Unsent Messages

hi. i just think that you should know you are my first ever love. the first time we spoke was almost two years ago. ever since that first time we spoke, you havent left my mind. when we began messaging again for real six months ago... i couldnt believe it. how could someone like me message someone like you? we're worlds apart.
i'll never forget the day you called me beautiful. boy did that make me feel special. you made me feel ontop of the world and i thank you for that. when we met up we had a blast but you had no idea that for all this time before, in those two years, i loved you. and we were standing there face to face, staring at each other. and you were my everything but you had no idea.
remember this colour? lilac. its the colour you picked out for me when i got my nails done and you helped me match it to my led lights. we were. weird. but we were weird together. and i loved it. i had never got on with someone so well before in my life. so i was right the whole time. in those two years i secretly loved you because i believe we were meant to be together...well it was true. i was right.
when i really knew i loved you was when i would wait until you were asleep first before me. when i would force myself to stay awake to make sure you went to sleep at a reasonable time.
i remember when i met your parents for the first time. they were so lovely and made me feel so welcome, like i was apart of the family.
everything about you is perfect. you hate the way your ears stick out..i love them. i love the way you speak the way your voice sounds, the way you walk, the way you have a sleepy voice that gives me butterflies and there's so much more i could go on for pages and pages. to you, youre not perfect. i dont know how you cant see it. but you are louie. youre perfect.

the first time you kissed me under the tree in the park was special. it was like a spark. we connected once more. then you asked me to be your girlfriend and you told me you were in love with me. i'll never ever forget that day louie. never.
and since then we have grown together. yes we argue but we grow from that as well. the way you make me feel is indescribable. i dont normally like to compare you to others but everyone else that i talked to or was with before you, bored me within the first few days. but thats how i knew you were different. you had this passion and zest for life that i had never seen before and i admired you for it. every single day i thank god that i can call you mine and that i am with you and i can spend time with you and i that i know you like no one else does or can.

everyday i fall more and more in love with you. please never change.