Unsent messages to JULIAN
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: August 7, 2023, 8:05 am UTC
i wish you didn't ghost me out of the blue
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 27, 2023, 2:51 am UTC
you are worth more than everything this world has to offer
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:29 pm UTC
i still rlly like u, i wish it woulda worked out >_<
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:46 pm UTC
i'm glad to at least have been your friend
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:27 am UTC
you’ve helped me find happiness again, thank you forever.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:30 pm UTC
I hope we live the rest of our lives together.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
please hold me all night. my door is always open for you.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 12, 2023, 5:57 pm UTC
we had so much more, i wish i didn't let it slip away
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 11, 2023, 11:26 am UTC
u are irreplaceable, I can't move forward:<<
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: July 10, 2023, 8:31 am UTC
i miss you so much haha, thank you for the memories
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:36 am UTC
I’m sorry for ever making you feel like you weren’t good enough- thank you for teaching me
how to be myself.I will always love you and you’ll always be the best friend I ever had.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:33 pm UTC
you were my first love and i still think about you all the time.. but you have a girlfriend now and youve probably forgot all about me
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:52 pm UTC
YOU KNEW WHAT WILL HAPPEN YOU KNEW WHAT YOU DID!!! and you still did it.. i didn't expected it from you.. that one really hurt
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:51 pm UTC
YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE DOING!!! YOU KNEW IT AND YOU STILL DID IT.. i didn't expect it from you to be honest.. that hurted
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:50 pm UTC
FUCK YOU! Honestly!! what you did was sooo wrong and i didn't deserve it!! I really want to tell you that in person but then i would be the crazy one cause you are the guy and you cant do anything wrong
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:35 pm UTC
You made me afraid to love again. You used me for all that I had. I wish I could say that I hate you.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:12 am UTC
Nunca habĂa sentido algo igual a lo que sentĂ por vos, fuiste una persona que se tuvo mi corazĂłn completo, pero que despuĂ©s solo lo tirĂł y rompiĂł. Nunca quise que la amistad se dañará, pero, me hacĂas mucho daño, y de verdad yo no te importaba. TodavĂa me duele, y mucho, pero olvidarte será lo mejor.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:50 am UTC
i really miss you. i know that we dont talk anymore, but i think of you from time to time. youve done a lot for me, and im really grateful for all of it.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:35 am UTC
you’re the most amazing guy i’ve ever met, our meeting was quite rocky but i’m glad we’re constantly on calls. you’re one of my favorite people
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:51 am UTC
You were too good to me and that scared me. I was never gonna love you the way you loved me and I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:42 am UTC
I wish we could go back to how things were. Truth is I ended it bc I was still hurt from last time and scared you would leave again so I did it first. And I don’t even know if what I did is worth apologizing for because I don’t think you cared that much to begin with. But I’ll always have love for you and it’s okay if you don’t feel the same way anymore. Thank you for all the good memories and I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 9, 2021, 12:51 pm UTC
i think that it was meant to be, in another universe at a different time. i love you so much, some parts of you, others not. i would do anything to be what we were before.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:23 pm UTC
hey, how are you, its been a while since we talked and I just want to know but I can't talk to you. even tho we dont talk anymore and im over you I still think about the possibility and if you ever actually loved me the way I loved you, we've been through some shit and I know you've moved on but do you still think about me
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:15 am UTC
You hurt me.I hate you so much, but my love for you is so strong that whenever you do something wrong I’ll always take you back because you are probably the only person I loved with all your flaws I hate myself so much for loving you after what you put me through and Ik I can be rough but it’s because I’m scared to show what I actually feel I just want to love you and I want you to love me I want you to tell me how much I mean to you and not call me bro you know what pisses me off and you still do it but when we do talk about certain things it’s like you make up for what of a bitch you are we both seem happy we both laugh and it’s like wow I really like this boy but than you disappoint me once again you do some dumb shit and it’s back on step one and Ik I’m gonna allow myself to get stepped on by you and no matter how hard you hurt me I always push it behind me because I can’t see myself accepting the truth I know that sooner or later it’s gonna end but until that day Ik that you will always be a big impact in my life so thank you for ruining me but helping me as well and never forget that I’ll alway care for you and I hope that one day I’ll see how much of a bitch you were so yeah goodnight.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:02 am UTC
I hate how i know you’ll think it’s cringey when i show you affection. Yea, i do want to kiss you, hug you, give you the warmest cuddles, and play with your hair. I do think about doing that with you all the fucking time. All the fucking time. But all you ever see of me is a friend you can use to make fun of. Someone “cool” enough to keep up with your immaturity. I hate it. We’re not little kids anymore. I’m showing affection towards you because i’m so inlove with you and it hurts how all the fucking time you think i’m joking. It hurts when you make fun of me for wanting to spend time with you. I should’ve told you that we’ll be moving states soon. But, at this point, I don’t think it even matters anymore. Once i’m gone you’ll forget about me, just like you always do.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:41 am UTC
you hurt me more than words can explain but i will always cherish the good memories we had. thank you for making me the stronger version of myself.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:49 am UTC
i already know. you don’t have to hide it anymore. please tell me straight up, don’t worry nothing will change.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:27 pm UTC
You’re a Tory and you know it please stop always acting like your right and consider other people’s opinions
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:45 am UTC
hey julian, i love you n i miss talking to u too, i rlly wish i confessed to u back then but i guess i was too late.... i just never thought you’d like someone like me, it still hurts till this day whenver i think of u ... it hurts so much.... but i rlly hope u n hayden are doing great.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:15 am UTC
Dear Julian,
Ever since you came into my life it has been nothing but happiness. I don't think I've felt this way in such a long time. I just want to be around you all the time. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:59 am UTC
Umm sometimes I wish we never broke up and then I start missing you a lot and also that we took our time to date bc I wanted to get to know you better as a friend first but you made me a really happy person and I wish that our relationship didn’t get toxic like that but then again we were young and you were my first love but maybe later we can try again :)
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
I hate how we drifted, I imagine what we could have been and how it was just the wrong time wrong place
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:11 pm UTC
I wish I could’ve had u. But everything happens for a reason so I wish u the best wit whoever u end up wit .
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:29 am UTC
I want to do what we always did when one of us needed a hug, to run up to each other, and you would pick me up and hold me close
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: December 27, 2020, 8:07 am UTC
I loved the way you made me feel like I was special, you were always there for me and now I miss you more than ever. I love you so much (I chose purple because it’s your favorite color)
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: December 26, 2020, 6:24 am UTC
Merry Christmas! Hopefully you will never read this. Hopefully you don’t snap me about this. Hopefully my friends don’t see this. This is me expressing my feelings for you. You are my best friend. My best friend that I will protect and appreciate. If you need me, I’ll be there for you. Don’t care about the distance but you are my best friend. I’ll do anything for you. I don’t want to see you hurt or be broken. Thank you for the smiles to gave me. Thank you for the present. You may not be perfect but in my eyes you are. You are my forever.
