Unsent messages to LOVE
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:15 pm UTC
I hate how you despise me but I’ll fall into your arms with weak eye contact, I don’t care if you hate my being. Your warmth is enough.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:00 am UTC
Seeing you today made me realize that what you did to me still hurts. Every time I try to convince myself that I'm over you, I kinda feel this deep pain. Like I've opened a wound or something. I feel like rather than closure, I need to forget you. Erase every smile, every picture, every picnic date. all of it.
and that's why I can't move. Why do u keep trying to keep me attached to you. You didn't even want me in the first place. Why can't you let me go so I can let you go
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:57 am UTC
Sometimes I think about if I miss you or not but now I know that I don’t miss you I just miss the feeling you would give me. We didn’t really love each other we loved the idea of each other and the feeling that we did have love.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: November 17, 2020, 8:48 pm UTC
I don't believe in love. everytime ive felt love for someone they leave shortly after. maybe I believe in it but just don't trust it. I miss when I trusted it. when I got butterflies in my stomach whenever I heard him say my name or when I had that warm feeling in my heart and head when he hugged me. I hope I can trust you again because without you love my life is dull and colorless.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: November 15, 2020, 2:39 am UTC
I really FUCKING want to see you, eat noodles with you, go for a walk in the rain in the middle of the night, watch the sky sit in front of a window, kiss you, sleep with you, I want it all, I want you
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: November 5, 2020, 11:32 am UTC
I've made clones of you and dropped them everywhere in my life. So many in fact that I thought they were you.I think it was never about being with you,the thrill was finding you.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: November 4, 2020, 5:37 pm UTC
I just want to say 3 words but now i am overthinking about it and have 300 words to tell you and also afraid to lose my friend
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: October 22, 2020, 4:01 am UTC
I'm glad that we're friends again, but I still feel uneasy when I think about you and the way you used to look at me.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: October 8, 2020, 9:32 am UTC
no words will ever mean more to me than 'to be paired with You in this waltzing motion of quips and gushes gives my soul new purpose.' your poetry is awe inspiring and a form of love in itself.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: October 6, 2020, 6:56 pm UTC
Thank you for making me have trust issues, and messing with my mind because now I keep pushing everyone away.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: October 6, 2020, 6:54 pm UTC
Thank you for making me have trust issues, and messing with my mind because now I keep pushing everyone away.
From: ABC
To: Love
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:22 am UTC
i dont care anymore, but still i do, i don't think about u anymore, but if u would text me i know i'd still meet u, idk why. Because it always ends up the same.
