Unsent messages to JULIAN
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 3, 2020, 9:12 pm UTC
As much as you broke me beyond repair, I’ll forever love you. I regret everything. If we could do it all again, as much as it would kill me, I would. I love you. I feel dead without you.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:31 pm UTC
i love you so so much and i miss you everyday, i know i see you soon but i’m to scared of getting into a relationship with you
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:15 am UTC
I think I probably loved you back. It’s too bad that you hurt me. Something good could’ve come out of every thing.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:33 am UTC
I’m so in love with you it hurts. I’m trying so hard to be better for you, for us. I’m terrified I won’t have you forever.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 2, 2020, 7:31 pm UTC
even though you act like i don’t exist, i wanted to tell you that i love you with my whole heart. you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:59 pm UTC
It's you. It's ALWAYS about you. I'm suffering too and it fucking hurts to know that you don't care. Not once did you ever care when all I've done is for you. I've spent countless nights crying because of you and because I know how fucking stupid I look hoping to have a deeper relationship with you when you constantly treat me like I'm some stranger. You didn't stand up for me when your friends hurt me and continued to act as if it didn't happen. You knew I liked you when you said you could never be with someone like me in front of your friends. That's what hurt me the most. So don't tell me that you miss me. Stop telling me that you miss me. You've always been so mean.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:26 pm UTC
I like you, I really do. I know you’re going to be worth it and that’s why I’ll always be here for you.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:34 am UTC
i gave you so many chances, why couldn’t you just keep your promises? we could’ve made spotify playlists together, instead of having sad ones about each other. i look at the songs you add each day. i know you look at mine too. it could’ve been us J. but I can’t just keep giving you chances. I can’t keep letting you hurt me.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 29, 2020, 7:38 pm UTC
it was right person wrong time... even i have so much growing to do... i hope we find our way back to eachother...
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
i miss you. i miss 3 years ago you. i miss you’re stupid jokes, i miss you’re stupid tic tac toe games, i miss you’re crooked smile looking at me while we laugh together . but it meant nothing to you bc you chose her. why would you choose me when you could choose her. i’m sorry for not being enough for you
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 29, 2020, 7:04 am UTC
I was so mad at you for giving up so easily. It’s so hard for me to fall asleep knowing you’re not mine anymore. I changed all my bad habits for you. I shouldn’t have let you take advantage of the soft spot I had for you. All those endless nights waiting for your call and you using the same excuse. I never asked for much. All I needed was your attention. I pretended not to be hurt with how little effort you had put in. Yet after all of this I still love you.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
I wish we met at a different time. You were my special someone and it hurt to let you walk away from me so easily. If you ever came back I would still feel the same love I had before.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 25, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
If you have any doubt being with her please just come back, I'm here with open arms waiting... I miss you so much, nothing has been okay since we parted ways, I need you but I can't reach out when you're with her again : (
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 21, 2020, 11:44 pm UTC
i look for you in everyone i meet. i truly loved you. and i still do. maybe one day things will all make sense.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 17, 2020, 12:41 pm UTC
All because you joined a gang... “I need to know now that we’re apart what did you do with my heart”..
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 11, 2020, 6:17 am UTC
i wish i could tell you how i feel. i wish we could be happy together.maybe one day, in another demission.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 9, 2020, 10:15 pm UTC
You're my first love and heartbreak, but not my last. I wish you happiness. We were young and confused, we ended up breaking each other's heart, but I hope those painful moments would lead us to the right path. I love you always, and you'll always have a special place in my heart. I'm so proud of how much you've grown, I hope one day you'll come to see how great you are.
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:55 am UTC
you've changed my life for the better. your heart is filled with kindness and the purest intentions. love you more than you know. you support me like no other and i could never thank you enough
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 8, 2020, 8:29 am UTC
I cheated on u and I told u months after but those months before I realized that I can’t lose u but now I’m here miss you so very much.. I wish make things right with us but I know that u won’t do it :( I love you ❤️
From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
All those times we had together, you at least loved me, right? I don’t think I could bare the sadness.
