Unsent messages to LOUIE

You mess with me

I love you ,u monkey

i love you pooks and i always will

no one will ever love you like i did.

i love you more then i love myself.

I have a big fat crush on you but you won’t notice :(

I'm tired, but I won't give up on us.

you were my best friend and i never thought i would lose you this soon but i miss you so much. i hope youre doing ok up there i just want you to know i love you.

I still remember when you called me. I still remember that happy moment.I wish I could have it again.

I’ve already sent one of these but I realised I messed it up. Louie I love you.. but not the current u the old u.. the one I dated in the past that lit up my world and made me feel like nobody else.. it’s not the same anymore. I miss the old u and I’m sure u miss the old me.. it just doesn’t seem to be working anymore

things are no longer the same anymore.. u were the best thing that ever happened to me and every relationship since then I’ve compared to how it was when me and u were together.. u made me so happy but when we broke up I wasn’t sad for long so I thought I’d got over it, but I’ve never really recovered and it’s always been in my mind and been my biggest regret allowing us to go separate ways.. we may be dating again but we’re both so different now. we don’t even speak.. its pointless but I’m going to stay w u in hope that the old u returns. I love you

you were my first love, I don't know that I can feel that way about a person again, because when I picture myself on my wedding day the only person I can imagine marrying is you.

you were my best friend. i knew how you felt about me but i never did anything about it because i couldn't trust anyone bc of my ex. i wish i did something. i was in love with you too.

I would’ve done just about anything for a second chance, but I never told you. In the end I was just too late.

hi. i just think that you should know you are my first ever love. the first time we spoke was almost two years ago. ever since that first time we spoke, you havent left my mind. when we began messaging again for real six months ago... i couldnt believe it. how could someone like me message someone like you? we're worlds apart.
i'll never forget the day you called me beautiful. boy did that make me feel special. you made me feel ontop of the world and i thank you for that. when we met up we had a blast but you had no idea that for all this time before, in those two years, i loved you. and we were standing there face to face, staring at each other. and you were my everything but you had no idea.
remember this colour? lilac. its the colour you picked out for me when i got my nails done and you helped me match it to my led lights. we were. weird. but we were weird together. and i loved it. i had never got on with someone so well before in my life. so i was right the whole time. in those two years i secretly loved you because i believe we were meant to be together...well it was true. i was right.
when i really knew i loved you was when i would wait until you were asleep first before me. when i would force myself to stay awake to make sure you went to sleep at a reasonable time.
i remember when i met your parents for the first time. they were so lovely and made me feel so welcome, like i was apart of the family.
everything about you is perfect. you hate the way your ears stick out..i love them. i love the way you speak the way your voice sounds, the way you walk, the way you have a sleepy voice that gives me butterflies and there's so much more i could go on for pages and pages. to you, youre not perfect. i dont know how you cant see it. but you are louie. youre perfect.

the first time you kissed me under the tree in the park was special. it was like a spark. we connected once more. then you asked me to be your girlfriend and you told me you were in love with me. i'll never ever forget that day louie. never.
and since then we have grown together. yes we argue but we grow from that as well. the way you make me feel is indescribable. i dont normally like to compare you to others but everyone else that i talked to or was with before you, bored me within the first few days. but thats how i knew you were different. you had this passion and zest for life that i had never seen before and i admired you for it. every single day i thank god that i can call you mine and that i am with you and i can spend time with you and i that i know you like no one else does or can.

everyday i fall more and more in love with you. please never change.

I hate how naive I was and that I let you take advantage of me. I wish I could go back and make smarter choices. I wish I didn't like the attention you gave me so much. I wish I didn't have to lie to my friends and family and keep it a secret. Fuck you x

how can you just lose feelings so quickly? how can you just forget about us and leave us behind? how can you fuck me like you didn’t break my fucking heart without any warning?

i wanted to make it work. i never moved on from you and i know you know that deep down. i was gonna tell you that i loved you but then you ended it because you didn’t feel the same anymore..

i love you so much. you’re smile is the only thing in this world that makes me happy. you are an angel and i want to tell you how much i care about you. but you don’t love me, i’m ugly and you deserve to be with someone else so i’ll just grieve and try to move on

I love you so much and i’m sorry that it took me this long to understand how much you love me too but now it’s too late

When I miss you it's just moments of weakness. I don't want to speak to you again. I'm worth more than that.

I need to stop assuming every message I see under my name is from you. You spelt most things wrong anyway so I do not trust it ahahah

I think she's writing you messages on here too. You don't deserve one girl being heartbroken over you, let alone two.

I know we’re going to be forever but I need to stop chasing you and let the uni verse do it’s thing. Until then I love u my squishy boy x

I wish I didn’t have to be your learning curve. I wanted to meet you when you changed into the person you needed to be for us to be together.

I’ll call you to catch up when the pain goes away - I meant it when I said I looked forward to seeing the kind of person you turn into.

Fuck I just really miss you. And it’s only been like 3 days since we last talked but I just want things to be “normal” again - you hurt me so much but I’d do that whole month over again just so I could hear your voice one more time.

I hope you keep to your promise. As much as I want to hate you, I can't. Maybe I'll call you in like a year, who knows?

I hate you so fucking much. How dare you. I fell for you, and you knew that - I thought you fell for me too. If I hadn't found out myself, I doubt you would've ever told me that you had a girlfriend. I hope you fucking rot.

do you like me back? please say you do, every time you compliment me my heart swells and i feel so good

I’m beginning to forget the small details of the time we spent together. One day I hope we cross paths again and I can kiss all your scars once more

i know you're just going through a hard time right now and you've reassured me that everything's fine, but i've been left behind before for the same reason.

I don’t know why you never apologised for the things you did or said but made me apologise a million times for getting mad at it. I’ll always love you though

i can put my walls down when i'm with you. the last time i did that with someone i got hurt. don't be the same.