtf am i doing wrong? i just want someone so badly. just thinking about that night makes me smile, but hearts my heart at the same time. why would u do that to me

i miss u i miss u i really wanna kiss u but i can’t ..:( 6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2 . pls text me back or send me another voice msg.. ur voice is so attractive ily but i dont want to ☹️

he won’t even be here to read this, i know he doesn’t know about this website. but FUCK I THINK i like you. not even falling in love. why is this happening though. WHY YOU HAVE TO GO AND MAKE ME LIKE YOU. you’re kinda attractive, it feels weird saying how you’re unattractive to my friends when really, i think ur the opposite. i wish you had still liked me. that attention felt good. i dont know. your smile is so pretty, your laugh is cute— this is so off topic but your hair is so fckijg NXJBSFJEHKFBWJFKE. i just wanna hug you and pat your head or some shit. but i feel like you like her. yeah. my best friend. idk i feel like she likes you too. the excitement she gets whenever you text her back. the way she literally leaves me in a second just to reply to you. why you? out of everyone? why did i choose to actually be attracted to you? you’re an awful texter and you’re one of those attention seekers. this isn’t good. i look at you every time i get the chance to as well. the way you glance at me sometimes .. FUUCKCKXJSKDAJKD. i know it doesn’t mean anything. goddamnit whyd you have to go and make me like you? THIS ISNT FAIR. :((

I loved you. I cared for you. I worried about you so much and did things for you that i wouldn't do for anyone else. I always asked how was your day and how you slept.. told you good morning and i always tried to make sure you were straight. I had love for you. But all the things you said back were lies and you now hate me so easily like you never loved me. I hope you know no other girl would treat you like that and that i was special. You also wanted to bring up my biggest insecurity and I will never forget that.

do you remember when we would stay after school everyday to talk? i miss those times. or, when we would be laughing our asses off playing roblox or minecraft. i miss playing w you. do you remember when we got fries at five guys? that was so fun and hilarious.
do i mean anything to you? do our memories mean anything?
i jus want things to go back how they were, if we can't be more than friends.
if i had another chance to tell you "i really like you" i would. but i can't.

you'll never see me more than anything but friends.
sometimes, you act as if though you care enough about me in a romantic way. but your other actions say otherwise. make up your mind. i'm tired of waiting for you.

If I knew that it was our last hug, I would've held on tighter, and longer. I wish I could feel the warmth of you again

I gave you love the only way i knew how; was i too much? Was it too much to ask for you to calm the waves of doubt with your reassurance? In the end though i was right, it's sad really. You said to wait for you..ill wait until 2021. I can only bare to wait until then..i can't hold onto you forever with false hope. Whatever happens, know that you'll never find love like mine and i'm sorry for what you're about to lose. But also know i loved you wholeheartedly and i appreciate you for making me feel loved while we dated. I cried the night you broke up with me, but as the days go on the aching feeling of missing you is slowly fading. I'll never forget you...

i never told you but you really hurt me. you were toxic and manipulative and the whole time all i wanted was to have my friend back. i can't listen to pink floyd without thinking of you. i still care about you because i want you to be happy, but you acted like such a twat.

you treated me like crap, yet sometimes the memories still come back. i’m glad i moved on and i wonder if you have done the same.

I tell my friends everything about our relationship... they told me i should’ve been done with you. they told me i was too good for you.
they know how you talk to me, they know how you treat me, but i manage to hold on because i know that’s not you... i know that having a gf that cant leave the house or see you outside of school is draining...
i’m willing to go through the pain just to end up in a happy relationship with you. no matter how many times they call me an idiot for it

I’m starting to believe the words you told me was all a lie, cause how can you like someone that much yet replace them that fast.

I'm really trying and I hope that you didn't give up on me. I hope that I'm still your first choice .

You are truly an amazing guy but I know I am not the right person for you u just do not care the way for me that I hoped u do

i love you and i hope one day you and i will be what we used to. but i can’t forgive u after how hurt and worthless you made me feel after sending that breakup text.

if you were still in love with her the whole time, why did u waste my time and tell me all the things u did? just to cheat on me

Du var min bästa vän där ett tag men grejen är att efter allt du har gjort så kommer vi aldrig någonsin kunna vara vänner igen. Aldrig. Och alla människor i mitt liv som jag lät dig komma nära lämnar dig med mig. Det blir aldrig vi igen.

I miss you Idk what we were you made me feel special I loved you smile and ur laugh I miss your touch and kisses I miss you calls when u walk home I’m sorry idk what happened but I can’t force anything life is life

what the fuck is this? a friendship? a situationship? you make me feel so special and so isolated all at once

All I did was love you and all you did was hurt me. I spend my days empty, trying to pick up the pieces you broke, all by myself while you already moved on like I meant nothing to you.

Do you still think about me they way I think about you? My love for you is unconditional and that will never change. I guess it really was the right person wrong time.

i wish i never liked you because you messed me up in so many ways i wish i can take back everything we did anyways miss u.

i love you so much. you know that. i could never get tired of you. take all you want from me. please.. just stay

i hope you're happy now, it feels wrong to feel happy seeing your name pops up on my phone but i cant help it, i miss you, marciboy.