I fucking loved you. “I gave you my heart but you broke that”. You used me for your pleasure and personal gain. You know I’m well known. You know I am gullible but that’s my own fault. I should never have don’t anything with you. I’m sorry

i wish you didnt need other people to feel seen . you are all you need and i know its not your fault . i know your trying i love you .

I love you, and always will, im sorry it didnt happen the way we wanted it too, im happy we are still friends. x

my first thought when I saw you was “fuck. I think I love him.” and it is, still even though you hate me, it’s hard to stop loving you.

im so sorry for everything. even after all this time i would go back to you despite the pin you caused me. you may love her more but ill always be here. there was one difference between us, you “loved” someone who was too good for you and i settled for you.

I miss you, you were the only person to show me what love really is, and I will forever wonder “what if my mental health never got in the way”

i find myself holding onto you when i think i've let go. i've been hopelessly yours. for what seems like forever.

i wish there was a way to know if you and me have a chance. i want to tell you how i feel but what if it ruins everything?

i hate you. your mailbox is ugly and so are you. i hope you fall off a cliff and land in a sea of chickens and die

It may sound a little stupid but I still think about you and I miss you. I just wish that I was good enough for you to want to be with me.

Lol I thought you were gonna be the one but here we are,I hope that you find your girl, hope you become successful and achieve everything you want/ed

Jay i just want to say that our friends weren't the toxic ones. You were. Do you remember brushing me off when I talked about my eating disorder? Or talking trash about our friend cutting herself? I hate you so so much and I wish nothing but the worst for you now for how you hurt my friends

its been a while but i'm doing so much better without you and even though it's been hard it's been worth it.

I really really love you, so so much. You make me so much more happier on days that I struggle. You do so much for me unknowingly. I love you. I can't fathom the fact that I'm letting you go. I can't say one bad thing about you and I'm so happy we're reconnecting. I want to be in love with you again. I really do. You're such a special person Jas and I was truly so in love with you. 10 months. 10 months I fawned over you. I adore every little thing about you. How funny you are and how kind and humble. You're a true blessing in my life. You are my first love, my first adoration and my call to wake up in the morning on days that I struggle with. I am completely and utterly in love you with you Jasper, maybe not in the same way as before. You really are my perfect person, but in the wrong time. I adore you, thank you for showing me what true unfiltered love is. Thank you for being what I needed and what I love. And I can't wait to stick with you for the rest of my time here. I love you. You're really my yellow

i’m sorry. i loved you so much but my stupid fucking brain didn’t seem to get that. we were perfect. i miss you.

you finally got what you wanted. i didn’t realize till the end but there was only one thing you ever wanted from me and it was sex. i knew what you wanted from the beginning but part of me thought that i could be yours if i slept with you and the worst part is even though i knew this was going to happen it hurts

you can't always mug me off and then lead me on and it affects me I thought u liked me but no ofc not you just laughed about me to my friends and if you don't like me for me then that's your loss and you missed a good bitch that would have treated you right

I wanna be able to talk to you without being scared :)
I hate that we have had feelings for each other but it just can't work out :(

I want you to see this, and for it to strike a chord, and you immediately know it’s me. I know that’s unlikely, but so we’re my chances of meeting you, and falling for you the way I have. you are so beautiful, in every sense of the word. I wish I could know for just a second what you are thinking when you think of me, I know a part of you maybe feels deeply for me, but how much? I would do anything to see you smile, you are a beautiful soul that mine is so lucky to have grown closer to. I just want you oh so badly, I don’t know if I could make it any more obvious. Please give me a sign.

what are we doing ?? are we holding hands and laying on each other in a friendly way or more ? i would let you be my first kiss but i don’t want it to fuck up the friendship

I told you, you are family. That's eternal and true. I miss you, and I'm still sorry for everything.

The day you called my name and asked if i had the assignment was the day i fell inlove w you

i tried to move on but i know ill always be waiting for you to be ready

You’re still gonna be my best friend no matter what. ILY platonically man <3

holding grudges isn’t going to take way your pain

i miss you, im sorry. i miss our silly inside jokes about bonding on a patriotic level. i love you.

You deserve to be happy, man.. even if it's not with me...

i’m sorry i let you down, and i’m glad you’re happy now. you deserve it.

i tried to moved on but none of it works. How will i tell you that i like you so so so much

i didn't love you, and I'm so sorry i hurt you because i was scared. i hope you forget me.

congrats, u lost me.
i hope they are worth it.

i miss how close we used to be i hope we can be that close and laugh together again. im so sorry ily

I liked you so much but I guess you have already someone you liked

sorry for being a mess and not seeing the fnaf movie with you. i miss you homie. hope all is well :)

oh what a pain

i wish we never met

i hate the way i love you .

Hope you're having a happy 28 th birthday today. I am so sorry for not being there for you anymore.

well?

wish we both let go of our insecurities and realised how perfect we were for each other. i miss u.

i wish we got over our insecurities and realised how perfect we were for each other. i miss you

i love u more than i can handle but its worth it

lying here beside you love.

I miss you too.

i miss being w you so much, i will always love you

i really like you i hope we work out, even if not i wish the best for you

I never told you how much I cherished the moments with you but it seems it's too late now

i love you so much, i don’t know where i’d be if i didn’t have you by my side. you’re my everything.

I know I should not be attracted to you but you got something special.

i really really love your smile, baby. i'm serious. it's so pretty