kai, uve helped me so much. ure the first person who has ever understood my feelings and made me feel heard, when i would cry and rant to people it never rlly felt like they understood my pain but u always have, u have the best replys and everytime i see ur name pop up in chat i get all happy idk why. everytime ur sad ill always try and help i just want u to be happy i feel like u deserve the world rn all the things uve gone through its just awful i love u so much i hope you know i care and uve saved me multiple times. please never leave me. thank u so much for being my friend, i hate making friends bc i always get nervous that they are gonna not like me but ive never rlly felt that way about u, u make me feel safe and calm rlly ure rlly the only friend i want really. thank u so much for all u do for me