u were technically my first real boyfriend and because of u I fear relationships. u hurt me so much and ur literally so manipulative. I don't get how u were able to cheat and still get away with it. I was so gullible and I really hope u learn from ur mistakes, because u should never ever ever have to threaten someone to stay with you. anyways I really wished u never turned everyone against me after we broke up bc u sent me down a downward spiral but whatever.