Unsent messages to KAI
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: August 1, 2023, 11:27 pm UTC
i love you endlessly my love. i could look at you for hours.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: August 1, 2023, 11:24 pm UTC
I miss ur laugh but I don’t miss the way you left me
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 29, 2023, 10:18 pm UTC
I find you at the end of every love song
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 28, 2023, 5:46 am UTC
i will always love you unconditionally.
always.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 28, 2023, 3:49 am UTC
You will forever remind me of beabadoobee
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 28, 2023, 1:37 am UTC
if you wanted me you rlly shouldve showed
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 27, 2023, 2:54 am UTC
"And I don't mind that that's the way things go."
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 27, 2023, 2:45 am UTC
you’ll always be the reason i love spring but hate summer.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 23, 2023, 5:17 pm UTC
I miss you. I miss everything about you. xO
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:22 am UTC
why does your voice feels like the home I've been longing for?
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:23 pm UTC
we will never ever meet again and i’m so happy about it
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:10 pm UTC
I keep touching the grass pretending it's your hair.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:18 pm UTC
you were really confusing but i sincerely liked you, a lot
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:50 am UTC
i loveeee you so much even tho we just met
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:38 am UTC
I miss how we used to talk, but I’m glad we still do.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:17 pm UTC
i love you and i miss you sm, i cant wait to see you <3
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:24 am UTC
I don’t know how to tell you but I think I like you
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:24 am UTC
im sorry. i wish i could take it back but what’s done is done
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:14 pm UTC
I often think about you and the first time I saw you and how you made me feel. You were the first person I ever loved. You completely broke me, it wasn't even your fault most of the time. I did it to myself, you broke me. I became addicted to the way you made me feel, broken. For 6 years I was yours but you were never mine.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 18, 2021, 3:44 am UTC
(yellow because u remind me of the sun and all the joy u bring us) Hey, we haven't really talked in a while. How've you been? I mean we've facetimed, but only for class. I don't think we've had an actual conversation in ages. I miss that. And I miss you. I know your busy but I we're drifting apart somehow. I'm still glad we're in touch though, and i love you. Thank you for all the laughs
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 18, 2021, 2:59 am UTC
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing you. Maybe I'm not losing you, I'm losing it. All I know is I don't want to. If you were to ask me what I really want, I would say you. I'm wildly in love with you. I know it's not right, I know I'm not supposed to be, but I am. There's nothing else to say though, I know this will always be unrequited. It's okay. As long as I can keep you in my life, it's all okay.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:05 am UTC
This is so when you search your name, you know someone loves you. I'm dtf but Ik you're not the one. I still love you as a person. It's okay to not be okay.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 15, 2021, 4:02 am UTC
I miss you..
I think about your touch & I just melt.. I smile & start to cry. I dream about you everyday, I hope you come back someday. Remember how we said “someday” .. I stand by that.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:41 pm UTC
i just dont know how i feel anymore, one day i think i like you or someone else the next i just feel like stop being your friend. i’m such a shit person and dont want too live like this anymore, the truth is i never got better tbh. living like this feels like a chore and i hate how i act, you were the only person i felt comfortable around but i’m not sure anymore, i just keep getting more numb and worse.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:44 am UTC
god, i'm so in love with you. that's what i never told you- i don't just have feelings for you. i am so, incredibly, undeniably, in love with you and it hurts but at the same time it feels so incredibly good. so real. so alive. loving you keeps me alive, and i wouldn't trade that for anything. i don't care if you never love me back. truly. i care about you too much to care about such trivial things as one-sided love. just stay alive. stay here. stay with me. live life, make memories, listen to the good songs and the bad songs and everything inbetween because i promise, it is so, so incredibly worth it.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:10 am UTC
let me be over there again
i wish i could be with them instead
let me return for the night shift
i miss them like they’re my only friend
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:07 am UTC
i love you a lot and as much as i don’t say it, i really do love you. you’re so cool dude and however this goes, i’m happy it was with you.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:50 pm UTC
I wish you never hurt me the way that you did. You were my best friend and you've shattered my perception of love.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:56 am UTC
Why can’t you just text me. Even tho we haven’t been together in over two years I can’t get you off my mind. I think about you all the time. All I want most in life is you and it fucking sucks. I have no idea if you even think about me or even loved me but I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving you
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:58 am UTC
i hate how you consume me, all i want to do is be loved by you but i hate you so much, you make me feel stupid
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:50 am UTC
kai, we’ve always been an on and off again couple, a lot of the times due to me being insecure, thank you for always loving me and treating me like i’m the only person in this world that matters to you, forever grateful to have met you, i’ve learned endless life lessons thanks to you and i will always carry love for you no matter what you do. thank you for just being you because i’m madly in love with you. i’m sorry if i’m not enough at times it’s really hard sometimes but thank you for always reassuring me . i truly love you . like you said let’s stick together yeah?
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 5, 2021, 12:23 pm UTC
kai, uve helped me so much. ure the first person who has ever understood my feelings and made me feel heard, when i would cry and rant to people it never rlly felt like they understood my pain but u always have, u have the best replys and everytime i see ur name pop up in chat i get all happy idk why. everytime ur sad ill always try and help i just want u to be happy i feel like u deserve the world rn all the things uve gone through its just awful i love u so much i hope you know i care and uve saved me multiple times. please never leave me. thank u so much for being my friend, i hate making friends bc i always get nervous that they are gonna not like me but ive never rlly felt that way about u, u make me feel safe and calm rlly ure rlly the only friend i want really. thank u so much for all u do for me
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 5, 2021, 11:10 am UTC
after all these years you still have a lot of explaining to do. loverboy
p.s. I wonder if you kept my present
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:52 pm UTC
Holy hell I really like you but I have no chance cause 3 other girls like you... Why do you string me on still?
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:00 am UTC
i miss what we had. i miss the late calls, and talking about goofy things. i just want to hear your voice again.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:09 am UTC
i never told you but i loved you. you loved my best friend. it’s the most cliché heartbreak story ever. but i’m so glad you chose her in the end.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:34 pm UTC
I liked you since the first day you texted me in may, I know this is really fucking dumb and we only dated for a month but you were the first person who ever treated me right and it fucking hurt to see you fall in love with someone else in August :(
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:04 pm UTC
You make me so happy whenever I sense you and you are the most amazing man I have ever met I hope I can spend the rest of my life with you buttercup I love you
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:39 am UTC
i remember ft every weekend until 4am, 2yrs of being ur friend and u still couldn’t figure out i loved you. unusually i would think about u every night. but now it’s only 2 a week. I met a new boy. the funny thing is, his name is also kai. he plays minecraft with me, that’s something u used to do with her.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:43 am UTC
I absolutely hate you with everything I have in me and I try to ignore the fact that I like you but I can't. Overall you're an amazing person and I'm grateful that you have a big impact on my life. I hate you.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
Why didnt you tell me you stopped liking me? You couldve told me instead of what you did. You deserved the misery of the long arguments but I didnt.
From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: January 2, 2021, 1:09 am UTC
bro i fucking love you and idk if it’s platonic or romantic but i be falling in this love. ik you’ll never like me back and it’s ok, it’s fine but i just wanna thank you for helping me so much ily
