Unsent Messages

I hate how i know you’ll think it’s cringey when i show you affection. Yea, i do want to kiss you, hug you, give you the warmest cuddles, and play with your hair. I do think about doing that with you all the fucking time. All the fucking time. But all you ever see of me is a friend you can use to make fun of. Someone “cool” enough to keep up with your immaturity. I hate it. We’re not little kids anymore. I’m showing affection towards you because i’m so inlove with you and it hurts how all the fucking time you think i’m joking. It hurts when you make fun of me for wanting to spend time with you. I should’ve told you that we’ll be moving states soon. But, at this point, I don’t think it even matters anymore. Once i’m gone you’ll forget about me, just like you always do.