From: ABC
To: Jesse
i honestly don't know how you view me. but i just want to say thank you for saving my life. if you hadn't called housing servicing to check on me, i don't think i'd be here today. you have talked with me on the phone when i had given up on the world and i appreciate more than you know.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
why do i still think about u? i want to get over you. like i am done. ur a waste of time but u broke my heart.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
bro ur laugh is so cute u dont even understand. when u ft me all i want to hear is ur laugh and ur voice and see u smile
From: ABC
To: Jesse
i wish you understood how much you meant to me. i wish you didn't leave. i wish you loved me back half as much as i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I donāt get why you wanted to push me away so badly but loving you hurt each time you left. Iām sorry if I had something to do with pushing you away. You truly taught me what love was and what I wanted and then you left now we no longer talk the heartbreak and tears I will always remember.I will always love you. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
You taught me what I wanted but yet you were my hardest breakup. You hurt me by saying all these awful things just because you wanted me to date someone else so I could be happy. I was happy with you and thatās all I ever wanted but you threw away our friendship and our relationship and for that I canāt forgive you but maybe one day youāll come back and be a better person. I love you take care.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
bye asf i think i gotta crush on u LMFAOO imagine bro imagineee wtf is up wid me. theres nun wrong wid u its j funny how i think i might even have a chance w u. but goddamn u gimme butterflies lollll. idfk.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Is there another girl who sends you memes, who you stay up late talking to, who gets everything I once did? I hope she never lets you go if so because that will be her biggest mistake
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Why did you lie to me? Why did you hurt me and blame me for your trauma? I love you so much, but you blamed me for everything. Why? All I did was love you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
you're so perfect in every single way, your hair, your eyes, your voice, your personality. you've helped me recover from so much and i hope you know how important you were to me
From: ABC
To: Jesse
damn bro... u got me fucked up? lets just stay friends, ok? bc i still cant bare the thought of not having u in my life anymore.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
everything you did after validated my decision. you could never understand how much you hurt me, how often you lied to me. i wish i could come back but i know it's never going to change. i miss you anyways
From: ABC
To: Jesse
i shouldnāt have listened to your friends. i didnāt want to hurt you. all i do is hurt people i love. but itās good that you donāt care about me anymore because now i can hurt myself without you ever feeling anything.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Bub if you care, ever again, just text me. I said Iād wait and I am. I said Iād pray to God and I have. Itās all up to you now.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I love your humour. Your laughter. Your smile.
Even though I can't have it, even though we are miles apart, I still adore you every single day.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Seems like you moved on fast. I canāt compete with her. I have what she doesnāt and she has what I donāt. Just give me another chance yeah? Iāll do things right this time.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I still don't know why we had to end it. I think about you often and yet not at all...
I still love you...
From: ABC
To: Jesse
i fucking hate u. i wish i could break your arms and maybe then you wouldn't be able to do what you did to me to anyone else. you fucking cunt.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Bye my love, but I think itās best if I stay off socials for a bit. Youāre happy and I couldnāt be happier knowing that.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
You once asked me what my favorite color was and I said green Bc itās the color of life, and u said blue Bc itās the color of my eyes. Is ur favorite color still blue?
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Every day I say "it's only been x days, I'll forget about it eventually" but not a day goes by when I don't think about you.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I keep letting you back in, in hope that things have changed and we will be better together. Then you leave again.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I love you. I have everything for you just for you to play me. I miss you tho and itās sucks. Everyday I wake up and hope to get a text from you but I never do. Iām really mad you started talking to me again for a few months and then just stopped. It broke me horribly
From: ABC
To: Jesse
i still love you and im sure i always will . i need you . please come back , please love me again , please be crazy about me again .
From: ABC
To: Jesse
the more time that passes the more i realize how much i love u. not only are u my best friend but ur my biggest supporter. i would do anything and everything for u. if i could give u the world and everything in between i would. u deserve so much more than u think u do. i wish i could hold u and never let u go. iāll love u forever
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I've never loved someone as much as I love you. Thank you for coming into my life and making it 100x better. Every time I get a text from you, all my problems disappear and when we aren't talking, all I can think about is you. Your smile is so amazing and every time I look at your eyes, I get lost in them. It makes me so sad every time I see you down. I would give anything in the world for you to see yourself through my eyes so you can see how perfect you are. Every single day I fall for you more and there's not one single thing I would change about you.
Love, J.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
You made me feel pretty again for the first time in awhile. What we did was wrong, but I grew to really like you. You were my blue. When I shouldnāt have had one. I have a yellow. You made me feel something after a period of feeling numb, and Iāll forever be grateful but I canāt say I donāt regret what we did because I do. I still think about you sometimes though. Hope youāre doing well. Sincerely someone you shouldāve never said you liked.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
We donāt talk anymore,but u helped me find out that iām gay in HS.Sorry for being awkward back then.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I love you so much my heart aches, Iām sorry for everything.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
how do i tell you it doesnāt feel the same anymore i donāt want to hurt you but it hurts me to stay
From: ABC
To: Jesse
i love you so much, i am sorry i dont know how to show my love for you properly
From: ABC
To: Jesse
If I were a braver person, I would kiss you. And I'd promise to be the best you'd ever had.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Itās all so simple until itās not. You are as confusing as you are intriguing.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
i miss when u drummed on me and kissed me and held me and protected me and loved me
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I wish you knew just how much I care even though I struggle to show it to you
From: ABC
To: Jesse
there is a tiny piece of me that would give up every piece of growth if youād just come back
From: ABC
To: Jesse
U wore a mask, I seen. Prayed healing, not end. A sign u cared u hurt me. Waited, msg never came.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
its been 6 years and i still think about you everyday.
i yearn for that summer spent with you
From: ABC
To: Jesse
I hope one day I forget you, but until then. I still care about you like you're my brother.
From: ABC
To: Jesse
Idc how long it may be how long we last /donāt this will always be here I love you sm Iād dye for u