Unsent messages to JESUS
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Why? Why did you leave me when you know I need you? why break my heart once again? Why did you stop fighting for us? Why ?...
From: ABC
To: Jesus
᎔ á”á”á”á” á¶Ê°á”á¶á”ᶊâżá” á”Êž âżá”á”á”Ëą Ê°á”á”ᶊâżá” á” Ê·á”á”ËĄá” Ê·Êłá¶Šá”á” á”á”˥˥ᶊâżá” á”á” á” á”ᶊ˹˹ á”á”. Êžá”á” á”âżá¶á” á”á”ËĄá” á”á” á”á” Ê·á”ᶊᔠᶠá”Êł Êžá”á”. ᎟á”á” á”Êł ʷᶊá”Ê° Ê°á”Êł âżá”Ê· á”ᔠ᎔ á”á”á”á” Ê·á”ᶊá”ᶊâżá”Ë áŽ” á”ᶊ˹˹ Êžá”á”.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Yo sé que quizås te soy indiferente, pero esa indiferencia mi corazón no la entiende y sigue siendo un traidor que late por ti.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I loved you alot and I still miss you very much but I ruined it by being toxic and not caring abt you enough now someone else is:( I'll love your forever
From: ABC
To: Jesus
You took something from me that i cherished, because of you i now view myself as nothing but a useless object.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I wish i we were older enough to have better time together i regret hurting you i regret that i didnt love ou the most i regret so many things i didnt do when we were together , one thing i wont ever regret is dating you. yes, we were young but this young loved showed me alot of things and how wonderful of a human being tou were. Sadly we became older and i started to regret my younger decisons i made and made me realize what actually felt and i wish we could see each other on more time and explain myself why i did it , not because i want you back but i feel things didnt end right and i think we coulve ended up in better terms and i would just like to say that thank you for everything you did to me all those adventures and those funny moments thank you ffor being my first everything and i will never forget you, I love you.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I spoke to you with my eyes thinking youâd notice but never did . I miss the good mornings and when youâd look me in the eyes. You canât imagine how happy I was when you came back after 2 weeks..I missed you so much I ask about you but I always seem to bother you . I tried my best to always help you , think of you & reach out. I promise I wonât do that anymore .I have to stop thinking your this nice quiet guy. Your not mean , your just not interested I get it . I thought there was something idk what but we always would run into each other and Iâd always hear your name I get it we work together but still I thought us running into each other was a sign that maybe you liked me too. I donât think that anymore youâve made it clear you donât want my negative energy . You made me cry that day , you hurt my feelings I would never try to be mean to you .I just wanted you to know that I wouldâve risked it all for you.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
you were my best friend, i had so much love for you. thank you for believing in me and helping me get out of a dark place all those years ago. part of me hopes you'll see this, know who it is, and reach out but the other part hopes you never do because i don't even know what i would say after all this time. we're strangers to each other now but you'll always have a place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
you were my best friend, i had so much love for you. thank you for believing in me and helping me get out of a dark place all those years ago. part of me hopes you'll see this, know who it is, and reach out but the other part hopes you never do because i don't even know what i would say after all this time. we're strangers to each other now but you'll always have a place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I think I actually did love you. Thinking back on it you really where so kind and sweet to me. I cherished all the times we had, however brief it was that we where together i enjoyed every second of it right up to the end. I think i realized i loved you when we where laying on the red couch watching invader zim on your phone. It was so mundane and unspecial but i felt so safe and happy and loved just laying in your arms. I've moved on, finally almost a year later. It still hurts me that you said we couldn't be friends. I made such an effort for you, I knew times where tough for you, but I told you how tough they where for me too. I told you I had been up all night while my mom was in the hospital and just seeing you or even having a boring little convo on snap would have made that long night just a little more bearable. But no. you did what you always did. Ignored me and treated me like an annoying pest, I was up for 48 hours, in a hospital parking garage unsure if my mother was okay. But why would you care? We where never friends in the first place. I was just some bitch you would fuck right? I can't imagine you seeing me any other way. You hurt me so much that I didn't think anyone could ever love me. I was convinced you ruined me others. I was unlovable. Useless. I see now that you where probably heart broken from someone that came before me. You want something that i do not have to offer or that no one can. I hope you're doing well and that you end up with all you desire. Eat some real food, you cant survive on hot chips and monster.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
That last 'I love you' that I said wasn't true.
But you always lied to me, even that time.
Tell me, I am that easy to forget?
From: ABC
To: Jesus
aunque entiendo que lo nuestro es pasajero realmente siento que no quiero perderte no quiero perder esa pequeña persona que me da algo de felicidad en este mundo aunque sea una mierda tu eres la razon de que yo me despierte feliz y se que ya te aburriste de mi pero realmente no tengo la suficiente fuerza para desir que esto debe parar.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
thank u for dying for me. i didnt deserve it but you still did. i love you always, oh and thanks for saving my life
From: ABC
To: Jesus
fuck you for giving me false hope and manipulating me into making a decision that led to the worst year of my life. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
En el fondo yo sabĂa que no era ahĂ, pero estirĂ© tanto la liga que se rompiĂł. Me esforcĂ© tanto por amarte que me rompĂ, no me arrepiento porque el amor nunca serĂĄ un error, pero aprendĂ.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Desde un principio sabĂa que lo nuestro nunca serĂa posible, pues me enamorĂ© de ti cuando tu tienes novia, y apesar de eso no me rendĂ, porque tenĂa un poco de esperanza de que me hicieras caso:( pero no fue asĂ, nos empezamos a llevar bien y me ganaba la tentaciĂłn de querer darte un beso, pero nunca lo hice por quĂ© respeto tu relaciĂłn y no me gustarĂa tener problemas contigo, Ya paso casi un mes desde que comenzamos hablar y me dices que serĂĄs papĂĄ:( bien por ti me alegro pero ala vez me pongo triste por mi.. hoy hago el intento de poder sacarte de mi corazĂłn, aunque serĂĄ difĂcil porque tĂș fuiste diferente al resto te quiero demasiado JM
From: ABC
To: Jesus
i've been in love with you for months now and i'm sorry i didn't admit to it, im still afraid of my own feelings but thank you for showing me how to love
From: ABC
To: Jesus
You donât need to be afraid of what happens after goodbye. Iâm happier now. Despite everything I wish for the best for u even when itâs without me.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I love you, but you know Iâll never look at you the way I looked at him. My heart will never be yours...Iâm sorry
From: ABC
To: Jesus
E vivido tantas cosas contigo que me hacen creer que nunca te importĂ© pero en algĂșn momento las personas cambian y siento que has cambiado y que has cambiado en verdad por mi
From: ABC
To: Jesus
You left me with a hole that only you can fill, but I'm better off without you. My heart will always miss you but I don't want you back.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Me hiciste tanto bien, eres la persona mĂĄs increĂble que pude haber encontrado. Fuiste tan importante en mi vida como nadie lo a sido y marcaste tanto como nadie lo harĂĄ, gracias por todo, espero volver a verte te deseo lo mejor.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
cada canción de los beatles me recuerda a ti, te echo mucho de menos, ojalå haberme podido despedir de ti, sea donde estés te extraño no sabes cuanto
From: ABC
To: Jesus
iâve never stopped liking you since the summer of 8th grade year, but iâve always been the second choice soo:)
From: ABC
To: Jesus
everyone tells me you aren't for me and i'm not for you, but no matter what, i try to convince myself there will never be anything between us but my heart still wants you. i try looking for other guys but they're just not you :/
From: ABC
To: Jesus
so you ended up not staying... why am i not surprised. iâm not stupid you know. i know you were talking to other girls. iâm debating telling you off before i block you on everything.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
You hurt me and I canât forgive you so I hurt you back but no matter what your my first love and always will be but you fucked up my life
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Te amo y tengo miedo que nunca pueda amar a alguien como te amo a ti. No soy estupida, se que lo nuestro se tiene que acabar en algĂșn punto porque nuestro amar estĂĄ mal. No deberĂamos amarnos y no se como llegamos a este punto. Pero tengo miedo, en algĂșn punto los dos estaremos con diferentes personas. Tengo miedo de seguir amĂĄndote porque no tienes idea de lo que siento por ti. Me duele al saber que estas con ella tambiĂ©n, que tambiĂ©n la besas, que tambiĂ©n le haces el amor, y que de seguro tambiĂ©n la amas y se lo dices. Me dices que me amarĂĄs siempre, juras que lo harĂĄs. No se porque dejo que esto continĂșe. Se que solo me estoy lastimando pero no se como estar sin ti. Me gustarĂa tener el valor de decirte esto a tu cara pero no puedo. No importa porque aun te amare. Algunas veces me arrepiento de haberte conocido porque no sabĂa que tanto te iba a querer. Necesito dejarte ir y no se como. Lo nuestro es un secreto que nos llevaremos a la muerte, pero quiero que sepas que te amare siempre aunque tu no hagas lo mismo.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I got tired of begging you to love me. If you were to come back to me tomorrow and love me the way I love you, I would take you back.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Lord please I beg let me let the thought of him go. He consumes my mind and heart, in both a lovely and harmful way. I cannot see his purpose in my life. Please let me let him go.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Lo siento, lamento tanto lo que tuviste que pasar por mi decisiĂłn, pero tenĂa que dejarte ir por mi bien, se que te dije que me alejaba por que no madurabas, pero en realidad era por que estaba volviendo a una versiĂłn de mi que jure jamĂĄs revivir la cual prometĂa no depender de alguien y nuestra relaciĂłn aunque fue muy bonita era co-dependiente y no era sano para los dos menos para mi...
Te ame, te ame hasta el Ășltimo dĂa y mĂĄs, pero ya no podĂa soportar la idea de no poder sentirte
, abrarzarte y llorar todas las noches por simplemente querer escuchar tu voz diciendo "te amo cariño" Sin necesidad de un celular. Espero de verdad que me perdones y aĂșn sueño con el dĂa de encontrarnos y cumplir las promesas que nos hicimos.
Jamås te olvidaré...
From: ABC
To: Jesus
᎔ ËĄá”á”á”á”ᔠᶠá”Êł Ê°á”á”ᔠᶊ⿠˹ᔠá”á”âżÊž á”á”á”á”ËĄá”. ᎏâżá” Êžá”á” Ê·á”Êłá” á”Ê°á” á”âżËĄÊž á”âżá” ʷʰᔠᶠá”˥ᔠ˥ᶊá”á” Ê°á”á”á” á”á” á”á”. ᎔ ËĄá”á”á” Êžá”á” á”âżá” á”Ê°á”âżá” Êžá”ᔠᶠá”Êł á”Ê°á” á”ᶊá”á” Ê·á” Ëąá”á”âżá” á”á”á”á”á”Ê°á”Êł. â»á”á”âżËąá”
From: ABC
To: Jesus
i hope you miss me and regret getting your dick sucked by another girl. i know you dont and thats the worst part.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
i'll always care about you even though i shouldn't,if you ever need anything im always here,even though you wouldn't do the same for me.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I got scared, I'm sorry I hurt you. But I never stopped loving you. I hope life treats you well, and I love that we can still be friends.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Te extraño, lamento tanto dejarte ir, me sentĂ completa contigo aun espero que me perdones y regreses algĂșn dĂa y volver a brillar juntos mi sol
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Why did you act like you cared if in the end you were just gonna leave... I miss you and I regret getting used to you...
From: ABC
To: Jesus
It just passed two months since you died. I'm so sorry you felt like that was your only option, I wish you would have talked to me about things and let me help you. You should have been here for us to turn 18, you were my best friend and I wish you were here right now, but I'll see you again someday. I love you and I'm sorry
From: ABC
To: Jesus
you loved me in a way I have never been loved before. I can feel our love slowly fade and it honestly hurts so much, knowing there is nothing I can do. I will always love you and be thankful for you.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I loved you whole heartedly Fermin.....You were my person.... I was here while you were off doing your thing...I cried over you because you kept putting me off.....you ruined me and you went with the girl who you knew wanted to ruin me and my reputation....and you helped her.......Iâd still take you back....if you reach out to me I would run back to you I would leave my boyfriend for you.....I would be yours in a second but you donât want me....
From: ABC
To: Jesus
i hope youâre happy, i really did care about you so much even though it may not have seemed like it.. iâm sorry
From: ABC
To: Jesus
HablĂĄbamos bastante tiempo por las noches, nunca pudiste confiar en mi, nunca te vi de una manera como pareja pero creo que el problema en la amistad eras tĂș y no yo, abre los ojos, no te odio, ese es el problema
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Whyâd u lead me on when u knew how I felt. why couldnât u js be honest.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
it hurts that this meant nothing to you and everything to me
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I miss you dearly.
I wish we couldâve had our son. Maybe we still can. In another universe, maybe.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
Im so sorry that i stopped loving you. I just wish you never met me..You would be happier that way
From: ABC
To: Jesus
i wouldâve married you in a heartbeat if you asked, yet you still chose everyone else but me..
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I cant move on. I try to so hard but im always stuck on the thought of you.
From: ABC
To: Jesus
I hope you donât hurt me. Iâm trying to be what you want
