Unsent messages to JESSE
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 25, 2023, 12:11 am UTC
Im sorry for ruining our friendship. I just wanna talk to you again.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 24, 2023, 12:55 am UTC
I miss you so much. I can’t move on and I just want to start over again.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 23, 2023, 12:16 am UTC
hoping for really good things between us <3!
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 17, 2023, 2:17 am UTC
i was really wanting you to be the one, why are you stuck on the past?
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 16, 2023, 10:44 pm UTC
i like my jesse a lot. i can’t wait to see the future with you finally
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 15, 2023, 10:45 am UTC
Every time I bump into you, I am reminded of how I never stopped loving you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 14, 2023, 1:05 am UTC
I regret all the pain I caused you. My sweet boy. I wish I could’ve been better for you
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 13, 2023, 12:36 am UTC
I like you. So much that I'm debaiting if I should do something about it. Maybe in another lifetime.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 12, 2023, 5:32 pm UTC
i left u and it was for the better. even so, idk how to feel about u cuz u heard me when no one did
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 10, 2023, 9:00 pm UTC
i'm sorry for the dynamic of our relationship. i wish that i could make you happier than i do now.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 10, 2023, 5:16 pm UTC
I wanna tell you how I feel about you. I just feel like there’s a reason you keep coming back
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 7, 2023, 4:48 pm UTC
Meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me ❤️ .
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 4, 2023, 3:52 am UTC
i’ll always wish things were easier for us.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: October 1, 2023, 4:27 am UTC
I have a whole new friend group since you left
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: September 30, 2023, 7:14 pm UTC
I look for you in every room I walk in. I made a mistake Jesse.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: September 24, 2023, 7:53 am UTC
i don’t understand how u moved on so quickly. i thought we had something special.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: September 4, 2023, 5:33 am UTC
I love you so much my heart aches, I’m sorry for everything.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: September 2, 2023, 3:41 pm UTC
I wish you had loved me the way I loved you
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: August 30, 2023, 4:46 am UTC
why cant you like me the way i like you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: August 14, 2023, 9:51 pm UTC
I really want you to like me but I know you never will
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: August 10, 2023, 3:39 pm UTC
You’re all I could ever want, I love you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: August 10, 2023, 6:14 am UTC
I hope ruining me is fixing you mi amor.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: August 6, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
i kinda want you… do you kinda want me?
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: August 1, 2023, 2:36 am UTC
you’re what i want.
you’re everything i’ve ever needed
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:03 am UTC
I just want us happy now, however that is my love.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:49 pm UTC
you gave me a heartbreak that wasn’t even real love
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:58 pm UTC
I think this could be the start of something new
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 18, 2021, 11:17 pm UTC
Bye my love, but I think it’s best if I stay off socials for a bit. You’re happy and I couldn’t be happier knowing that.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:15 pm UTC
You broke me and told me my feelings weren’t valid and now I’m still recovering a year later. You messed everything up for me
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:29 pm UTC
Im so so so glad i have u in my life. I think everyone needs a jesse in their life, but not everyone has one. Im so lucky
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From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:51 am UTC
Hey, you probably know who I am already just by the colour I chose. I just want you to know there hasn’t been a day where I haven’t thought of you. You were my first love, and I still love you. The distance was too much for me, and I could never live knowing how much you lied to me about the real you. I’ll always have a soft spot for you though, that’s just who i am. I hope you’re safe, no matter how far we are from each other. I’ll always feel close to you, I still have all our calls saved. I miss your voice, I miss your laugh, our virtual dates. I hate how you lied to me though, I tried to hard to get over it but I just couldn’t, I truly deserved better. No matter how perfect for me you were, you fit me like a glove :( I was broken when I ended it but it had to be done, and then the pandemic got worse. I don’t know if you will ever read this, but just know, i could never ever truly hate you for what you did. I hope you still have my number and message me out of the blue like you did when we took a 2 year break. I love you, so much ❤️
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:19 am UTC
I’m sorry I was scared to love myself and break my own heart trying. So I loved you how I wanted to be loved, with everything and didn’t see you as a real flawed person. I just saw you as someone to constantly give to, not that you really noticed. I loved a version of you that is not real and ignored all the signs and got messy and pitiful. I hope one day I can love myself so hard that I am drained of all my love by the end of it so that I won’t accept anything but that kind of love from anyone else. I want the same for you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:33 am UTC
I torture myself with this website. I look up my name every so often and wonder if the messages came from you. If I at least fleet across your thoughts sometimes. None of them really made me wonder, save the red one.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:22 am UTC
Every day I say "it's only been x days, I'll forget about it eventually" but not a day goes by when I don't think about you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:04 pm UTC
i fucking hate u. i wish i could break your arms and maybe then you wouldn't be able to do what you did to me to anyone else. you fucking cunt.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:15 pm UTC
I still don't know why we had to end it. I think about you often and yet not at all...
I still love you...
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:35 pm UTC
everything you did after validated my decision. you could never understand how much you hurt me, how often you lied to me. i wish i could come back but i know it's never going to change. i miss you anyways
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 8, 2021, 1:24 am UTC
Why did you lie to me? Why did you hurt me and blame me for your trauma? I love you so much, but you blamed me for everything. Why? All I did was love you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:16 pm UTC
“Something went wrong” when trying to submit. “Something went wrong” as you’re not in my life anymore.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:16 pm UTC
You knew how I felt, you came to me only when you needed a pick me up. Then you dropped me. Well now I’m dropping you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:15 pm UTC
You knew how I felt, you came to me only when you needed a pick me up. Then you dropped me. Well now I’m dropping you.
