how did things change so quickly? one night you’re on the phone with me, calling me the love of your life and the next im unadded.

Hey, just wanted to let you know that I do care about u still. I know I meet you once a week and don't really seem to even meet your eyes for a second. I know you still feel comfort in me, and thats probably why you still talk to me about things that are happening in your life, the beauty, the sad, the hate och the love. And even though I look away, I care. And I hope the best for you. I believe in you. You hurt me though, more than anyone ever has. I never saw it, living in that hell-type-space, but I see it now and I really do hope that you never do the same damage to other being. You messed up my whole life and I will never be able to take that back. But I do, even though its hard, remember all the fun times we had. How we used to talk, about everything. How we could go for walks for hours and never stop talking. I ofter forget those times, but when I do remember the, I also remember how nice it was. How nice it was having you I my company, even though my mom never liked you, or my dad. I really did, I loved you Marcus, even if it nearly killed me. And they say love love is exhausting, and it is, but I was never tired of you.

Du var min bästa vän där ett tag men grejen är att efter allt du har gjort så kommer vi aldrig någonsin kunna vara vänner igen. Aldrig. Och alla människor i mitt liv som jag lät dig komma nära lämnar dig med mig. Det blir aldrig vi igen.

you used me, but the feeling you gave me when we were together made me overlook all the bad you had in you.

thought u were the most indie dude ever. u were super cute and sweet and i would always catch u glancing at me in the halls. wish u the best as u step into real life

its been awhile and you've moved on which I'm glad to see you seem really happy. I know its been almost three years but i cannot stop and think what I did wrong. I'm not sure i will ever get that closer but that's okay. I miss us talking everyday and making jokes. I miss the day we met. when I ran away from you. that day will always be a favourite memory of mine when I think of you. I love you.

I just realized you're an asshole. It'll be hard, but it's time to let go. I also don't think I wish you well

if you were still in love with her the whole time, why did u waste my time and tell me all the things u did? just to cheat on me

If I knew that it was our last hug, I would've held on tighter, and longer. I wish I could feel the warmth of you again

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You litterally ruined my perception of love. You broke me in ways I didn´t even know was possible. I just want to say thank you. At least now I know what love isn´t.

you'll never see me more than anything but friends.
sometimes, you act as if though you care enough about me in a romantic way. but your other actions say otherwise. make up your mind. i'm tired of waiting for you.

i love you and i hope one day you and i will be what we used to. but i can’t forgive u after how hurt and worthless you made me feel after sending that breakup text.

do you remember when we would stay after school everyday to talk? i miss those times. or, when we would be laughing our asses off playing roblox or minecraft. i miss playing w you. do you remember when we got fries at five guys? that was so fun and hilarious.
do i mean anything to you? do our memories mean anything?
i jus want things to go back how they were, if we can't be more than friends.
if i had another chance to tell you "i really like you" i would. but i can't.

You are truly an amazing guy but I know I am not the right person for you u just do not care the way for me that I hoped u do

you really hurt me at the time. you made me think “this is what couples and people do” but it wasn’t. i’m seeing someone so much better who likes me for me and doesn’t pressure me to do anything i don’t want to. he cares about my well-being unlike you.

I tell my friends everything about our relationship... they told me i should’ve been done with you. they told me i was too good for you.
they know how you talk to me, they know how you treat me, but i manage to hold on because i know that’s not you... i know that having a gf that cant leave the house or see you outside of school is draining...
i’m willing to go through the pain just to end up in a happy relationship with you. no matter how many times they call me an idiot for it

yo it’s karina. i’m still in love with you btw ?. i can’t seem to find anyone else attractive and it’s making me lose my mind.

When ever I walk past you my stomach fills up with butterflies and I feel like I’m going to explode with happiness when you say my name.

I miss you so much. ik we've kind of reconnected, but it feels like we are fading. I wish we were little fourth graders again.

i hope you're happy now, it feels wrong to feel happy seeing your name pops up on my phone but i cant help it, i miss you, marciboy.

you’ll never see this because you left this Earth already but it kills me every single day that I will never be able to tell you all the things that were left unsaid. I felt ways when I was around you that nobody else has ever made me feel. It still hurts so much. Our memories replay in my mind every single day. I miss everything. It’s not right I wanted to see you do so much more in life. I love you.

u were technically my first real boyfriend and because of u I fear relationships. u hurt me so much and ur literally so manipulative. I don't get how u were able to cheat and still get away with it. I was so gullible and I really hope u learn from ur mistakes, because u should never ever ever have to threaten someone to stay with you. anyways I really wished u never turned everyone against me after we broke up bc u sent me down a downward spiral but whatever.

if you really feel that way, REACH OUT TO ME. APOLOGIZE. actually change and stop being selfish and maybe we’d get somewhere.

I loved you. I cared for you. I worried about you so much and did things for you that i wouldn't do for anyone else. I always asked how was your day and how you slept.. told you good morning and i always tried to make sure you were straight. I had love for you. But all the things you said back were lies and you now hate me so easily like you never loved me. I hope you know no other girl would treat you like that and that i was special. You also wanted to bring up my biggest insecurity and I will never forget that.

I want to talk to you. You won't let me talk to you. You told me to give you time. I'm going to give you time. It's the hardest thing waking up each time thinking about where you are and realizing it isn't last year. But I can do it. I just wish I didn't have to. Sometimes I think you're leaving messages on the quiz I made. But I can't be sure. I can't embarrass myself like that again unless I'm sure. And I can't risk you hating me anymore than you already might. I just miss you.

Hey watermelon sour patch remind me of you still . I’m sorry if I made things awkward and ruined our friendship. I didn’t have a crush on you right away actually btw. I’m over you but I miss you, I wanted to tell you that when we texted. I wish we were friends again

I'm sorry for cheating on you. I've never been foreword and I led you on. In reality I knew what I wanted, and it couldn't be you. You are loved, Marcus always.

i miss the old you. the person who’d dance with me whenever a song i loved came on. i want the boy who would bring me flowers and my favourite snack whenever i was having a bad day. i wish that person were still here. but instead it’s been replaced with who you are now, the person who left me for the one person you told me not to worry about. sometimes i wonder if she gets to see the person i fell in love with, i hope she does. however, i want that person back. i want the boy who bought me a ring and promised me forever to hold me.

it hurt me so much when you said her name. i know you didn’t mean to and i know i said i forgive you but it still hurts and i can’t stop thinking about it when i close my eyes.

i wish you thought about me as much as i you. those friendly actions seemed to mean a lot more to me then they did to you. comforting me about my dumb insecurities showed me that maybe, just maybe, you’re just a genuinely good person. i wish i wasn’t so ugly. maybe then you would like me a fraction of the amount i liked you.

I'm really trying and I hope that you didn't give up on me. I hope that I'm still your first choice .

it was hard being the only one that fell,because in the end it was the hope I kept for so long that really broke me.Blue just like the sky that night:)

All I did was love you and all you did was hurt me. I spend my days empty, trying to pick up the pieces you broke, all by myself while you already moved on like I meant nothing to you.

I gave you love the only way i knew how; was i too much? Was it too much to ask for you to calm the waves of doubt with your reassurance? In the end though i was right, it's sad really. You said to wait for you..ill wait until 2021. I can only bare to wait until then..i can't hold onto you forever with false hope. Whatever happens, know that you'll never find love like mine and i'm sorry for what you're about to lose. But also know i loved you wholeheartedly and i appreciate you for making me feel loved while we dated. I cried the night you broke up with me, but as the days go on the aching feeling of missing you is slowly fading. I'll never forget you...

almost been a year now, every second month when i get my nails done, i get dark blue. it's stupid isn't it? the fact that i still have hope. the fact that every day i think of you knowing damn well shes the one you're thinking about. but hey, youre happy and that makes me happy. i miss you so much, i'll love you forever and always.. i promise.

I didn’t lose you. You lost the only person who really cares for you. You lost the one who would have done anything for you.

I understand that you couldn’t choose me over her. You said you loved both of us, but I can see it clearly now... the only problem is that I still love you, but you’re falling asleep next to her.

I know I'm very naive to think we could ever be together. You always said that we were soulmates and that we would be so happy together but distance just makes everything hard, and the fact that you couldn't get over her really hurt me, you kept comparing me to her and it broke me. I know I'm not as good as her but I didn't need to be constantly reminded. I know you won't read that but I love you and I don't wanna lose you.

I’m starting to believe the words you told me was all a lie, cause how can you like someone that much yet replace them that fast.

what the fuck is this? a friendship? a situationship? you make me feel so special and so isolated all at once

I miss you Idk what we were you made me feel special I loved you smile and ur laugh I miss your touch and kisses I miss you calls when u walk home I’m sorry idk what happened but I can’t force anything life is life

i tried to k myself and you think how i act is all about u. im not the selfish one, u are. is that what u wanted to hear? cause there u go

you were my first love. i still get butterflies when i hear your name. i still wear your favourite colour when i know i will see you. you will never love me, and that is alright. you are happy with her. you are good and kind and you deserve this. my heart can love you in peace from a distance.

look i know it didnt last long but it still meant alot to me. thank you for everything, i wish you the best. imy

you hurt me so much. you left me with nothing but pain. the most painful thing is that I had my first kiss with you and it was one of the best things that I ve ever felt in my entire life.
i know you are a good person after all, but this hurt me af...

i keep on telling you i regret what i did last night and that i still love you, but im so glad that i did what i did. i'm sorry bub

I waited so long for you and I wish you would of taken advantage of that opportunity when you had the chance...

every time you call me, i will answer without fail. i will always love you. you were the one who got away

you treated me like crap, yet sometimes the memories still come back. i’m glad i moved on and i wonder if you have done the same.