i always liked you and i was gonna hit you back but i realized i should just move on. im leaving u in 2020

you’re the worst thing to ever happen to me. you watched everyone else hurt me and didn’t think twice to add to the list.

For the longest time I thought you were the one, even after you had left me. After you left, I became the worst version of myself. I turned to alcohol, started doing reckless shit, hell I even got back with my ex that put me through absolute hell just to forget about you. But now, after almost 2 years I can FINALLY say I no longer crave for your presence. I actually fell in love and he’s the one I want for the rest of my life. I’ve finally moved on and I hope the best for you in life.

I regret taking you for granted and breaking your heart worse than anyone has. You deserved love and all I could give was selfishness. I now know you’re better without me and it crosses my mind every night how badly I treated you and our relationship while I was blinded by such selfishness. I love you

i love you a lot a lot im glad that even if you weren’t here for the start of 2020, you’ll be here for the start of 2021. i don’t think you’ll ever find this unless i send it to you, so let’s see how long it takes! i only want you to be happy and i don’t really care about anyone else, not even myself as long as you’re okay. if anyone hurts you then i’ll be sure to hurt them back >:( i love you, and ill forever be loving you.

i hate you so much. you are the absolute worst piece of trash on this earth. i hope you come to realize that and change lmao

i wish i never met you and i wish i never texted back. i think about you 2 am and 2 pm. i know all your intentions was to use me but i tried so hard to not believe it. you’re a sweet adorable soul but i learn now that even the nice guys have ugly intentions too...it just hurts me a lot...i want to cuddle with you again but it’ll be so wrong to.

On some days u still cross my mind and I miss you for a short time even though its been almost 9 months.

It wasn't about not seeing you, it was about nobody else seeing me. My entire body was foreign to me, I didn't want that to be the image of me that lived in anyone else's head too. I understand that you're happier where you are now, I just thought you should know that in case it ever crossed your mind. I'm glad you're happier now, and I wish you the best always.

You were one of my best friends and you led me on for almost a year and when I finally confessed you told me you felt the same way only to shit all over me and start dating someone else, someone better. I was hurt and pissed, but I get it.

I cared about you so much I really thought you did too. You ghosted me and it broke me and even though you hurt me I still can’t get you out of my head I’ve tried for so long now and nothing helps. I miss you so much

i STILL think of you, i guess i miss the 3 good memories we had together.. i wonder if you even remember me? sometimes i wish u would come back
- ‘b’

I loved you and you left me. I tried so hard to stay in your life. It was so easy for you to go. I tried again. And now my messages remain unread. I'll always love you.

i dont think u were actually my first love but i loved u. u saw the things in me i didnt see in myself

i just wanted to say I really care for you.. I always have and I always will. You are the best part of my day and I genuinely don't know what I would do without you. I know our distance is far but hopefully that doesn't seperate us. Thank you for everything and for making me smile everyday. i love you

You were the first person to ever love me. And you ruined it for no reason. Why am I not good enough?

I say that I hate you but I would give everything just to be with you again. Can we try again? Please?

I think the reason why I couldn’t say yes was because I’m afraid of love, but also I think I’m the reason behind that...

I’ve been in love with you for years. I don’t know how to truly tell you... you mean so much to me and you have no idea. I shouldn’t love you but I do, you simply just don’t feel the same way and that’s ok. I hope one day you’ll realize how much I do care about you. Maybe one day you’d want to be with me but for now I watch from a far and try so hard to help you. I want you to let me in, please let me help you. I know what it’s like. When are you going to realize that? You and I are so alike. You know I can help you but I know you’re afraid to trust people. You can trust me it’s ok love. We are the same. Please. I want you. More then anything

How could you claim to love me but treat me so horribly? Now there is someone who wants to love me the way I deserve to be treated but I’m fearful that he will get tired of me and leave because of the trust issues you caused. It’s like you are forever haunting me

You’re one of my best friends. And I was never supposed to feel this way. I’m sorry. Know that I’ll always be your biggest fan. I love you

u look so much happier with her. i tried so hard to make us work. i had never felt that way for someone b4, i was scared to lose u, and i did. i hope she's everything i couldn't be 4 u. its been 6 months and i'm still caught up on the idea of what could have been. i loved u then and i feel like part of me still does, i should have moved on by now but i cant find anyone who makes me feel the way you did. and the worst part is u were never even my boyfriend, u made it all feel to real. i miss u and i hope you're happy, hopefully someday i will be 2.

i trusted u like i had never trusted before . u ruined that trust . not only for urself . but for everyone else .

I used to wish that you would come back, but then I realized that I never really needed you
-small town southern man

you’re leaving soon, i want to come with you but i can’t afford it. I don’t think you’d ask me to come with you anyways.

I don't get why you ignore me every time I try to talk to you. I miss when we had a great relationship together. You would actually wanna hangout with each other. But, now you don't. Why? I miss you. I still love you. And, I still continue to think we're meant to be but really, are we?

i miss you so much... the day you left off the bus after we talked the whole ride i never said goodbye i regret that so much i just wish you never left... i miss you... I love you

I imagine you writing one of these for her and searching her name. seeing what fits. it all just sucks

I truly thought you were the one. I felt such a strong connection with you and I still do. I miss you so much and wish we could’ve worked. I wish you the best.

if i’m going to loose you, let me know. i can’t keep doing this anymore when you don’t meet me halfway.

I know we’re both in relationships with someone else now and it has been over 2 years, but to this day you’re still the one I was happiest with. I sometimes ask why did it ever end, but you don’t want me anymore or you wouldn’t have ghosted me when we started communicating again. I know you’ll never see this and if you do, you won’t know it’s for you. But I still love you.

i will always go back to you if you ever said you missed me. i understand i wasn’t enough and that i couldn’t fix you, i will always love you

I still miss you and love you as much as I did when we broke up a year ago. Please come back when you’re ready.

i wish we just didn’t end badly and we were still friends cause you made me happy and we should’ve stayed friends i really wish i could go back in time and not tell you my feelings.

i knew what was wrong when you asked, i just didn’t know how to put into words that i did it to myself, accidentally, of course. i spent so much time trying to figure out what i needed to do to do what you wanted or provide what you needed, i overworked myself in the process. i know that it was senseless because you weren’t going without even if i wasn’t there. i’m just charitable to all the wrong people, i think. i dunno, i think it’ll make sense to me eventually. but for now, i just need to be able to make myself feel closure so i can go on without holding anything over my head. i’m glad you’ve been absent, but i wish you could at least have told the truth, even just once. i guess you can’t ask for gifts you could never give, though.

You were only in my life for a few months but you were the first person I caught myself falling for. I hope you treat your future loves better

Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you, you said we would be forever. I still love you and always will.

I like you so much and i hope you feel the same way but there are so many obstacles between us, i really hope we can be something some day

I know in the long run you will not choose me but I will forever have love for you whether I want to or not. Your happiness is all that matters to me and I hope you know that no matter what happens I will never stop loving you. You are an amazing soul, never look back, chase your dreams , and remember to always do what makes you the happiest .?

i really really like you, but i know you won’t like me back. i’m younger, not your type, or anything else. i’m gonna try and get over you.

You listened to me when I told you about all the guys that left me and then you did the exact same thing

You were the one person I thought was different and you turned out to be worse than any of the others

i wish you wouldn’t had let her kiss you, you said you loved me, you still say i look pretty & that i deserved better, but honestly all i wanted in that moment was you.

i’m letting go of you. maybe in another lifetime we’ll find each other again. through the pain, i wish i could’ve told you i loved you one last time.

thank you for being there for me, you make everything better and make me smile although were not together i’m happy when you are, i get the fact your not ready for a relationship and maybe you don’t like me back but i care so much and i love you dude.

dude, you have no idea how much i’d kill to be with you. you make me so happy and for what? i don’t even know why, i don’t know if i could make you smile yet you make me smile bigger and brighter than the sun. i want you by my side and i want a future with you. it’s you and it has to be. i cant let go and i know i never will and it hurts but you just make my life worth living for.

i love you and miss you. and i can’t look at another without wishing it was you. i will always look for orange darts.

i compare every guy to you & so does my mom. thank you for showing me good guys are still out there.

I’m sorry I disappointed you, thank you for helping me grow as a person and for teaching me I’m worth it:)

you don’t love me right now but we will end up together, i just know it. (this is red bc i know it’s your favorite color)