From: ABC
To: Julian
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:15 am
You hurt me.I hate you so much, but my love for you is so strong that whenever you do something wrong I’ll always take you back because you are probably the only person I loved with all your flaws I hate myself so much for loving you after what you put me through and Ik I can be rough but it’s because I’m scared to show what I actually feel I just want to love you and I want you to love me I want you to tell me how much I mean to you and not call me bro you know what pisses me off and you still do it but when we do talk about certain things it’s like you make up for what of a bitch you are we both seem happy we both laugh and it’s like wow I really like this boy but than you disappoint me once again you do some dumb shit and it’s back on step one and Ik I’m gonna allow myself to get stepped on by you and no matter how hard you hurt me I always push it behind me because I can’t see myself accepting the truth I know that sooner or later it’s gonna end but until that day Ik that you will always be a big impact in my life so thank you for ruining me but helping me as well and never forget that I’ll alway care for you and I hope that one day I’ll see how much of a bitch you were so yeah goodnight.